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Black White and Jewish
Walker skillfully depicts her tangled upbringing, full of disappointment and privilege.
Time
Walker masterfully illuminates differences between black and white America. A heartbreaking tale of self-creation.
People
A cautionary tale about the power of race in shaping identity A highly readable debut.
Entertainment Weekly
A well-written refusal to ignore old wounds.
The Boston Globe
Her outsider status equips her with a sharp eye for analysis and narrative detail. And her restrained prose is refreshing in this age of gushing confession.
The Washington Post Book World
Black White and Jewish is a frank, detail-rich look at her upbringing.
Chicago Tribune
Her book is an attempt to not only come to grips with her own identity, but to expose the pain and turmoil that come with shifting back and forth. It is a stunningly honest account, almost painfully self-revelatory.
San Francisco Chronicle
A poignant, spare memoir.
Chicago Sun-Times
Black White and Jewish is Rebecca Walkers anthem of independence, the compelling diary of a Movement Baby who combats her own racial insecurities.
The Dallas Morning News
Walker treats her youth as a mystery to be slowly unraveled.
USA Today
Moving between those worldsand the biases each held against the otherleft Rebecca fighting to sort out her identity, which she does so eloquently in her new memoir, Black White and Jewish.
USA Weekend Magazine
[Walker] has been brokering an equally difficult peace between her racial and sexual selves.
Talk (hot titles for a cold season)
Walkers descriptions of her near-constant battle to define herself racially are poignant and intricately constructed.
The San Diego Union-Tribune
Black White and Jewish is Walkers personal account of that real worlda place that nourishes anger and cynicismand her eventual discovery that the only real world is the one we create.
Seattle Weekly
Episodic, brief chapters punctuated by spare poetic details reinforce her idea of herself as a vaporous being who floats in and out of her skin.
Dream Hampton, The Village Voice
In this lyrical and devastatingly honest memoir, Rebecca Walker bravely shares the details of childhood agonies associated with mixed heritage.
The New York Observer
The book examines her search for herself with poetic style and touching detail.
Rocky Mountain News
Walker has crafted a beautiful memoir about race, sexuality, and spirituality.
Honey
Rarely does a writer convey the angst of a young biracial womans search for self-identity in a society hell-bent on defining her as she seduces readers with her sharp insights and her beguiling prose. Walker pulls it off in this chronicle of her life.
Savoy
A streetwise, candid look at the difficulties of being biracial If her book is any indication, building bridges between different worlds is one of her giftsa matter of survival while she was growing up, but now a choice.
Time Out New York
Rebecca Walker repeatedly testifies to our deep, our bitterly frustrated wishes to be loved well. In this moving firsthand understanding of how American constructions of race can become a heartbreaking setup for the children of love who will not yield to hateful boundaries, she makes us tremble at the vulnerability and the wistfulness of her trajectory through unpredictable security, abandonment, affection, and neglect. She summons our best hopes that she will stay with such hard, beautiful work as her life will always require, and imply.
June Jordan, author of Soldier: A Poets Childhood
In this powerful memoir, Rebecca Walker mines the terrain of her own biracial upbringing in a voice that is deeply affecting and wholly her own. In Black White and Jewish, Walker tackles her own complicated history with passion and lucidity. This is more than just a personal narrative: it is the story of a whole generation of movement babies for whom the definition of home was always and already up for debate.
Danzy Senna, author of Caucasia
Walker has written, in blunt, stunning, intelligent language, a vital story about what it meant to come of age in two worlds. Black White and Jewish is a virtual road mapa guide through the complexities of race and childhood.
asha bendele, author of The Prisoners Wife
Rebecca Walkers memoir is a beautifully written meditation on the creation of a womans sense of self. It is about being black, white, and Jewish, born in the throes of the political sixties, coming-of-age in the conflicted and complex eighties and nineties; but it is also about being a child and then a woman of profound sensitivitiescapable of deep insights. It is about trying to find ones way through racial categories, racism, and bigotry. Through it all, Rebecca Walker finds the courage to forgive and to love.
Jane Lazarre, author of Beyond the Whiteness of Whiteness:Memoir of a White Mother of Black Sons
Her artfulness in baring her psyche, spirit, and sexuality will attract a wealth of well-deserved praise.
Publishers Weekly (starred review)
Her impressive debut nicely complements other recent writing about growing up in a multiracial family.
Library Journal (starred review)
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BLACK WHITE
AND JEWISH
Autobiography of a Shifting Self
REBECCA WALKER
RIVERHEAD BOOKS
NEW YORK
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Published by The Berkley Publishing Group
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Copyright 2001 by Rebecca Walker
Cover design 2001 Walter Harper
All rights reserved. This book, or parts thereof, may not be reproduced in any form without permission.
First Riverhead hardcover edition: January 2001
First Riverhead trade paperback edition: January 2002
ISBN: 978-1-101-64756-1
The Library of Congress has catalogued the
Riverhead hardcover edition as follows:
Walker, Rebecca.
Black, white, and Jewish : autobiography of a shifting self / by Rebecca Walker.
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1. Walker, Rebecca. 2. Racially mixed peopleUnited StatesRace identity. 3. Racially mixed peopleUnited StatesBiography. 4. DaughtersUnited StatesBiography. 5. Afro-American womenBiography. 6. Jewish womenUnited StatesBiography. 7. Walker, Alice, date.Family. I. Title.
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For my parents
BLACK WHITE
AND JEWISH
I dont remember things. Like the names of streets and avenues I have driven down a hundred times, like the stories behind Jewish holidays I have celebrated since I was eleven, like the date of my fathers birthday. At a funeral for a favorite uncle, I do not remember the names of cousins I played with as a child. For a few minutes, I do not remember the name of my dead uncles wife. On her porch I stand blankly between her outstretched arms, my head spinning, suddenly unsure even of the ground upon which I stand. Who am I and why am I here? I cannot remember how we all are related.