Joe Abercrombie - Half a War

We have lost, said King Fynn, staring into his ale.

As she looked out at the empty hall, Skara knew there was no denying it. Last summer, the gathered heroes had threatened to lift the roof-beams with their bloodthirsty boasting, their songs of glory, their promises of victory over the High Kings rabble.

As men so often do, they had proved fiercer talkers than fighters. After an idle, inglorious, and unprofitable few months they had slunk away one by one, leaving a handful of the luckless lurking about the great firepit, its flames guttering as low as the fortunes of Throvenland. Where once the many-columned Forest had thronged with warriors, now it was peopled with shadows. Crowded with disappointments.

They had lost. And they had not even fought a battle.

Mother Kyre, of course, saw it differently. We have come to terms, my king, she corrected, nibbling at her meat as primly as an old mare at a hay-bale.

Terms? Skara stabbed furiously at her own uneaten food. My father died to hold Bails Point, and youve given its key to Grandmother Wexen without a blow struck. Youve promised the High Kings warriors free passage across our land! What do you think lost would look like?

Mother Kyre turned her gaze on Skara with the usual infuriating calmness. Your grandfather dead in his howe, the women of Yaletoft weeping over the corpses of their sons, this hall made ashes and you, princess, wearing a slaves collar shackled to the High Kings chair. That is what I think lost would look like. Which is why I say come to terms.

Stripped of his pride, King Fynn sagged like a sail without a mast. Skara had always thought her grandfather as unconquerable as Father Earth. She could not bear to see him like this. Or perhaps she could not bear to see how childish her belief in him had been.

She watched him swill down more ale, and belch, and toss his gilded cup aside to be refilled. What do you say, Blue Jenner?

In such royal company as this, my king, as little as I can.

Blue Jenner was a shifty old beggar, more raider than trader, his face as crudely chiselled, weathered and cracked as an old prow-beast. Had Skara been in charge he would not have been allowed on her docks, let alone at her high table.

Mother Kyre, of course, saw it differently. A captain is like a king, but of a ship rather than a country. Your experience might benefit Princess Skara.

The indignity of it. A lesson in politics from a pirate, Skara muttered to herself, and not even a successful one.

Dont mumble. How many hours have I spent teaching you the proper way for a princess to speak? For a queen to speak? Mother Kyre raised her chin and made her voice echo effortlessly from the rafters. If you judge your thoughts worth hearing, pronounce them proudly, push them to every corner of the chamber, fill the hall with your hopes and desires and make every listener share them! If you are ashamed of your thoughts, better to leave a silence. A smile costs nothing. You were saying?

Well Blue Jenner scratched at the few grey hairs still clinging to his weather-spotted scalp, evidently a place unknown to combs. Grandmother Wexens crushed the rebellion in the Lowlands.

With the help of this dog of hers, Bright Yilling, who worships no god but Death. Skaras grandfather snatched up his cup while the thrall was still pouring, ale spilling across the table. They say he lined the road to Skekenhouse with hanged men.

The High Kings eyes turn north, Jenner went on. Hes keen to bring Uthil and Grom-gil-Gorm to heel and Throvenland

Is in the way, finished Mother Kyre. Dont slouch, Skara, it is unseemly.

Skara scowled, but she wriggled her shoulders up the chair a little anyway, closer to the board-stiff, neck-stretched, horribly unnatural pose the minister approved of. Sit as if you have a knife to your throat, she always said. The role of a princess is not to be comfortable.

Im a man used to living free, and Im no lover of Grandmother Wexen, or her One God, or her taxes, or her rules. Blue Jenner rubbed mournfully at his lopsided jaw. But when Mother Sea whips up the storm, a captain does what he must to save what he can. Freedoms worth nothing to the dead. Prides worth little even to the living.

Wise words. Mother Kyre wagged her finger at Skara. The beaten can win tomorrow. The dead have lost forever.

Wisdom and cowardice can be hard to tell apart, snapped Skara.

The minister clenched her jaw. I swear I taught you wiser manners than to insult a guest. Nobility is shown not by the respect one is given by the highest, but the respect one gives to the lowly. Words are weapons. They should be handled with proper care.

Jenner waved any suggestion of offence gently away. No doubt Princess Skara has the right of it. Ive known many men far bravern me. He gave a sad smile, displaying a crooked set of teeth with several gaps. And seen most buried, one by one.

Bravery and long life rarely make good bedfellows, said the king, draining his cup again.

Kings and ale pair up no better, said Skara.

I have nothing left but ale, granddaughter. My warriors have abandoned me. My allies have deserted me. They swore fair-weather oaths, oak-firm while Mother Sun shone, prone to wilt when the clouds gather.

That was no secret. Day after day Skara had watched the docks, eager to see how many ships the Iron King Uthil of Gettland would bring, how many warriors would accompany the famous Grom-gil-Gorm of Vansterland. Day after day, as the leaves budded, then the leaves cast dappled shade, then the leaves turned brown and fell. They never came.

Loyalty is common in dogs but rare in men, observed Mother Kyre. A plan that relies on loyalty is worse than none at all.

What then? asked Skara. A plan that relies on cowardice?

Old, her grandfather looked as he turned to her with misty eyes and brewers breath. Old and beaten. You have always been brave, Skara. Braver than I. No doubt the blood of Bail flows in your veins.

Your blood too, my king! You always told me only half a war is fought with swords. The other half is fought here. And Skara pressed one fingertip into the side of her head, so hard it hurt.

You have always been clever, Skara. Cleverer than I. The gods know you can talk the birds down from the sky when it pleases you. Fight that half of the war, then. Give me the deep cunning that can turn back the High Kings armies and save our land and our people from Bright Yillings sword. That can spare me from the shame of Grandmother Wexens terms.

Skara looked down at the straw-covered floor, face burning. I wish I could. But she was a girl seventeen winters old and, Bails blood or no, her head held no heros answers. Im sorry, Grandfather.

So am I, child. King Fynn slumped back and beckoned for more ale. So am I.

Skara.

She was snatched from troubled dreams and into darkness, Mother Kyres face ghostly in the light of one flickering candle.

Skara, get up.

She fumbled back the furs, clumsy with sleep. Strange sounds outside. Shouting and laughter.

She rubbed her eyes. What is it?

You must go with Blue Jenner.

Skara saw the trader then, lurking in the doorway of her bedchamber. A black figure, shaggy-headed, eyes turned to the floor.

What?

Mother Kyre pulled her up by her arm. You must go now.

Skara was about to argue. As she always argued. Then she saw the ministers expression and it made her obey without a word spoken. She had never seen Mother Kyre afraid before.

It did not sound like laughter any more, outside. Crying. Wild voices. Whats happening? she managed to croak.

I made a terrible mistake. Mother Kyres eyes darted to the door and back. I trusted Grandmother Wexen. She twisted the gold ring from Skaras arm. The one Bail the Builder once wore into battle, its ruby glistening dark as new-spilled blood in the candlelight. This is for you. She held it out to Blue Jenner. If you swear to see her safe to Thorlby.