Cassia Leo - Abandon

She walks into Yogurtland with her cell phone pressed to her ear and a scowl on her face. Behind the scowl, her vulnerability shines like a fucking nuclear explosion in a dark closet. Whoever shes talking to has stripped her bare. I find myself wishing it were me who affected her that way.

Shes digging inside her purse while balancing the phone between her shoulder and her ear; probably searching for money to get her frozen yogurt fix. What is it about frozen yogurt that makes us feel better? Maybe it reminds us of being kids, and how something as simple as a trip to the yogurt shop could turn a bad day into a great one. Whatever it is, I can see that she desperately needs her fix. But with each passing moment that shes unable to locate her money, I see the hope draining from her face.

I told you to stop calling me. I dont care if your car is in the shop. Im not picking you up!

She drops her purse and cell phone onto the checkered tile floor and curses loudly. What the fuck are you staring at? she barks at the man whos ogling her ass while ushering his small child out of the shop. Youve never seen a girl in a skirt bend over?

She falls to her knees as she reaches for the cell phone. She presses it to her ear and says hello a few times before she realizes theres no one there. I walk over to her, coolly taking my time, then I kneel next to her and reach for the lipstick tube that rolled behind her left foot. I hold it out in front of her. She looks sideways at me and her mouth drops as shes stunned into silence. Most girls are stunned when they see me. Im used to that. But Senia has seen me plenty of times. Shes not amazed by my good looks. Shes stupefied by my impeccable timing.

Her gaze immediately falls to my lips, which are just inches from her own. Then she begins to sob as she drops her purse and throws her arms around my neck.

I cant help but chuckle. Hey, its okay, I whisper into her ear, breathing in her scent. She smells like strawberries or pineapple. Something fruity. Its intoxicating.

I reach up and grab her face to pull her away, so I can look her in the eye. What flavor do you want?

A tear rolls down her face and I wipe it away as she stares at me, still dumbfounded. Cheesecake, with strawberries.

Perfect.

I help her gather the rest of her belongings into her purse then I order her yogurt as she watches me from where she stands next to the trash bin. Her gaze follows me as I approach her with her bowl, one of her perfect eyebrows cocked skeptically.

Dont look at me like that, I say as I pass her the bowl of yogurt.

Why? she says and she pops the first spoon into her mouth.

She licks the spoon clean and I find myself wondering what it would feel like to have those full, red lips wrapped around my cock. I lean in and whisper in her ear, Because youre turning me on and I cant fuck you in Yogurtland.

She continues to cock her eyebrow as she takes another spoonful of creamy yogurt into her mouth. Then maybe we should get the fuck out of Yogurtland.

In the three years Ive known Senia, weve almost fucked three times. The first time happened the day I met her, after a show we played in Durham. We were interrupted backstage by Xander, the bands manager, just as Senia was about to get on her knees. The second time was at a Memorial Day picnic. We were both pretty shit-faced and she ended up tossing her cookies all over me as I was sliding her panties off. The third time was less than three months ago, in a pub restroom stall. She started crying and couldnt go through with it; she was too heartbroken over her ex. I think the fourth time may be the charm for us. For some reason, this makes me really fucking nervous.

Im not afraid I wont be able to satisfy her. Theres no doubt Ill make her come harder than shes ever come before. But for the first time in my life, Im afraid of what will happen after the sex.

Senia is Claires best friend. And Chris is my best friend. Once upon a time, Claire and Chris were the golden couple; everyone assumed theyd be together forever. Then they broke up before we went on tour last year. Theyve spent the last few months attempting to reconcile the issues caused by their breakup. Even if Claire and Chris never get back together, I know Claire will always be around. I cant avoid Claire and, therefore, I cant avoid Senia. Something about this terrifies me and intrigues me like Im flirting with danger or, more accurately, fucking with danger.

I grab the door handle on the passenger side of my silver Lightning and pause as I look her in the eye and pull the door open. Get in.

She smiles and shakes her head as she slinks into the passenger seat. Please dont bother using your manners.

I wont.

I slam the door shut and walk around to the drivers side, tapping the trunk as I note my surroundings. Its eight in the evening. There are only three other cars in the parking lot and at least one of those belongs to the guy working behind the counter in Yogurtland. I look up at the lamppost in front of the car illuminating the hood and shining through the windshield.

I open the door and slide into the drivers seat. Gazing into her eyes, for a moment Im reminded of the last time my mom took me to get ice cream, when I was nine years old. I clench my jaw against the visceral nature of this memory and Senia takes this as an invitation.

She climbs into my lap and takes my face in her hands as she crushes her lips to mine. I thread my fingers into her hair and roughly grab a fistful of her dark locks. She whimpers as I thrust my tongue into her mouth and squeeze my fist around her hair, intermittently tightening my grip then easing up. Finally, I pull her head back by her hair and her eyes widen with shock and excitement. Thats when I notice her styrofoam bowl of yogurt upended between us, the cold stickiness seeping through both of our shirts.

She smiles as she swipes her finger through the cool, sticky substance and slowly eases her finger into her mouth. Creamy, she purrs.

Fuck, I whisper as my dick jumps, trying to escape my jeans.

I grab the bowl and toss it into the backseat and she smiles as I swipe my finger through the yogurt on her shirt then shove my hand under her skirt. Her thighs are smooth and warm against the back of my fingers as I move straight for her panties. She holds my gaze as I slip my fingers under the fabric and find her clit. She swallows hard, and her smile melts into an expression of pure ecstasy.

Oh my God, she breathes as I stroke her gently.

I grab the back of her neck and pull her mouth against mine, swallowing her moans as if they were the air keeping me alive. I shove two fingers inside her and she gasps as I curl my fingers to reach her spot. Her body folds into me as I lick the soft skin below her earlobe. I pull my hand from her panties. Her face is incredulous as I grab her shoulders and push her away.

Get in the back.

For a moment, it seems as if shes questioning this abrupt request. This better be good, she says as she slithers between the two front seats to get into the backseat.

I reach under her skirt as she crawls into the back and yank down on her panties. Jesus Christ, Tristan!

Make up your mind, I say as I place my hand on her ass and push her into the backseat. Am I Jesus Christ or Tristan?

She laughs as I scramble into the backseat after her, holding onto her panties so shes forced to leave them behind. I quickly position myself between her legs as she lies on her back and smiles. You can be whoever the fuck you want.

I slide my arm under her waist and lift her up so I can place her back against the passenger-side window. Pushing up her skirt, I spread her legs wide open and marvel at the sight of her. Shes perfectly shaved with a small landing strip of dark hair that ends at the top of her slit.