David John - Flight from Berlin

He landed hands first on the wet, sandy soil and rolled over on his side. Wind roared inwards towards the blaze, sucking the air from his mouth. His skin was paper; his hair tinder.

Run, for Gods sake.

Richard Denham moved to get up, but the next blast flattened him, sending a huge jet of flame over his head.

He crawled forwards through showers of brilliant white stars. Some fifty feet away a man in a sailors cap was beckoning, shouting through the rippling glow.

Over here, buddy, come on.

Im coming, friend, he thought, seeing in his mind that first day on the Somme twenty years ago. Which way are the Jerry lines, pal?

He staggered up and began to run, but a roll of burning diesel smoke engulfed him. Stumbling, he hit his head against something metal.

The next thing he knew he was being carried away at a run, jiggled over the sailors shoulder like a sack of oats, the mans lungs heaving under the load.

The sailor swore as he lowered Denham to the ground.

A light drizzle was falling. He touched the swelling lump where hed hit his head.

People were moving, dark figures silhouetted against the glare of the fire. He caught the obscene reek of roasted flesh.

Suddenly he thought, Where is it?

Cant hear what youre saying, buddy. Were giving you morphine, you understand? Youre burned.

Bundles of paper, he knew, had a knack of surviving blazes. He remembered that from crime reporting. Eleanor would have made it safe.

A needle pricked his arm. He felt the cool flow of the injection.

Where was Eleanor?

How strange, how small the things that change history, turn it from its darkened course, send it eddying off down new, sunlit streams.

He lay back on the wet grass, feeling the ropes that tied him to consciousness begin to loosen. In the blackness above, embers traced the air like fireflies.

How strange.

New York City, July 1936

Eleanor Emerson arched her body through the air and broke the surface with barely a splash. In the world below she glided through the veils of sunlight, the bubbles of her breath rumbling past her ears. She surfaced, and air, sound, and light burst over her again. Her muscles were taut, ready for speed.

Weekday afternoons were quiet at Randalls Island, the periods when only the dedicated furrowed the lanes, marking lengths as mechanically as electric looms. But today the pool seemed far from the world. She was the only swimmer in the water.

At each fifty-yard length she tumble-turned back into her wake, cleaving the water, faster, beginning to warm up. After all the training was she close to her peak? Lungs filled; legs thrust. Steadily she was rising through her gears, reaching for full steam, when something tapped the top of her bathing cap, causing her to stall and choke.

For a second she hoped it was Herb, coming to surprise her, but a lady with a rolled parasol stood at the pools edge, the sun behind her, so that all Eleanor could see was the light shining through a floral-print dress and a pair of Ferragamo shoes.

Jesus, Mother. What are you doing here?

It came, sweetheart, the woman said.

Eleanor stood, dripping, shielding her eyes, and saw that her mother was holding out a Western Union envelope. Only now did her heart start to race.

Oh no, Mother dear. Read it to me.

Mrs Taylor began an exploration through her handbag for a pair of reading glasses, ignoring the mounting agitation in the pool. Finally: On behalf of AOC am pleased to confirm your selection for US team congratulations Brundage

Eleanor had started screaming before her mother had finished, her wet hands fanning her face as if there werent air enough.

Really, sweetheart

She screamed again as she did riding the chute at Luna Park, breaking into a high, girlish laugh and smacking the water with both hands, splashing and kicking with her feet, so that her mother opened the parasol.

Youre soaking me.

Mom, I made it!

Well, did you think you wouldnt? Youd better break the news to your father. Im certainly not going to.

J oe Taylor handed the telegram back to her and looked out of the open window. It had turned sultry. The breeze moving the flag next to his desk carried the smell of traffic fumes, coffee, and a promise of rain. Below, a fire engine wailed up Madison Avenue.

I see, he said eventually. He stood still, his shoulders rising in a sigh. His back towards her, he said, Do you intend going?

The question filled the room.

Im going, Eleanor said.

Well, my girl, I wont pretend Im not disappointed.

Dad, please-

Its all right.

He looked tired. With a pang of sadness she noticed that his hair had completed its change to white, making him seem much older. And there was a lack of vitality about him, an incipient infirmity. He turned to face her and smiled in the worried way he had with her, hands in his waistcoat pockets with his thumbs sticking out, a posture she knew usually signalled a speech. If only hed lose his temper, shake his fist, and rave like a Baptist. Then at least she could shout back. This was the worst thing about the whole business. His tolerance. His disappointment.

I know I should congratulate you. Any father would be proud of a daughter whos made the Olympic team, and of course you must follow your own star

Here we go.

Your mother and I have given our blessing to whatever choices youve made. We welcomed Herb into the family We supported your singing career. But Germany? He shook his head vaguely. We send our athletes there and we will be condoning, lending respectability to the most iniquitous

Dad.

the most unconscionable regime ever to-

Dad.

Exasperation flared in her eyes. Quit the speech. Its about competing. Thats all.

They held each others gaze.

He said, I fought hard to stop Brundage winning that vote. I lost. And now Im entrusting you to his care?

I can handle him.

Can you? He sat slowly down at his desk, his shoulders slumped. Everythings a game, isnt it? A high school dare, a challenge. Rules are to be broken; advice to be ignored. Thunder rolled and a splash of rain hit the windowsill with a thump. One day, my dear, youll see the world for what it is. And thatll be the day you quit being a Park Avenue playgirl and grow up-

His desk intercom buzzed.

Yes?

Senator Taylor, sir, I have the New York Times on the line.

Well, well, he said, looking up at her. News travels fast in this town.

H er cab made a right at West Twentieth Street, and Eleanor braced herself for the barrage of flashbulbs. One enterprising reporter waiting on the corner had already spotted her and was running alongside her window, trying to jump onto the running board.

Eleanor, hows it feel to be going to Berlin? Hows it-

She put her sunglasses on and ignored him.

Hey, lady, dont be a snob.

It was just after rush hour on a humid July morning. The ship wasnt sailing until eleven, but the boardwalk was already filling up with hundreds of well-wishers and passengers preparing to embark. Her cab inched past a sidewalk crowded with athletic teams in club sweatshirts, some laughing, some chanting a college yell, all heading towards the pier, holding Olympic flags and banners with good-luck messages. Hot dog vendors had set up stalls.

Directly ahead, the bow of the SS Manhattan towered above the crowd like a sheer rock promontory, shimmering in the haze of heat. Cranes lifted cargo to the top deck, where the United States Lines had painted the liners two funnels red, white, and blue, and festooned the rails with bunting in honour of the team.