Aleatha Romig - Behind His Eyes

Thank you to everyone who has made my story real! Thank you for your support and devotion. Im constantly awed by your dedication to Tony and Claire. If it werent for your questions and messages, I would never have continued with these reading companions.

Thank you for encouraging me to experience the other side of the Consequences!

The CONSEQUENCES series contains dark adult content. Although there is not excessive use of description and detail, the content contains innuendos of kidnapping, rape, and abuseboth physical and mental. If youre unable to read this material, please do not purchase. If you are ready, welcome aboard and enjoy the ride!

~Aleatha Romig

Dear Readers,

Before purchasing, please understand that this is not a standalone book. It was not meant to be read independently of THE CONSEQUENCES SERIES. It was meant as a companion, to be read following the experience of the ENTIRE CONSEQUENCES SERIES.

This was not designed as a retell of the entire novel CONSEQUENCES from Anthony Rawlings perspective and as such, will not make sense on its own. It was meant to share significant scenes and behind-the-scenes information.

Therefore, after you have completed CONSEQUENCES, TRUTH, AND CONVICTED, please join me for a dark journey into the mind of a man who believes that he controls everything and controls nothing.

Join me for an insight into the man who

Once upon a time, signed a napkin that he knew was a contract. As an esteemed businessman, he forgot one very important rulehe forgot to read the fine print. It wasnt an acquisition to own another person as hed previously assumed. It was an agreement to acquire a soul.

Aleatha Romig, CONVICTED

This companion centers on CONSEQUENCES and includes chapter references to that novel. The end of this companion also contains a glossary of characters and a timeline of significant events in CONSEQUENCES. Soon, BEHIND HIS EYESTRUTH and BEHIND HIS EYESCONVICTED (The missing years) will be available. The glossary and timeline will grow with each companion.

Thank you again for your support!

~Aleatha

Before the beginning - fall 2004

Men may know many things by seeing; but no prophet can see before the event, nor what end waits for him.

Sophocles

Anthony Rawlings private jet soared east toward Indiana. Looking around the cabin, he took in the empty seats. It wasnt often that he flew alone. Most of his travels were business-related, and he had assistants, negotiators, and legal counsel who usually accompanied him. This trip was differentsudden, unexpected, and confidential. The only person who knew of this trip was his pilot and trusted employee, Eric. He wouldnt discuss the business of this trip with anyone; of that, Anthony was confident. There were other aspects of the journey that didnt leave him as secure.

Throughout the years, Anthony had become a public figure and had a reputation that needed to be upheld. To that end, he surrounded himself with the bestthe best people, business decisions, and belongings. Rarely did Anthony Rawlings act impulsively. Every move was considered, debated, and evaluatedyet this trip could qualify as impetuous. He never considered flying to Indiana until he received the phone call informing him of the automobile accident claiming the lives of Jordon and Shirley Nichols. Truthfully, even now, the trip wasnt necessary. Hed told the private investigator whod called to attend the funeral and take pictures; nonetheless, as he hung up the telephone, Anthony knew that wouldnt be enough.

Hed been observing Claire Nichols from afar for over a year. Enjoying the freedom that comes with seclusion, Anthony leafed through the most recent report from the PI for the umpteenth time. It contained pictures of Clairelots of pictures. He couldnt pinpoint his curiosity regarding this girl; after all, she was just a childmerely a sophomore in college! Catherine called it an obsession, and more than once, she claimed that it was unhealthy. She reminded him that the names on their list needed to remain just thatnames, not people. That sounded good in principle, and for most on their list, it was possible. Claire Nichols was different. He found himself drawn to her, wanting to know more; however, Anthony wouldnt classify his interest as an obsessionit was more of a diversion.

In real life, he had a lot on his plate. Rawlings Industries was doing well, very well. He had more than enough to keep him busy. Claire Nichols was something of a fantasy, his distraction, like an exhibit at the zoo. Perhaps that was a bad analogy. Animals at the zoo can only be watched. At first, that was what he did with the Nichols girls: he watched. Then, with time, he experimented. What good is having money if you cant use it to your enjoyment? He wanted to know if he could influence the lives on their list. Emily Nichols didnt hold the draw that, somehow, her younger sister possessed; therefore, he made a few calls and learned some information. With his connections, it wasnt difficult to take that information and change the course of history. A call here, another there, and suddenly, Claires suitor had an amazing intern opportunity across the country. It was exhilarating and proved that Anthony could manipulate Claires world. She was young, vivacious, and attractive; he doubted that his impact thus far would prove significant, but it proved that without a doubt, he could influence the course of her life. That knowledge was intoxicating and addicting. He continually wondered how far he could go.

As the saying went, knowledge was power, and Anthony Rawlings thrived on power. In everyday life, he had the power to change livesthose of employees and the futures of companies. Claire Nichols was unlike those decisions made from behind the desk as a CEO. Altering her life was done covertly, without Claires knowledge. The risk of discovery added to his elation.

Placing the most recent photos of Claire into a file folder and securing them in his briefcase, Anthony closed his eyes. The ever-present voice that worked day and night pushing his inner drive for success began to fill his thoughts. There were times that Anthony yearned for the real live, breathing mentor whod influenced his life in such a dramatic way, but that wasnt possible. His grandfather, Nathaniel Rawls, had been taken from him and from the rest of his family by the workings of seemingly inconsequential peoplepeople who had changed the Rawls family forever. Not only did they change itthey eliminated it. The name Rawls ceased to exist.

It was a favor Anthony Rawlings intended to return.

Nathaniels voice echoed in his thoughts words that Anthony would never forget, words that were aimed toward both Sherman Nichols and Jonathon Burke. Not just themhell, no. They took away my world. They took my family. Their damn kids, their kids, and their kids kids theyll all face the consequences of their actions!

That promise was spoken by the once powerful entrepreneurial giant whod been reduced to nothing more than a common prisoner. Nathaniels threat repeated as a constant cadence in Anthonys life, often accompanied by the shame now associated with his birth name. Public shamefailure for the world to see, all of it brought on by those individuals. Anthony had been born a RawlsAnton Rawls. He longed for his current success to honor the name his grandfather wore proudly as a soldier and a businessman; however, that homage would never be. Each time he penned the name