Elisa E - Our Life Beyond MKULTRA, Book 2

Our Life

Beyond MKULTRA

Book 2

By

Elisa E

Copyright 2013 Elisa E

All rights reserved.

ISBN-13:978-1490972855

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Cover art and design by Travis Kelly

Caveat lector!

(If you think you may have been a victim of total mind kontrol ( tmk ) programming, we strongly suggest that you read the following material with a safe support person in place with whom you can dialogue as

TRIGGERING MAY OCCUR .)

DEDICATION

This book is for those still out there under

total mind kontrol programming.

May you awaken to find safety and Love.

Book 2

Table of Contents

Acknowledgements

She has a name

We are an American band

Reinforcing omega

The serpent in the Garden of Eden

The unholy trio

Used to take out theirs

S&M and the lawyer

A. True program

Greer

Symptoms experienced during alter downloads

El

Offspring

Pilots, airplanes, and helicopters

Solo kills, team kills

Stalked by another slave?

The price of loyalty for bloodline families

Underground escape

A hybrid life

Breathing underwater

Extra-ordinary skill

Star Child

A cinderblock wall is no match for Ancient Ones

A stranger needs what we have

Fourth-dimension rape in the third dimension

Us , Luna, and Cain

Disappearing

Earth-shaking

Jon Huntsman, Mormon Manchurian Candidate, and the New Jerusalem

Raymond Davis in Lahore, Pakistan

Jared Lee Loughner in Tucson, Arizona

September 2006

September 2007

2008: The "next level"

August 2008: Do or die

Surveillance and Handlers

Taos

Salt Lake

Moab

Phone Calls

Recorded messages

Tones

Blank calls

Music and songs

Family

Mailed Messages

An opened letter

The outfit

The postcard

Internal

External

Trusting someone

What not to do

Talking

Prayer, the practice of allowing Love to be

Journaling

Audio tapes

Our collages

Video tapes

From journaling to books

The most untenable: Who I am

Breaking the cycle of species perpetration

The Transhumanist super-hero

Interference and abilities

My clones

ELISA programming

Male and female, co-conscious, simultaneous

Orgone and sexuality in programming

Pink

Disruptions and reprogramming in the World of Man

Reincarnation and the perception of linear time

Love

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Our deepest Love and appreciation to Lynn and all who have followed in his footsteps with support and faith in us . Without you, we would not be here to tell what we know. No judgment, just Unconditional Love.

Thank you to Elana for giving us hours of editing, remaining ever patient with our constant questioning, all the while knowing this story needed to be told.

A very special thanks to Ron Patton and the staff of Paranoia magazine.

We are extremely grateful to predecessors who have gone public. Their willingness to come forward has provided validation and corroboration for much in our own alter downloads and conscious experience memories, as well as assisted in our struggle to break free of our doubt programming.

Introduction

You go home, some wave their hats, some turn their backs, its all the same, none of them know where youve been, its all the same...

- Spartan , Dir. by David Mamet, 2004

Due to the nature and complexity of our life as a high-level bloodline ritually abused trauma-based total mind kontrolled slave, we strongly suggest that readers first avail themselves of Our Life Beyond MKULTRA, Book 1 . Without its information (including the Lexicon), this work may seem inadequate as an introduction to the subject of total mind kontrol (tmk) programming as we have known it. Books 1 and 2 work together to relay our history as chronologically as we can manage.

By the summer of 2011, we became reasonably comfortable with the conscious existence of the many us within and made a real effort to begin referring to ourselves as i . We have experienced this before, but always from our front alters consciousness without the full understanding of who and what the many of us were. Due to still switching between i and we depending on our intention i have chosen to write Book 2 predominantly as we for consistency if nothing else, despite the fact that within the deprogramming community, speaking as a we may seem inappropriate when it comes to being whole. It does, however, seem very appropriate to the many parts of us and is a very valuable part of our healing process as well as crucial for grasping fully on a conscious level who and what we are. I may never consciously meet all of us , but at least we need not be subjected to the abuse and use of our programmers. To own our truth aloud has been very healing. Besides, both professionally and otherwise, there is still much misunderstanding of multiplicity (MPD) and its relation to total mind kontrol programming. So please forgive the plurals and italics and other eccentricities in our writing. It is very important for it to be acceptable to refer to ourselves in the plural because for the whole of our life, we were programmed to never believe we could break free.

In our early deep deprogramming, a combination of programming and fear kept us from being able and willing to share information due to our desire to be as certain about it as we could while maintaining credibility in our dealings with those we have been fortunate enough to work with.

Though we cannot vouch for much of the information found online, it is our hope that readers will familiarize themselves with some of the vast amount of material now available on mind control programs like MKULTRA. Put key words into a search engine and prepare to develop your discernment. Do not be fooled: just because something goes beyond ones personal experience and current public knowledge of what is possible does not relegate it to the trash bin. Readers need to keep an open mind, due to the national security nature of mind control and how the public has been indoctrinated to perceive the subject as too surreal to be true. If one sincerely wants to understand what has been and is currently occurring, it is readily available, but it takes courage, desire, determination, and effort to find the truth and stay with it.

What is written hereat least the general methods and sources of those methodswill one day be public knowledge. We believe that people incapable of accepting the reality of tmk programming at its most basicwho accuse victims and first-hand witnesses of having a penchant for science fiction and fantasydo so as disinformation agents or out of a lack of research into the backroom black tech associated with various government, military, intelligence, religious, and corporate organizations.

For over a decade before deep deprogramming began in April 2008, we attempted to deprogram on our own due to our inability to find the assistance we needed, all the while living under programming and being accessed daily: an impossible situation. Our programming continuously bled through in fragments. I, the front alter, knew something was and had been terribly wrong for the whole of my life, and this was what encouraged me to continue to seek help, despite the improbability of finding it. In April 2008, at 46 years of age, we found the necessary assistance.

It is the goal of Book 2 to relay the continuing process of discovery and understanding of our lives as a high-level bloodline ritually abused trauma-based total mind kontrolled (tmk) slave as we undergo deep deprogramming, including the severe challenges that go with the process. Each word carries a significant part of who and what we are regarding what was done to us , why it was done, how we were used, and what that means for the deprogramming process. At last, we have gained the courage to write about our life in a way that requires courage. We no longer hold back, despite the skepticism or danger that may follow.