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LEILA ABOULELA

Copyright 2010 by Leila Aboulela

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This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters, and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the authors imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or localities is entirely coincidental.

First published in Great Britain by Weidenfeld & Nicolson an
imprint of the Orion Publishing Group Ltd, London

Printed in the United States of America

eBook ISBN-13: 978-0-8021-9593-7

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For my father, Fuad Mustafa Aboulela (19282008) in tribute to his love for his family. And in memory of his cousin Hassan Awad Aboulela (19221962), whom he spoke of often. May Allah Almighty grant them mercy.

Mahmoud Abuzeid (head of the Abuzeid family, married to two women)

1. Hajjah Waheeba, mother to his two elder sons, Nassir and Nur

2. Nabilah, his young Egyptian wife, mother to Ferial, his daughter, and Farouk, his youngest son. Nabilahs mother Qadriyyah and her stepfather Mohsin live in Cairo.

Idris Abuzeid (Mahmouds younger brother, a widower with three daughters)

Halima

Fatma (married to her cousin Nassir) has two children, a daughter, Zeinab, and a son

Soraya (betrothed to her cousin Nur).

Ustaz Badr, an Egyptian, a teacher of Arabic and private tutor to the Abuzeids. He is married to Hanniyah, they have four young sonsOsama, Bilal, Radwan and Ali

Shukry, Ustaz Badrs cousin.

Alhamdullilah, he was safe and the worst was over. Thank God, he was better today compared to yesterday that was what everyone around her was saying, but Soraya was impatient. It was not enough that her beloved Uncle Mahmoud was recovering his appetite or talking to visitors about how the Korean War was likely to increase the price of cotton. Soraya wanted him as he was before, not weak and bedridden; she wanted him to be on his feet again, smiling and striding. Then they would slaughter sheep, or even a bull, to give thanks to his recovery, and beggars would crowd in through the gates of the saraya for their portion of cooked meat and bread. After that she would go back to school.

Soraya had been skipping school ever since the head of the family was taken ill; at a time like this she could not stay away. This evening, too, visitors were flowing in and out. Many of them had been before, and many would stay for supper. Today, Fatma and Nassir had come especially from Medani. It was Nassirs duty to be by his fathers bedside; indeed, it was embarrassing that he had not come earlier. Soraya was delighted to see her older sister. They now sat on the steps of the garden, away from everyone else. Soon they would have to go and help prepare the supper trays for the men, but for now they could dawdle. The garden in front of them was shadowy and lush, and the warm air carried the repetitive croaking of frogs and the scents of jasmine and dust. Soraya glanced up and imagined that in the blur of stars and clouds there was the star she was named after; pretty, brilliant and poetic.

She turned to look at her sister, to gauge her mood. She wanted Fatma to be easy and generous when Nur came along. He would seek Soraya out as he always did, and tonight she wanted Fatma to be lax as a chaperone, neither serious nor grown-up. Soraya could remember when Fatma was unmarried and the two of them went to Sisters School every day with the driver, crossing the Umdurman Bridge, passing by the Palace, then turning right at the church. She remembered Fatma in her senior uniform, neat and vivacious, spluttering with laughter, screeching with her friends, her thin hair tightly held down with pins of different colours. She also remembered Fatma crying when she had to leave school, and how Sister Josephine had visited them at home to try and stop the wedding.

Fatma said, We shouldnt be here; we should be back there with my aunt frying the fish. But she did not move to get up.

Youre a guest. No one will expect you to help.

Since when have I become a guest? In 1950 alone I came three times and each time I stayed over a month. She had taken offence.

Soraya tried to sound apologetic. Everyone knows you must be tired after your journey from Medani. You can help out tomorrow.

They were silent for a while, then Fatma said, Has anyone been talking about me? About me and Nassir?

What about?

About us taking so long to get here. We should have been here days ago.

Well, why werent you? The day Uncle Mahmoud fainted and the doctor came and said it was a diabetic coma that was last Tuesday! Her voice carried the edge of accusation and her older sister folded her arms defensively.

So Im right, everyone has been talking about us.

Well, they were wondering.

You know what Nassir is like. He wakes up at noon and everything is an effort for him. He dithered and dithered: tomorrow we will travel to Umdurman, tomorrow we will leave. He couldnt decide. He had to do this first, he had to do that. Should we bring the children or leave them behind... She lowered her voice. We had no idea how long we would need to be here. We could be stuck here if Uncle Mahmoud gets worse, and then what? So he hesitated and the days passed. She sighed and then said more sharply, If I had left him and came alone, which I could have done, it would have looked even worse!

Soraya regretted this turn in the conversation. She did not want Fatma to be sullen and grumpy when Nur came. So now she said, At least youre here now. Stay as long as you can even when Uncle Mahmoud gets better dont leave.

Fatma smiled. It was a sad smile. Soraya felt lucky she was not marrying a lazy, useless man like Nassir. It was said that he was an alcoholic and that people cheated him, that they borrowed from him and never paid him back. It was sometimes hard to believe that he was the son of Uncle Mahmoud, and Nurs older brother.

Fatma said, At first I used to think that Nassir would change, but now I am just glad that we are away in Medani. If he were here, Uncle Mahmoud would be critical of him and make his life miserable. And Hajjah Waheeba has such a sharp tongue!