Erika Hayasaki - The Death Class: A True Story About Life

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In memory of Carl Harris

Tell me, what is it you plan to do

with your one wild and precious life?

Mary Oliver, The Summer Day

Just after 7 A.M. on a Wednesday in April 1995, a man left a place called Ponca City, climbed into a rented Ryder truck, and began to drive. He had a buzz cut and a face shaped like a butternut squash with a narrow beak of a nose. The words on his T-shirt read, SIC SEMPER TYRANNIS , alongside an image of Abraham Lincolns face. The man did not stop driving for an hour and forty-five minutes, when he parked the truck next to a day care center crawling with babies, locked its doors, and walked away. Inside, a bomb fuse fizzed. At 9:02 A.M. , the truck erupted.

I was sixteen years old, a high school student in Lynnwood, Washington, two thousand miles away, watching the carnage in Oklahoma City unfold over a television in a friends home that day. A group of us had left campus early, and I remember sitting on a carpet as newscasters replayed the images of a fireman cradling a bloody baby and wires and pipes dangling from the wreckage of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building like veins. Nineteen children died in the attack, 168 people in all. But none of those lives concerned me. Not in that moment. Not on that day.

Shortly before Timothy McVeigh left for Oklahoma City, another man had been making his way toward the Whispering Pines apartment complex just a few minutes from where I lived. His name was James Yukon McCray. He had a broken heart and a gun. It was just after 4 A.M. in the Pacific Northwest when he arrived outside the complex dressed in dark clothes and a red-and-black stocking cap. There was a girl inside apartment 265, my schoolmate and friend Sangeeta Lal.

At sixteen, Sangeeta still had the face of a child, round and cheeky, with long, wavy black hair that she smoothed down with coconut oil. Later that morning she was supposed to be at school, where she usually showed up in lipstick the same shade as her nails and jeans four sizes too big for her five-foot frame, cuffed at the bottoms and held up with a long belt. It was a chilly morning, and she might have arrived to first period in her army green windbreaker over an Atlanta Falcons sweatshirt, and a pair of white sneakers.

Her family had relocated from the island of Fiji to our suburban town twenty-two minutes north of Seattle. The day before, in the parking lot after school, Sangeeta showed me the new white sedan shed received for her birthday and told me we would go for a spin in it soon. She kissed its window and left cranberry-colored stains on the glass, then gave me a hug good-bye. Her single mother had purchased the car with money saved from her job at the Nintendo of America headquarters in Redmond, Washington, where she worked the early shift. On that morning, she had already left for work when the first phone call came in to 911.

At 4:18 A.M. , a female voice connected on the line with an emergency operator, saying that she could hear someone knocking on her window. The callers name was Sangeeta. She said the person was trying to break in. A neighbor woke up and heard something too, like glass breaking and boards creaking or steel nails being ripped from their foundation. The neighbor looked out her window and saw nothing.

But back at apartment 265, the intruder was already climbing inside. The line went dead. The operator called back, and an answering machine picked up. Police units headed to Whispering Pines to check on a burglary in progress.

W E KNEW HE sometimes beat her up, and we had tried to convince her to break it off. Once she hid from James inside the apartment where I lived with my mother and brother. James was five years older than Sangeeta and did not go to school with us, but he often picked her up from campus. He had a cruel streak, like the time he convinced one of Sangeetas friends to let him perm her hair and slipped Nair hair removal cream into the so-called perm solution.

She had been trying to break it off with him for a while. The assistant principal knew that Sangeeta had filed a domestic violence report against him with the school police officer earlier that year. Several weeks earlier, she had broken up with him for good, but that had done nothing to convince him to leave her alone. Sangeeta talked to another police officer on campus about him the same day she showed me her car, and she stopped by to see her sixteen-year-old neighbor in apartment 267 around 4 P.M. to explain that James had threatened to hurt her and her mom. Sangeeta took down her neighbors phone number in case she might need him.

S HE RAN OUTSIDE on that dark morning with James on her trail. Dogs barked as neighbors slept. Some residents heard shrieks and footsteps outside their windows, but did not get out of bed. Sangeeta made it to apartment 283, on the ground level. According to police reports, a thirty-nine-year-old man named Sherman was sleeping on the floor of the apartment near the sliding glass door when he heard someone banging on it. He got up and looked into the terrified eyes of a young girl. Help me, help me! she screamed. Let me in!

But before he could react, he watched a man about six inches taller than she was come from behind and drag her away from the porch and onto the lawn. Sherman saw him pull back the slide on his 9-millimeter automatic and aim it at her.

Please dont! Sangeeta screamed.

James looked through the glass doors at Sherman, who bolted out of the way, crouching behind a television. He heard one shot.

A neighbor in 284, next door, looked out of his window and saw a girl on the grass. It looked as if she was sitting down, as a man hovered over her. Shed been shot in the chest.

Bitch! he shouted. Get up!

Please dont! Sangeeta repeated. Please dont!

He fired a second shot.

Sangeeta collapsed, her face in the grass. James looked up and saw the neighbor in 284 peering through his window. Their eyes met, and James took off. He ran through an alley, straight back to Sangeetas apartment, where he killed himself with a single bullet.

In three hours, the world would begin tuning in to Oklahoma. But at school, her friends would be steered to the career center, where grief counselors stood on guard. As a group, we were told of her death before the rest of the students. It didnt actually sink in until the campuswide announcement a few minutes later, as if the principal saying it over a loud speaker made it official. His voice came over the intercom: Sangeeta Lal, a Lynnwood High School sophomore, had been killed early that morning. In an instant, the room became a blur of wailing, disoriented teenagers.

We wandered around the school in a teary daze and continued our mourning off campus, as friends piled into my beat-up blue Honda Accord. We drove around until we ended up in a friends living room, where we waited for news to come over the television. That was how it happened, right? People got shot and it ended up on television. Or in the newspaper. But we could find nothing on the newscast about Sangeeta that day. All the channels went back to firefighters and frantic parents in Oklahoma. When the newspaper mentioned the murder-suicide the next day, it printed her age wrongshe was in her late teens, or maybe twenty. It didnt mention her name at all. In the week that followed, her death was written up in the format the news business calls a brief. There was not enough information, or it was simply not important enough, to merit an entire story.