C. Redwine - Outcast

Put your arms out to help you keep your balance, Willow says, lifting her own arms to demonstrate.

I want a rope tied around my waist. The bravado in the boys voice quivers, though he glares at Willow as if daring her to notice. Several other children call out in agreement, and my sister turns to stare the class of First Learners into silence.

If you use a rope when youre learning to tree-leap, youll come to rely on it instead of relying on your own sense of balance. It will become a crutch, and then what will you do when you have to leap through the forest? Her gaze lands on the six-year-old boy who hovers at the edge of the platform I built on one side of the schools small playground. Youll fall. And if you fall, youll probably die.

The boy swallows hard, his eyes flicking between Willow and the worn planks of the playground five feet below him as if trying to decide which he fears most. The school is built into the heart of our Tree Village. The bulk of it wraps around the huge cradle of an enormous oak, while the outlying classrooms are connected to the main hall by the same walkways that arc between the trees throughout our entire village, giving all of us access to every village structure without ever requiring us to touch the ground. The playgrounda large square of smooth planks with a tetherball pole, a hopscotch grid carved into the floor, and a newly sanded collection of wooden bars, ladders, and slidesrests on support beams hammered into the trees beside the main classroom.

I could fall now, the boy says, the bravado in his voice seeping away as he looks away from my sister and down to where I stand.

Ill catch you, I say, and open my arms to show him Im ready. The grateful trust on his facea striking contrast to the poorly concealed fear the adult villagers show around memakes something in my chest expand even as it aches.

If Willow and I were from a different family, no one would have cause to avoid us while treating us with terrified deference. Wed have friends like the cluster of older kids our age we sometimes see sitting together on the northern walkways of the village at night, laughing and throwing twigs into the darkness of the Wasteland like they dont have a single care.

Maybe they dont. I wouldnt know. My entire life is a knot of worry wrapped in a shell of controlled calm.

Tighten your stomach muscles, Eliah, and use the balls of your feet. Willow shades her eyes against the glare of the winter sun while a faint breeze plays with the black feather that dangles from her ear cuff.

I earned a black feather for my first kill too. So have most of the villagers over the age of thirteen. The difference is that they earned it for hunting deer. Willow and I earned it for hunting people.

Come on, Eliah, I say quietly, while the boy hesitantly stretches his thin, boot-clad foot off the platform and onto the maple branchskinny, but strongthat extends from one edge of the platform to the top of the playground slide. Your teacher will want you back inside before long, and the rest of your class needs a chance to try it.

His eyes, dark like mine but still filled with innocence, widen as he takes a wobbly step onto the branch.

Keep going! Willow calls. One foot after the other. Hands out. There! She grins at me as Eliah moves jerkily toward the middle of the branch, his arms flailing madly while he struggles to keep his balance. Just shy of the halfway mark, his foot slips, and he plummets toward the ground with a sharp cry of fear.

Got you. I snatch him out of the air and gently lower him to the playground floor. Nice job.

I only got halfway across. His lower lip protrudes.

I squat down to his eye level and put my hands on his shoulders. Last week, you wouldnt even leave the platform. Thats a lot of progress. Youre very brave.

A shy smile chases the pout from his face. Brave like you, he says before dashing off to recount his adventure for his waiting friends.

His words burn against my heart as I open my arms wide to catch the next student. Brave is for those who stand up for what is right. Who protect their sisters even though it could cost them everything.

Brave isnt a word for those who obey a monster.

After the last Early Learner, a wisp of a girl whose long braid reminds me of Willows, takes two shaky steps before plummeting into my waiting arms, Willow claps her hands once in a bid for silence.

Quiz time. Willow glances past the platform to the school door, where Shawna Hawkeye stands laughing with another teacher, ready to call her students away from their weekly tree-leaping lesson and back into the safety of her classroom. Shawna is my age, and there was a time, long ago, when she played with Willow and me, stealing roasted almonds from Bays Mercantile at the southeast corner of the village and tree-leaping like it was a game instead of a necessity.

That was before our family vocations caught up to us. Before her mother settled Shawna into a study routine with piles of textbooks salvaged from the ruins of cities long gone and prepared her to become a teacher.

Before Dad put a knife in my hands and a bow in Willows and showed us what it meant to be a Runningbrook.

The thought of my father is a poison that eats through me until Im filled with fury and loathing. I clench my jaw and deliberately empty my mind of all but the task before me, forcing the anger back behind the wall of calm I need as desperately as others need air.

Shawna glances our way and catches me watching her. Her mouth snaps shut, cutting off her laughter. She crosses her arms over her chest and presses against the door frame like she thinks somehow just attracting my attention is a death sentence.

I want to ask her why she thinks the elders would allow us to teach tree-leaping to the Early Learners if were such a threat to everyones safety, but I dont. Instead, I look away and tell myself it doesnt matter. It cant matter. Not when there isnt a single thing I can do to change the way the villagers look at us.

Quickly, before your teacher calls you back inside, Willow says. Why do we live in the trees?

Because of the beast, a little girl says.

And because we dont want to obey a city-state leader, another girl speaks up.

Willow nods. Thats right. Because beneath the ground lives a fire-breathing creature who tunnels up and destroys what it finds. And though the city-states have discovered a way to keep the beast at bay, we build homes in the trees where were safe, because we want the freedom to live as we choose.

Im not leaving the village, so I shouldnt have to learn how to tree-leap. A boy with knobby knees and dirty fingernails raises his chin in defiance.

What if you have to leave? I ask, keeping my voice gentle. What if something happens, and you have to flee the village?

What could happen? Eliah asks, his wide eyes meeting mine.

Highwaymen could attack us. Soldiers from one of the city-states could decide to force us to fight for them. A fire could

But thats your job. You protect us from the bad people so that we never have to leave. A girl with soft pink ribbons in her hair speaks with the uncomplicated confidence of the innocent, and its all I can do to hold her gaze while my blood churns and something heavy lodges in my throat.

If only the things Dad required us to do were as simple as protecting the village children from people who might want to harm them.

Yes, thats our job. Willow saves me from having to answer. But you dont want to grow up relying on other people to keep you safe. You want to know how to take care of yourself. You want to be strong and independent.

Like you? The girl looks at Willow while behind us Shawna calls for the children to go inside.