Jessica Sims - Wanted: Wild Thing

As we pulled up in front of my house, my date, Jordan, parked the car and glanced over at me. I had a nice time tonight, Ryder.

I gave him my cheeriest smile. It was a lot of fun. Thanks for asking me out.

He grinned back, handsome in a cocky, confident sort of way that I found appealing. After a moment, he reached out to touch my blond hair. Youre really sexy, you know.

I shied away, narrowly avoiding his touch with a laugh. Im a lot of things, Jordan, but sexy isnt one of them. And I batted his hand away with my pink Hello Kitty purse, which acted as both shield and proof that I wasnt anyones idea of sexy. I was cute.

Cute like puppies and kittens and pink lipstick with glitter in it (which I was currently wearing). My hair was in two tight blond pigtails high on my head, and I was wearing a bright pink A-line dress with a Peter Pan collar, yellow stockings, and matching pink Mary Janes that looked like something Baby Spice would wear. When my date had seen me tonight, hed commented that I looked like I was dressed up for Easter. I wasnt. I was dressed up for Tuesday. I just liked bright, happy things and loved to wear them.

You know the saying Fake it until you make it? I lived that every day of my life. On my date I was nervous as heck, but youd never know it from the way I giggled and flirted and chattered nonstop. I was in Ryder On mode. When Ryder was on, I was an endlessly effervescent personality. When I was Ryder Off? Well, I didnt show the world Ryder Off.

No one got to see Ryder Off but me. It was best for everyone involved.

Jordan stroked a finger down my arm in a flirty move and I shuddered, thankful that Id worn long sleeves. I held my breath, waiting for something bad to happen, but nothing did. The nervous knot in my stomach eased a little.

I havent been able to take my eyes off you all night, he said in a seductive voice, sliding a bit closer to me.

I giggled inanely again, inching away. I knew where this was going, and I was terrified. My palms were sweating profusely, and my forehead broke out in an anxious sweat.

It wasnt that I didnt want to kiss Jordan; he was handsome and funny and attentive. I wanted to kiss him more than anything. Heck, I wanted to drag him inside and introduce him to my bed.

But that wasnt going to happen. I knew that deep in my bones.

Still, I was on this date because I was an eternal optimist. I had to hopeor I had nothing.

Ryder, he said softly, sliding even closer to me.

I pressed up against the car window to put as much distance between us as possible. Jordan, I really like you, but I dont know that we can take this further than friendship.

He gave me a surprised look. If you like me, why do you say that?

Its . . . complicated. Extremely complicated, in ways he couldnt possibly imagine.

I like you enough to work with complicated, he said in a smooth voice, reaching out to touch my hair again.

I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting . . . but nothing happened, and I relaxed. Maybe . . . maybe this time itd be different?

Hope rising, I didnt flinch away when he scooted so close that I felt his warm breath on my skin and smelled his scent. Fresh. Clean. Human. A quiver of pleasure shot through me at being so very near an attractive man.

Jordan gently brushed the backs of his fingers over my cheek. I felt a tingle, but it was muted, and I smiled at that. He took my smile for encouragement, and the next thing I knew, his lips were pressing on mine.

Shock flickered through me, quickly followed by a burst of pleasure when his tongue darted into my open mouth. A man was kissing me. Oh, wow! It was even better than Id expected. I made a small noise of pleasure, closing my eyes and sinking into the feeling.

Then my cheek rippled. Not in a pleasant, shivery way; more like the sensation of something coming alive and trying to escape. Of skin trying to pull away from bone.

My eyes flew open and I pushed at Jordans chest. No. My good luck had just run out. Jordan wasnt The One.

His eyes remained closed, his mouth seeking mine as if my protests would be swallowed by another kiss. If Id been any other woman, they might have been.

But I wasnt any other woman. One could argue I wasnt even human.

An awful prickling sensation crept through my skin, like a thousand needles. My feet cramped painfully and I felt the press of claws inside my shoes. I groaned, pain flickering all over my body, and I felt my skin shift and creep again. Now my bones ached; I had only seconds before theyd pop and crack with the onset of my transformation.

And Jordan was going to see it all if I didnt do something fast.

I pushed frantically at his chest again, breaking away just as fangs cut through my gums and I tasted blood. I fumbled for the car door, tumbling out backward and falling onto the driveway.

Ryder! I heard his car door open and his gasp when he saw me sprawled on the concrete. Oh, my God, are you okay?

I jumped to my feet and ran for my condo. Thank God I was on the first floor. I ran down the hall, heading for my door and safety. My forehead throbbed, hard and bony protrusions growing under my skin as I fumbled for my key with claw-tipped fingers. My legs were cramping hard, and the bulges protruding from my back would soon rip through my cute pink dress.

With shaking hands, I managed to unlock the door. I slipped inside and locked it, then leaned back against the thick, heavy wood, relieved.

Safe.

Leathery wings suddenly burst from my back with a wet snapping noise, and I groaned in pain as my loose, swingy dress became chokingly tight. I clawed at the zipper in the back, then gave up and shredded the fabric with my thick, curved talons until it pooled at my feet. My shoes were the next to go, wrecked by the transformation, and I pressed my hands to my awful face and slid down the door until my tail and ass hit the floor.

Damn it. For a brief, shining moment, Id really thought that Jordan was The One. But he wasnt. He wasnt even close.

I was unsurprised when he knocked at my front door a moment later. Ryder, he bellowed, his concern evident. Are you okay? What happened?

No means no, I yelled back, hoping he wouldnt notice the growly rasp in my voice now. Dont call me again.

Open up so we can talk about this.

Go away. I meant it, too. Jordan was nice, handsomeand completely and totally useless to me. Just like every other human man out there, his touch triggered my curse.

The monster under my skin had something to do with sexuality. I could flirt harmlessly all day or hug a female friend. Shake hands. No problem. But the moment a mans hand caressed me with sexual intention? Out came the scaly fanged beast. I ran a finger over the thick fangs now protruding from my gums over my canines. Those always hurt the worst and were the last to disappear.

Please, Ryder, Jordan said, his voice softer. Cant we talk through this? I really like you.

Youre not who I thought you were, I yelled back. Oh, the irony of those words. Go away before I call the cops.

There was a long moment of silence, then he slammed a fist on the door. Fuck you, cock tease. I heard him stomp down my sidewalk back to his car. A moment later, it screeched out of my driveway and down the street.

Well, now. It was a good thing Jordan wasnt my True Love, because it seemed like he was hiding a douchey side. Not a surprise. We all had our hidden sides.

Mine just happened to be scarier than most: I was a changeling.

At least thats what the old fortune-teller had told me. Id had my first experience with my monster shortly after getting my first period. I was fourteen, and Id made out with a guy on the docks at summer camp. Hed blushed and gotten a boner; Id grown scales and a tail. My date had chalked up his horrific monster visions to some bad mushrooms. Me? Id been terrified, so Id done what any logical fourteen-year-old would have doneId stolen my mothers wallet and taken a bus across town to consult a fortune-teller and get some answers.