2011 by Lynn Austin
Published by Bethany House Publishers
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For Poppy
Never forgotten
Forever loved
Blue Island, Illinois
1936
I f my life were a book, no one would read it. People would say it was too boring, too predictable. A story told a million times. But I was perfectly content with my lifethat is, until the pages of my story were ripped out before I had a chance to live happily ever after.
The end came, appropriately enough, at a funeral. Not my own funeralIm only twenty-two years oldbut Elmer Watsons funeral. He was a kindly old gentleman who patronized the public library here in Blue Island, Illinois, where I have worked as a librarian for the past year and a half. I knew Mr. Watsonor I suppose it would be more accurate to say that I knew his taste in books and magazinesand I thought very highly of him because of his reading preferences.
When I heard that his funeral would be held that day, I walked to the funeral parlor after work and took a seat in the back row by myself. My father, Reverend Horace Ripley, conducted the service. But first an entire host of Mr. Watsons boring relativeslong-lost cousins, sons, nephews, and in-lawsdecided to get up and tell long-winded stories about how Elmer had once walked to the store with them, or bought a horse from them, or some such inane piece of history. None of these people could tell a decent story to save his life. I wasnt the only one in the audience who was yawning.
As the dreary eulogies dragged on and on, I pulled a book from my bag and began to read. I thought I was being quite subtle about it, glancing up every now and then, and nodding in sympathy as another one of Mr. Watsons fine character traits was eulogized. I could have added that he always returned his books to the library on time, but why prolong the service?
Thats when my boyfriend, Gordon T. Walters, son and grandson of the funeral directors, tiptoed up behind me and slipped into the chair beside mine. I quickly finished reading the paragraph and stuck a bookmark in place before closing the book.
I expected Gordon to reach for my hand, but he didnt. He sat so stiffly beside me, all buttoned up in his dour black suit, that he might have been a corpse like poor Mr. Watson. I looked up at Gordon and smiled, but he gave me a funereal frown and shook his head. I hadnt realized that he knew Elmer Watson, but why else would he act so somber? When the service finally ended and we stepped outside through a side door, away from the other mourners, I discovered the reason.
You were reading a book during a funeral ? he asked as if horrified. Alice, how could you?
Well... it was a very good book, I said with a little shrug. I couldnt help myself. I needed to find out what happened to the heroine.
What difference does it make what happens in a stupid book? It isnt real. Its a made-up story. But a funeral, Alicea funeral is real life! He was gesturing wildly, as if unable to convey his outrage with mere words. I reached for his hand, but he wouldnt let me take it. We stood in a beam of weak February sunlight outside the funeral parlor where Gordon lived and worked, and we were an oddly mismatched coupleGordon tall and dark-haired, myself, short and blond. Patches of snow dotted the grass and lay in dirty mounds around the parking lot as black-clothed mourners climbed into their cars for the trip to the cemetery. Mr. Walters sometimes needed Gordon to drive the hearse, but not today. Most of the time Gordon worked in the office, ordering coffins and collecting receipts and paying bills.
Im sorry, I told him, but when a book is as well-written as this one is, it seems just like real life to me and I
But reading at a funeral ? This was a once-in-a-lifetime event. Elmer Watson will never be buried again.
I certainly hope not, I muttered beneath my breath. Anyway, Im sure he wouldnt have minded. He used to come into the library all the time to check out books. He was a very nice man.
You could have shown more respect for his family.
They couldnt even see me. I was sitting in the last row. I didnt understand Gordons outrage or why he was making such a big issue of this. Come on, I said, taking his arm. Walk me home.
No. He peeled my hand away. Why did you come to the funeral in the first place if you werent going to pay your respects? And you werent very respectful, Alice. If you wanted to read your stupid book, you should have stayed home.
I had been trying to make light of the incident until now because I honestly couldnt see why it bothered him so much. His unreasonable behavior made me defensive. I didnt plan on readingyou make me sound like such a horrible person. But I started the chapter during my lunch break at work, and then I had to stop right in the middle of it when my hour was up. All afternoon Ive been dyingpardon the expressionto find out what happened. So when the eulogies went on and on and I couldnt stop thinking about the characters, I decided to take just a tiny peek and... and how was I supposed to know that I would get pulled back into the story again? Its a wonderful book, Gordon.
He didnt seem to hear a word I said. He continued to glare at me with the solemn gaze perfected by his forefathers and immortalized in their portraits, now hanging in the mortuarys entrance hall. Ive been to hundreds of funerals, he said, which was no exaggeration since hed been born in the apartment above the funeral parlor. But Ive never seen anyone reading a book during a memorial service. He was upset. I had to take this more seriously.
Again, Im sorry, Gordon. From now on I will eschew reading novels during funerals.
Youll... what? Youll chew... what?
I said, I will eschew reading. It means to abstain from or avoid something. I had been waiting for an opportunity to use the word eschew after discovering it in my favorite literary journal and looking up the meaning. It had such a refined, tasteful sound to ita wrinkle-your-nose, tut-tut quality. I thought this would be the perfect opportunity to try it out. How could I have known that the word would further infuriate Gordon?
Confound it, Alice! Sometimes you act like you think youre better than everyone else.
Wait. Are you calling me pretentious?
Maybe... if I knew what it meant. Does it mean snooty?
Listen, I cant help it if I have a broad vocabulary. I acquired it from reading.
Did you ever stop to think that maybe you read too much?
Thats absurd, I said with a little laugh. Nobody can read too much. Thats like saying someone breathes too much.
He sighed. His shoulders sagged. He shook his head. I thought he was going to say, Youre right. Lets forget it. But he didnt.
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