Rachel Swirsky - The Lady Who Plucked Red Flowers Beneath the Queen's Window

My story should have ended on the day I died. Instead, it began there.

Sun pounded on my back as I rode through the Mountains where the Sun Rests. My horses hooves beat in syncopation with those of the donkey that trotted in our shadow. The queens midget Kyan turned his head toward me, sweat dripping down the red-and-blue protections painted across his malformed brow.

Shouldnt we stop? he panted.

Sunlight shone red across the craggy limestone cliffs. A bold eastern wind carried the scent of mountain blossoms. I pointed to a place where two large stones leaned across a narrow outcropping.

There, I said, prodding my horse to go faster before Kyan could answer. He grunted and cursed at his donkey for falling behind.

I hated Kyan, and he hated me. But Queen Rayneh had ordered us to ride reconnaissance together, and we obeyed, out of love for her and for the Land of Flowered Hills.

We dismounted at the place I had indicated. There, between the mountain peaks, we could watch the enemys forces in the valley below without being observed. The raiders spread out across the meadow below like ants on a rich meal. Their womens camp lay behind the main troops, a small dark blur. Even the smoke rising from their womens fires seemed timid. I scowled.

Go out between the rocks, I directed Kyan. Move as close to the edge as you can.

Kyan made a mocking gesture of deference. As you wish, Great Lady, he sneered, swinging his twisted legs off the donkey. Shamans bundles of stones and seeds, tied with twine, rattled at his ankles.

I refused to let his pretensions ignite my temper. Watch the valley, I instructed. I will take the vision of their camp from your mind and send it to the Queens scrying pool. Be sure to keep still.

The midget edged toward the rocks, his eyes shifting back and forth as if he expected to encounter raiders up here in the mountains, in the Queens dominion. I found myself amused and disgusted by how little provocation it took to reveal the midgets true, craven nature. At home in the Queens castle, he strutted about, pompous and patronizing. He was like many birth-twisted men, arrogant in the limited magic to which his deformities gave him access. Rumors suggested that he imagined himself worthy enough to be in love with the Queen. I wondered what he thought of the men below. Did he daydream about them conquering the Land? Did he think theyd make him powerful, that theyd put weapons in his twisted hands and let him strut among their ranks?

Is your view clear? I asked.

It is.

I closed my eyes and saw, as he saw, the panorama of the valley below. I held his sight in my mind, and turned toward the eastern wind which carries the perfect expression of magicflighton its invisible eddies. I envisioned the battlefield unfurling before me like a scroll rolling out across a marble floor. With low, dissonant notes, I showed the image how to transform itself for my purposes. I taught it how to be length and width without depth, and how to be strokes of color and light reflected in water. When it knew these things, I sang the image into the water of the Queens scrying pool.

Suddenlytoo soonthe vision vanished from my inner eye. Something whistled through the air. I turned. Pain struck my chest like thunder. I cried out. Kyans bundles of seeds and stones rattled above me. My vision blurred red. Why was the midget near me? He should have been on the outcropping.

You traitor! I shouted. How did the raiders find us?

I writhed blindly on the ground, struggling to grab Kyans legs. The midget caught my wrists. Weak with pain, I could not break free.

Hold still, he said. Youre driving the arrow deeper.

Let me go, you craven dwarf.

Im no traitor. This is womans magic. Feel the arrow shaft.

Kyan guided my hand upward to touch the arrow buried in my chest. Through the pain, I felt the softness of one of the Queens roc feathers. It was particularly rare and valuable, the length of my arm.

I let myself fall slack against the rock. Womans magic, I echoed, softly. The Queen is betrayed. The Land is betrayed.

Someone is betrayed, sure enough, said Kyan, his tone gloating.

You must return to court and warn the Queen.

Kyan leaned closer to me. His breath blew on my neck, heavy with smoke and spices.

No, Naeva. You can still help the Queen. Shes given me the keystone to a spella piece of pure leucite, powerful enough to tug a spirit from its rest. If I blow its power into you, your spirit wont sink into sleep. It will only rest, waiting for her summons.

Blood welled in my mouth. I wont let you bind me

His voice came even closer, his lips on my ear. The Queen needs you, Naeva. Dont you love her?

Love: the word caught me like a thread on a bramble. Oh, yes. I loved the queen. My will weakened, and I tumbled out of my body. Cold crystal drew me in like a great mouth, inhaling.

I was furious. I wanted to wrap my hands around the first neck I saw and squeeze. But my hands were tiny, half the size of the hands I remembered. My short, fragile fingers shook. Heavy musk seared my nostrils. I felt the heat of scented candles at my feet, heard the snap of flame devouring wick. I rushed forward and was abruptly halted. Red and black knots of string marked boundaries beyond which I could not pass.

O, Great Lady Naeva, a voice intoned. We seek your wisdom on behalf of Queen Rayneh and the Land of Flowered hills.

Murmurs rippled through the room. Through my blurred vision, I caught an impression of vaulted ceilings and frescoed walls. I heard people, but I could only make out woman-sized blursthey could have been beggars, aristocrats, warriors, even males or broods.

I tried to roar. My voice fractured into a strangled sound like trapped wind. An old womans sound.

Great Lady Naeva, will you acknowledge me?

I turned toward the high, mannered voice. A face came into focus, eyes flashing blue beneath a cowl. Dark stripes stretched from lower lip to chin: the tattoos of a death whisperer.

Terror cut into my rage for a single, clear instant. Im dead?

Let me handle this. Another voice, familiar this time. Calm, authoritative, quiet: the voice of someone who had never needed to shout in order to be heard. I swung my head back and forth trying to glimpse Queen Rayneh.

Hear me, Lady Who Plucked Red Flowers beneath My Window. It is I, your Queen.

The formality of that voice! She spoke to me with titles instead of names? I blazed with fury.

Her voice dropped a register, tender and cajoling. Listen to me, Naeva. I asked the death whisperers to chant your spirit up from the dead. Youre inhabiting the body of an elder member of their order. Look down. See for yourself.

I looked down and saw embroidered rabbits leaping across the hem of a turquoise robe. Long, bony feet jutted out from beneath the silk. They were swaddled in the coarse wrappings that doctors prescribed for the elderly when it hurt them to stand.

They were not my feet. I had not lived long enough to have feet like that.

I was shot by an enchanted arrow I recalled. The midget said you might need me again

And he was right, wasnt he? Youve only been dead three years.

Already, we need you.

The smugness of that voice. Raynehs impervious assurance that no matter what happened, be it death or disgrace, her peoples hearts would always sing with fealty.

He enslaved me, I said bitterly. He preyed upon my love for you.

Ah, Lady Who Plucked Red Flowers beneath My Window, I always knew you loved me.

Oh yes, I had loved her. When she wanted heirs, it was I who placed my hand on her belly and used my magic to draw out her seedlings; I who nurtured the seedlings spirits with the fertilizer of her chosen man; I who planted the seedlings in the womb of a fecund brood. Three times, the broods I catalyzed brought forth Raynehs daughters. Id not yet chosen to beget my own daughters, but there had always been an understanding between us that Rayneh would be the one to stand with my magic-worker as the seedling was drawn from me, mingled with man, and set into brood.