TERRY TEMPEST WILLIAMS
Refuge
Terry Tempest Williams worked as curator of education and naturalist-in-residence at the Utah Museum of Natural History in Salt Lake City from 19811996. She is the author of An Unspoken Hunger, Desert Quartet, Leap, and Red: Passion and Patience in the Desert. The recipient of a Lannan Literary Award and a John Simon Guggenheim Fellowship in creative nonfiction, she lives with her husband, Brooke Williams, in the redrock desert of southern Utah.
SECOND VINTAGE BOOKS EDITION, SEPTEMBER 2001
Copyright 1991, 2001 by Terry Tempest Williams
All rights reserved under International and Pan-American Copyright Conventions. Published in the United States by Vintage Books, a division of Random House, Inc., New York, and simultaneously in Canada by Random House of Canada Limited, Toronto. Originally published in hardcover in the United States by Pantheon Books, a division of Random House, Inc., New York, in 1991.
Vintage and colophon are registered trademarks of Random House, Inc.
The Clan of One-Breasted Women by Terry Tempest Williams was originally published in Northern Lights, January 1990, Volume VI, No. 1.
Grateful acknowledgment is made to the following for permission to reprint previously published material: Atlantic Monthly Press: Wild Geese from Dream Work by Mary Oliver. Copyright1986 by Mary Oliver. Reprinted by permission of Atlantic Monthly Press.
Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, Inc.: The Peace of Wild Things from Openings by Wendell Berry. Reprinted by permission of Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, Inc.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Williams, Terry Tempest.
Refuge / Terry Tempest Williams.
p. cm.
Originally published: New York: Pantheon Books, 1991.
eISBN: 978-0-307-77273-2
1. Williams, Terry TempestHealth. 2. BreastCancer
PatientsUtahBiography. 3. Natural historyUtahGreat
Salt Lake Region.
I. Title.
[RC280.B8W47 1992]
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[B] 92-50102
Map design by Anne Scatto
v3.1
For
Diane Dixon Tempest
who understood landscape as refuge
WILD GEESE
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body lovewhat it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.
MARY OLIVER ,
Dream Work
CONTENTS
BURROWING OWLS
lake level: 4204.70
WHIMBRELS
lake level: 4203.25
SNOWY EGRETS
lake level: 4204.05
BARN SWALLOWS
lake level: 4204.75
PEREGRINE FALCON
lake level: 4205.40
WILSONS PHALAROPE
lake level: 4206.15
CALIFORNIA GULLS
lake level: 4207.75
RAVENS
lake level:4209.10
PINK FLAMINGOS
lake level: 4208.00
SNOW BUNTINGS
lake level: 4209.15
WHITE PELICANS
lake level: 4209.90
YELLOW-HEADED BLACKBIRDS
lake level: 4209.55
REDHEADS
lake level: 4208.50
KILLDEER
lake level: 4208.40
WHISTLING SWAN
lake level: 4208.35
GREAT HORNED OWL
lake level: 4208.45
ROADRUNNER
lake level: 4210.90
MAGPIES
lake level: 4211.30
LONG-BILLED CURLEWS
lake level: 4211.65
WESTERN TANAGER
lake level: 4211.85
GRAY JAYS
lake level: 4211.40
MEADOWLARKS
lake level: 4211.00
STORM PETREL
lake level: 4210.85
GREATER YELLOWLEGS
lake level: 4210.80
CANADA GEESE
lake level: 4210.95