Sri M. - Shunya: A Novel

First published by Westland Publications Private Limited in 2018

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Copyright Sri M, 2018

ISBN: 9788193655603

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Contents

F or well over sixteen years, Sadasivan had to pass the old, abandoned cremation ground at midnight on his way back home from his toddy shop.

He prided himself on the fact that he didnt believe in ghosts and ghouls and other superstitions and yet, every time he passed the gate of the crematorium, an unknown fear gripped him and his hair stood on end.

That night, too, as he whizzed past the gate on his Royal Enfield motorbikean upgrade from his old bicycle which he had felt took ages to clear the distanceSadasivan followed the simple rule he had devised to make things easier: Dont look in the direction of the crematorium. Go as fast as you can.

He had almost passed its gate when he distinctly heard a voice calling him out by name. Try as he might, he couldnt resist the temptation to turn and look. A shiver went up his spine.

A figure clad in white leapt out of the gate and, in the bright light of the solitary street lamp, Sadasivan could see him coming in his direction.

He lost control of his motorbike which hit a protruding flagstone, skid sideways, and sent him flying across the road.

As he picked himself up, he was scared stiff to see the white-robed figure right by his side.

Umph! Not bad. No major damage, Sadasiva. Get up and go home. Dont be frightened. I am not a ghost, ha ha!

Sadasivan got up, dusted his clothes and picked up the motorbike which had fallen a few metres away. The bike seemed fine except for a dent or two and one broken rear-view mirror. Then he noticed that the skin on both his elbows and his left knee had peeled off. No other damage.

The stranger followed him to the bike.

Who the hell are you, shouted Sadasivan, angrily, popping up from the cremation ground at midnight like a ghost? Havent seen you in these parts and how do you know my name?

Sadasiva, Ill see you tomorrow at your toddy shop, okay? Well talk then. Now go home and take care of yourself. There are no ghostsgo home.

Sadasivan started his bike and rode home wondering who this crazy man was. He had seen him at close quarters: a single piece of unwashed white mundu was wrapped around his waist with an equally unwashed, loose cotton shirt; he was barefooted and fair-complexioned, with a pointed Ho Chi Minh beard. Who was he? Didnt Sadasivan notice a bamboo flute in his hand? Where did he spring from? He was certainly not a local and yet he spoke Malayalam. By the time he reached his house his anger had vanished and, for some strange reason, he was looking forward to seeing the stranger the next day.

In ten minutes he was home. His wife was shocked to see him injured. Fell off the bike, he said and while she washed and dressed the wounds and served him dinner, he told her the story of the nights adventure. Very odd man, Bhavani, he told her. Said hell see me at the toddy shop tomorrow. And, for some mysterious reason, I am looking forward to seeing him.

Be careful, said Bhavani after shed had her dinner and theyd retired to the bedroom. Maybe hes a madman.

How can a madman know my name? asked Sadasivan as he was falling asleep. He had taken a paracetamol and as the pain of his bruises slowly ebbed, sleep the ultimate reliever took over.

Breakfast, one more paracetamol and a few bandaids later, Sadasivan was ready to go. As usual he rode to Toddy Shop No. 420 and opened it. Toddy shops are open all day but rush hour is usually after sunset.

Toddy has been, for hundreds of years, the favourite spirituous beverage of Malayalis and continues to have its committed adherents despite the influx of distilled spirits like rum and whiskey, which are referred to as Indian made foreign liquor. A fermented alcoholic drink made from the sweet, milky sap that flows from the succulent new bud of the coconut palm when its tip is expertly snipped off, it is called kallu in the local language.

More potent than beer, slightly sweet, with a musty odour and the colour of highly diluted milk, it is served in small licensed pubs called kallu shaaps or toddy shops. Toddy shops are found in all corners of Kerala, especially in small towns, and unlike posh metropolitan pubs, are simple, thatched or tiled-roofed sheds managed usually by the owner himself, a cook or two and a couple of assistants.

Sadasivan waited eagerly the whole day. No sign of the madman. At sunset, Sada annan, or big brother Sada, never failed to offer incense before the pictures of the gods in his shop. He had just finished offering incense to the elephant-headed god Ganesha and the photo of Sri Narayana Guru, a holy man and social reformer, when he saw the strange man standing at the door. Why am I so excited? he wondered to himself.

Examining him closely now, Sadasivan found him to be of medium height and well past middle-age. Time had toughened his face but wrinkles were few. He had sharp features and his once fair complexion was now sunburned to a reddish brown. He had long grey hair with a few black streaks, which he had gathered into a bun and secured on the crown of his head with a jute string.

Apart from the beard, he had a few long strands on his upper lip. With a clean shave he would have looked younger and handsome.

He was in the same outfit as he was the previous nightunwashed white mundu and shirt.

His large calloused feet were bare and he wore neither watch nor finger-ring, nor any of the paraphernalia of a wandering mendicant. Yet something about his demeanour, the calmness of his expression, and his dark, deep-set eyes made Sadasivan feel that he was facing a holy man, a sage, a man who knew . And then there was that mild fragrance of incense.

And yes, in his right hand he held an old-fashioned bamboo flute of the kind used by snake-charmers.

They looked at each other for a while. The strange man scrutinised him closely. His penetrating eyes darted swiftly from Sadasivans dark, close-cropped hair to his chubby face which sported a coal-black, luxuriant handle-bar moustache, and further down to his tight, white, half-sleeved shirt, tailored more to show off the rippling muscles within than to cover the body, and his spotless white mundu with a bright red border. Then, in Malayalam, he said, Can I come in? in an attractive voice, pleasant yet authoritative.

Please come in, said Sadasivan. You look like a Saami, a wandering holy man. Whats Saamis name? What should I call you?

You may call me what you like, but I call myself Shunya.

Sadasivan scratched his head trying to understand the word. Shunya...Shunyam?...but Saami, shunyam means zero, nothing...

Yes, I am nothing, no-thing, no-body, zero-manunderstood?