Irwin Shaw - Lucy Crown

To Saxe Commins

AT THAT MOMENT, IN a good many of the bars and night clubs of the city, people were singing, I love Paris in the Springtime, I love Paris in the Fall It was two oclock in the morning, in the month of July, in the year 1955; champagne was being sold at eight thousand francs a bottle, and the singers were working hard to convince the tourists that being in Paris was worth eight thousand francs a bottle.

It was a colored man, with a broad, industrious Harlem face who was singing it as though he meant it, sitting at the yellowish piano at the back of the long narrow room, when the woman came in through the door. She hesitated a moment, checked by the blare of sound and the stares of the drinkers at the bar near the entrance. Then the owner came over, smiling, because the woman was clearly an American, and well dressed and not drunk.

Good evening, he said in English. He spoke English because his bar was in the eighth arrondissement and a high proportion of his clientele, at least in the summertime, was American. Madame is alone?

Yes, the woman said.

Would you like to sit at the bar or at a table, Madame?

The woman glanced quickly at the bar. There were three or four men of various ages, two of them looking frankly at her, and a girl with long yellow hair, who was saying, Sharlee, darling, I ave told you three times, thees night I am with George.

A table, please, the woman said.

The owner led her toward the center of the room, making a quick professional estimate of her as he threaded his way between the tables. He decided to put her next to three other Americans, two men and a woman, a little noisy, but harmless, who kept requesting the pianist to play St. Louis Woman and who might be inclined to offer the lady a drink, seeing that it was so late at night and she was alone and they didnt speak the language.

I bet that was a beautiful one, the owner was thinking, when that was younger. Even now. In this light. The hair looks truly blond, and the big, soft gray eyes. And hardly any of the wrinkles showing. And she knows how to dress and carry herself, with those long legs. Wedding ring, but husband not present. Husband probably a victim of tourisme and overeating, collapsed back in the hotel, and the wife still full of energy and out on her own to see the real Paris and maybe have something interesting happen that could never happen to a woman her age back home in the Midwest of America or wherever.

The owner pulled the table out for her and bowed, approving of the square shoulders, the firm throat and bosom, the neat, smart black dress, the pleasant, almost-girlish smile of thanks as the woman sat down. He revised his estimate downwards. No more than forty-three, forty-four, he thought, at the outside. Maybe the husband isnt here at all. Maybe she is one of those executive types of women the Americans are turning out, who travel all over, always stepping in and out of planes, giving statements to the newspapers and running things, and never a hair out of place, no matter what.

A half-bottle of champagne, Madame? the owner said.

No, thank you. The owner didnt wince at the voice. He was sensitive and a great many American and English voices gave him an uncomfortable scraping sensation in the armpits. But not this one. It was low, direct and musical, but not fancy. Id just like a ham sandwich and a bottle of beer, please.

The owner wrinkled his nose, indicating surprise, a mild displeasure. Actually, Madame, there is a minimum charge which covers the price of several drinks and I suggest

No, thank you, the woman said firmly. At my hotel they said I could get something to eat here.

Of course, of course. We have a specialty, onion soup, gratine, cooked

Just the sandwich, thank you.

The owner shrugged, bowed slightly, gave the order to a waiter, and walked back to his station at the bar, thinking, A ham sandwich, what is she doing out at this hour?

He watched her after that, in between greeting new guests and bowing others out the door. A woman alone in his night club at two oclock in the morning was no novelty, and he knew, almost every time, just what they were there for. There were the drunks who couldnt afford to buy their own liquor and the wild young American girls who were crowding in everything they could get before Papa closed the checkbook down on them and made them get on the boat, and there were the hungry ones, usually divorced and feeling older every minute and stretching the alimony, who were afraid theyd commit suicide if they went back to their single hotel rooms alone one more night. A club, of course, was supposed to be a gay place, and the owner did everything he could to give it that appearance, but he knew better.

The woman sitting at her little table, quietly eating her sandwich and drinking her beer, wasnt any wild American girl and she certainly wasnt a drunk and with those clothes she wasnt stretching any alimony. And if she was lonely, she didnt show it. He watched the Americans at the next table turn toward her and talk to her, as he had known they would, their voices booming over the music, but she smiled politely and shook her head, refusing whatever it was they were offering, and after that they left her alone.

It was a slow night and the owner had time to speculate about her. Studying her through the cigarette smoke, as she sat back on the banquette, listening to the Negro at the piano, the owner decided that she reminded him of the two or three women in his life who, he had known from the beginning, were too good for him. The women had known it, too, and for that reason the owner remembered them romantically and still sent flowers on her birthday to the last of them, who had later married a colonel in the French Air Force. She is that rare combination, the owner thought; she has sweetness and she is confident of herself at the same time. Why couldnt she have walked in here ten years ago?

Then he had to go into the kitchen. He passed her table and smiled at her and made a careful check on the whiteness and slight irregularity of the teeth and the healthy texture of the skin, as the woman smiled back. He shook his head as he went through the kitchen door, puzzled, thinking, Now really, what is a woman like that doing in a joint like mine? He resolved to stop at her table on the way back and offer her a drink, and perhaps find out.

Then, when he came out of the kitchen, he saw that two American college boys had moved from the end of the room and were sitting at her table, and they were all talking, all very lively, and the woman was smiling, first at one of them and then at the other, and her hands were on the table and she was leaning over and touching the arm of the better-looking of the boys momentarily as she said something to him.

The owner didnt stop at the table. Thats it, he thought, its as simple as that. The young ones, she likes the young ones. He felt obscurely betrayed, as though the memory of the two or three women who had been too good for him had somehow been damaged.

He went back to the bar and tried not to look at her again. College boys, he thought. And one of them with glasses, besides. To the owner, all Americans under thirty-five who cut their hair short were college boys, but these were the real, authentic, tall, slouchy, skinny models, with big hands and feet twice the size of any Frenchmans. Sweet and confident, he thought, disappointed in his own judgment. I bet.