Giorgio Scerbanenco - A Private Venus

Whats your name?

Antonio Marangoni. I live over there in Cascina Luasca; Ive been going to Rogoredo by bicycle every morning for more than fifty years.

Dont waste your time on these old geezers, lets go back to the paper.

Hes the one who found the girl, he can describe her for us, otherwise well have to go to the morgue, and were already late.

I saw her when the ambulance arrived, she was wearing a sky-blue dress.

A sky-blue dress. What colour hair?

Dark, but not black.

Dark, but not black.

She had these big round sunglasses.

Round sunglasses.

I couldnt see much of her face, it was covered by her hair.

Move on please, theres nothing to see.

Theres nothing to see, the officers right, lets go back to the paper.

Move on, now. Why arent you lot at school?

Yes, what are all these kids doing here?

When I arrived I could smell blood.

Go on, Signor Marangoni.

I could smell blood.

Yes, she must have lost a lot of blood.

I couldnt smell anything, too much time had passed before we got here in the van.

Go on, officer.

Theyll tell you all you need to know at Headquarters. Im here to keep the riff-raff away, I dont talk to reporters. But you couldnt smell the blood, thats just not possible.

Well, I smelt it, and I have a good nose. I got off my bike because I needed to pass water, I put the bike down on the ground.

Go on, Signor Marangoni.

I went to the bushes, the ones over there, and thats when I saw the foot, well the shoe anyway.

Move on now, keep moving, theres nothing to see, all these people looking at a bit of empty field.

At first all I saw was the shoe, I didnt see the foot inside it, so I reached out my hand.

Alberta Radelli, twenty-three years old, shop assistant, found in Metanopoli, near Cascina Luasca, the body was found at 5:30 in the morning by Signor Antonio Marangoni, sky-blue dress, dark hair, not black, round glasses, Ill go and phone this in, then Ill come back and pick you up.

Then I realised there was a foot inside the shoe and I felt sick, I moved all those weeds and I saw her, it was obvious straight away that she was dead.

After three years in prison he had learned to pass the time with whatever was at hand, but for the first ten minutes he smoked a cigarette without thinking of any game to play. It was only when he threw the cigarette end down on the gravel drive that it struck him: the number of little stones in the various drives and garden paths was a finite number. Even the number of grains of sand in all the beaches in the world was a finite number that could be calculated, however large it was, and so, staring down at the ground, he started to count. In five square centimetres there might be an average of eighty stones, so he calculated visually the area of all the drives and paths that led to the villa ahead of him and concluded that all the gravel in all the drives, which seemed infinite, consisted of a mere one million six hundred thousand stones, with a ten per cent margin of error.

Then, suddenly, there was a crunching sound on the gravel, and he lifted his head for a moment: a man had emerged from the villa and was coming along the biggest drive towards him. Now that the man had appeared he had time to play a game, so, sitting on that small concrete shelf that functioned as a bench, he leaned forward and picked up a handful of stones. The game consisted of guessing two things: one, if the number of stones was an odd or even number, and two, if that number was higher or lower than a chosen number: twenty, for example. To win you had to guess both things. He estimated that he had an even number of stones in his fist, and a number lower than twenty. He opened his fist and counted: he had won, there were eighteen stones.

Im so sorry to have kept you waiting, Dr. Lamberti. The man had come level with him, and his voice was solemn and tired, the voice of a weary emperor. Leaning forward like that, Duca saw only the mans legs, thin legs inside narrow trousers: a young mans trousers, although the man wasnt young, as he saw as soon as he got up to shake the hand he was holding out. He was a middle-aged man, little but powerful, his hair shaved to almost nothing, his beard shaved down to the root, his hand also little but with a grip of steel.

Good evening, he said to the little emperor. Pleased to meet you. In prison he had learned not to say more than he needed to. At his trial, while Signora Maldrigatis niece was crying over her murdered aunt, but omitting to mention the millions she had inherited from that same aunt, he had wanted to speak, but his defence lawyer, almost with tears in his eyes, had whispered in his ear that he shouldnt say a word, not one: he would tell the truth, and the truth is death; anything but the truth in a courtroom, at a trial. Or in life.

Its very hot in Milan, the little man said, and sat down next to him on the concrete bench. Here in the Brianza, on the other hand, its always cool. Do you know the Brianza?

He couldnt have called him here to talk about the weather in the Brianza, he was just building up to it. Yes, he replied, as a boy I used to come here by bicycle, Canzo, Asso, the lake.

By bicycle, the little man said. I used to come here by bicycle, too, when I was young.

The conversation seemed to be over. In the dusk, the garden was almost dark, some lights went on in the villa, a bus passed on the main road twenty metres below the villa, its horn sounding almost like a piece by Wagner.

Its gone out of fashion these days, the little man resumed, they all chase the sun on the French Riviera or the islands, whereas here in the Brianza, only half an hours drive from Milan, the airs as clear as if you were in Tahiti. I think its because people always want to go a long way from where they are. A place is never beautiful if its too close. My son regards this villa as a kind of punishment cell, whenever I tell him to come here he does it as a penance. Maybe hes right: it may be cooler, but its a bit boring. It was almost dark now, the lighted windows in the villa were the only light. In a different voice, the little man said, Were you told why I wanted to see you, Dr. Lamberti?

No, Duca said, he hadnt been told. What he had been told, though, was who this man who seemed so modest, so simple, really was: one of the magnificent five, in other words one of the top five engineers in the field of plastics, Engineer Pietro Auseri, late fifties, a man who could create anything out of anything; a special kind of plastic was named after him, Auserolo, he had three degrees, his fortune must be considerable, but officially he was only a freelance engineer with an old office in an old street in Milan.

I thought they would have told you, the little man said. The tiredness had gone from his voice, only the authority remained, he had clearly said all he had to say on the topics of the weather and tourism.

All I was told was that you might have a job for me, Duca said. It was dark now, more lights came on in the villa, a dim trail of light reached as far as the spot where they were.

Yes, in a way its a job, Auseri said. Do you mind if we talk here? My sons in the house and I dont want you to see him until after weve talked.

Thats fine by me. He liked this little middle-aged man: he was no fool. Over the past few years, inside prison and out, Duca had seen whole armies of fools and he could almost tell them from the smell, from a finger, from a single hair in their eyebrows.

Youre a doctor, Auseri said.

He didnt reply immediately, but a few moments later, and in that darkness, in that silence, it was a long pause. I was. Im sure you were told.