Jeff Shelby - Killer Swell

Marilyn Crier peered in the window, and I knew the past was about to kick me in the ass.

I was sitting at a small table near the front of the SandDune, a cramped and noisy bar in Mission Beach, a block north of the old roller coaster and a block east of the Pacific Ocean. The pub is sandwiched between ten other beach-themed saloons on Mission Boulevard and draws the same crowds. Half yuppie, half nowhere to go. Everyone is tan, the floors are covered with sand and peanut shells, and you cant hear the ocean over the din of music and conversation. But on good nights, you can smell the salt in the air.

Marilyn had called me and said she needed a private investigator. She didnt mention that we hadnt seen each other in over a decade, that shed despised me when I dated her daughter in high school, or that shed orchestrated our breakup.

Had to admit I was curious.

We agreed to meet at the SandDune because she said it was on her way home. I couldnt figure out how that might be true, as she didnt work and she lived on the wealthiest side of Mount Soledad over in La Jolla, a world away from the beer and party crowd of the San Diego beach bars. But it was only a couple of blocks from my apartment, and I didnt have to put away my surfboard too early in order to meet her at seven.

I was sipping my beer and following the Padres game on the television monitors when I spotted Marilyn Crier outside the window.

She glanced up above the faux saloon doors, probably checking to make sure she was in the right place. Her green eyes were identical to her daughters, pale and deep. She looked back in the window, and I waved at her, rising out of my chair. She stared at me for a moment, as if making sure it was me, then nodded and came into the bar. Her red Chanel suit was as out of place as a cat in a giraffes mouth, but she didnt seem to notice.

She stood at my table, her thin lips in a tight smile. Noah Braddock, she said, shaking her head slightly. You havent changed at all.

I had, but not in ways Marilyn Crier would notice. I did, after all, look pretty much the same, just a little older. I was in a navy T-shirt and white cotton shorts, worn leather sandals on my feet. My hairstyle hadnt changed since high school, still cut short for low maintenance. And I knew she was thinking my tan was too dark for me to be working hard. She had said something similar to me when I was eighteen, but I couldnt recall her exact words.

We shook hands, and I gestured at the empty wooden chair across from me. She continued to look at me as she sat down, silently sizing me up. I did the same. Her blond hair was still blond, no trace of gray despite the fact that she had to be in her mid-fifties by now. It was cut short, blunt, tucked behind her ears. She was still petite, like her daughter, and she reminded me of those plastic-looking news anchors you see on television.

Mrs. Crier, I said, smiling. Its good to see you.

She laughed quietly, waving a perfectly manicured hand in my direction. Noah. I think its okay if you call me Marilyn now. Youre not in high school anymore.

I shrugged. Old habits. You should always be polite to the parents of the girl you desperately want to have sex with in high school.

The girl behind the bar came over, and Marilyn ordered a glass of white wine. The girl didnt laugh, but I figured she might be gone awhile trying to find a bottle.

Marilyn eyed the inhabitants at the bar for a moment and then looked at me, clearing her throat. Are you living down here?

I recognized the condescension in her voice, but ignored it. Couple blocks down, on Jamaica.

You were a surfer, werent you?

Still am.

She nodded, again taking in my appearance. I guess you are.

The waitress came back with the glass of wine. I wondered where she found the glass. Marilyn tasted the wine, didnt spit it out, and placed her purse in her lap, settling in. Ill try not to waste your time, Noah, she said, folding her hands on the table. Kate is missing.

Hearing Kates name did something to my stomach. I hadnt seen her since shed left for college. Shed headed off to Princeton; Id stayed around to go to San Diego State. In the eleven years since Id last seen her, I hadnt forgotten Kate Crier.

Kates missing, I repeated, turning the beer glass slowly on the table.

Marilyn nodded tersely. For about a week. She came down for the Fourth. We went to Catalina, did some shopping, things seemed normal.

Kate and I had gone to the Crier familys Catalina Island condo on prom night. And she broke my heart there two months later.

She was supposed to catch a plane to go home to San Francisco on the eighth, Marilyn continued, the lines at the corners of her mouth tightening. But she didnt.

A dull roar went up from the bar, and I glanced up at the television. Padres had scored. First time in July.

She didnt get on the plane? I asked, looking back to Marilyn.

She shook her head, the pearls in her earlobes jiggling. No. Randall called when she didnt arrive in San Francisco.

Randall?

Marilyn took another micro sip from the glass and fixed her eyes on mine. Kates husband.

I raised my eyebrows. Ah.

Hes a doctor in the Bay area, she said.

She didnt need to add and youre not. Her tone implied it.

I tried to be mature. But she didnt get on the plane?

Marilyn nodded. I checked with the airline. She never checked in.

The crowd at the bar groaned and I glanced up to see the end of the double play finishing the Padres half of the inning. That was more like it.

I got your name from Jack Meyers, Marilyn told me, leaning slightly forward. He said you assisted him a year ago. He said youre very good.

Id found Jack Meyerss wife screwing his attorney after three nights of tailing her. When I told him, he thanked me profusely, placed her clothes in a cardboard box, and lit the box on fire. We watched the burning mass float in his backyard pool as he wrote me a check.

I wondered if it hurt for Marilyn Crier to admit that I was good at something. I knew it had to hurt to be sitting in a bar with me.

So you want me to find her, I said, finishing my beer and setting the mug on the table. Find Kate.

She stared at me for a moment, perhaps trying to make me squirm like she had when I was in high school. I resisted the urge.

Noah, I know you dont like me, she said, her eyes even and her voice flat. But you dont have to like me to help me. I recognized your name when Jack mentioned it. I need an investigator and I figured it might be helpful to have someone do this who knows Kate. Things may not have worked out with Kate way back when

And that just crushed you, didnt it, Marilyn? I said, smiling, but not bothering to warm it up. I mean, I know you just dreamed of having me for a son-in-law.

She paused for a moment, then folded her hands on the table. As I was saying, your relationship with Kate didnt work out. But I know you cared about Kate. And I was hoping that might still count for something.

Another groan went up at the bar, but I didnt look up. I stared at Marilyn Crier, but I saw Kates face. The one that had made high school bearable for me. The face that I used to look to for sympathy as I sat on the bench during high school basketball games. The face attached to the first female body that I saw naked. The face that crushed me that night on Catalina. The face that was going to let my past do a little ass kicking.

So against my better judgment, I told Marilyn Crier that my caring for her daughter did, in fact, still count for something.

I ordered another beer, waited for it to arrive, and then asked Marilyn, Why would Kate disappear?

She hesitated and then shook her head. I dont know.