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Contents
To Mindy and Rory
Any one of us
can tell our story
in terms of fate,
in terms of luck,
or in terms of choice,
and never know
with exact certitude
what is working.
Sheena Iyengar, The Art of Choosing
Top Ten Facts about Belle le
It swims offshore like a fat sole fried in butter, but its bones are blue-green granite.
It is located ten miles out in the Atlantic from the coast of Brittany, in what is called the Bay of Biscay.
Its golden fields are held aloft by sharp-toothed, bone-shattering cliffs, like an offering to older gods.
One hundred fifty-two little villages, most amounting to only a half dozen houses, bask in valleys cut by trickling creeks or huddle in the lee of low knolls.
Each village has its own personality and schedule and history. Each has a cow. Each has a mystery. ( Who owns that cow? )
Each village also shares a daily rhythm with everything else here, because of the way the island breathes with the tides. All of it, farm and beach and rockbound coast, drawbridge and fishing boat and mud-burrowing clam, the wiggling sardines soon to become the daily special on the chalkboard outside the crperie Guerveur, even the lines of wobbling tourist cyclists clogging the island lanesall seem to wax and wane, rise and fall, along with the seas inhalation and exhalation, those sweeping tides that come twice a day, twice at night.
Its beautiful here, often dramatically so.
But, as always, beauty comes at a cost. There are too many tourists in July and August, although theyre good for the local economy. There is pressure to build on open farmland to accommodate development. Pollution is a problem, mostly from outmoded septic systems. Young people cant find jobs to suit their education level and feel they must move to the Continent. As my wife, Mindy, knows from leaving her native Hawaii, this can be painful: its never quite the same after you go away.
There is an ancient and unresolved drama revolving around the island. It looks postcard-pretty upon arrival at Le Palais, the walled port on the protected side that faces the French mainland. It presents a brave face on its western coast, too, the aptly named Cte Sauvage. But it is trapped in an abusive relationship with the treacherous Bay of Biscay, taking the brunt of whatever mood the sea is in. Cliffs crumble, dark masses of seaweed cover the beaches, rows of cypresses fall, ripping up the earth with their roots. Fishermen and tourists are washed away to become crab bait. Early in the morning after a storm, the island tries to convince you that its bruises mean nothing, calling your attention instead to the sun-kissed mists and drifts of spume, taller than a man, that collect in the coves and creeks. The shadow of violence in her eyes haunts you, however. Never turn your back on the sea .
But the island is also gentled by the warming tickle of the tail end of the Gulf Stream. It gets a lot of sunshine, less rain than the Continent, and periods of scintillating glassy calm that, in summer, occasionally peak in what the local Bellilois call beau temps : a day or two of warm, windless clarity and peace, almost psychedelic in nature, when orb spiders weave tapestries of bedewed diamonds along the valley path, shiny green lizards dart underfoot, and people talk in whispers out of an instinctive awe and reverence.
In other words, it is called Belle le for a reason.
Instructions
Opening the House
Bonjour et bienvenue
There are a few things that have to be done immediately when you open the house. Please read ALL these points carefully. First, however, apologies if the ocean was rough on the ferry ride over. We hope nobody got seasick. If somebody did, please check, and clean, the soles of their (not yours, I hope) shoes.
Note : do not start to unpack or have that stiff drink, however well-deserved, or chase after cats and lizards and movie starlets, no matter how adorable, until after you have completed all the opening tasks. Otherwise, there may be a small disaster, such as not having hot water for your bath, or a bigger one, such as open faucets flooding the upstairs.
But perhaps youre not here yet. Perhaps youre reading ahead (recommended) or else, like us thirty years ago, youve arrived to find yourself standing in the middle of a rural village without any idea of where you are and searching for a cottage you must locate without a street sign or house number in sight. If the latter, heres hoping you stashed these instructions in a place where they can easily be found. Because youll need them.
Finding the House
Imagine the village as a bicycle lying on its side in the cornfields. Our first dusty intersection is the rear wheel hub, the spokes of which form four shady lanes. Follow the right-hand lane uphill.
The first house you pass will look on the verge of collapse or abandonment. Its windows are without glass, and the drystone walls are covered in vines that might be the only thing holding them together. You may see feminine underwear hanging on various bushes. You may see kittens. You will probably not see Suzanne, especially if she has sensed your arrival, or that of any stranger, but this is her house.
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