Fiona Barton - The Widow

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-101-99046-9

LIBRARY OF CONGRESS CATALOGING-IN-PUBLICATION DATA:

Names: Barton, Fiona, author.

Title: The widow/Fiona Barton.

Description: New York, New York: New American Library, [2016]

Identifiers: LCCN 2015038893 | ISBN 9781101990261 (hardback)

Subjects: LCSH: Family secretsFiction. | MarriageFiction. |

WidowsFiction. | Suspense fiction. | BISAC: FICTION / Suspense. |

FICTION / Thrillers.

Classification: LCC PR6102.A7839 W53 2016 | DDC 823/.92dc23

LC record available at http://lccn.loc.gov/2015038893

INTERNATIONAL EDITION ISBN 978-0-399-58302-5

PUBLISHERS NOTE

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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Contents

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

SIX

SEVEN

EIGHT

NINE

TEN

ELEVEN

TWELVE

THIRTEEN

FOURTEEN

FIFTEEN

SIXTEEN

SEVENTEEN

EIGHTEEN

NINETEEN

TWENTY

TWENTY-ONE

TWENTY-TWO

TWENTY-THREE

TWENTY-FOUR

TWENTY-FIVE

TWENTY-SIX

TWENTY-SEVEN

TWENTY-EIGHT

TWENTY-NINE

THIRTY

THIRTY-ONE

THIRTY-TWO

THIRTY-THREE

THIRTY-FOUR

THIRTY-FIVE

THIRTY-SIX

THIRTY-SEVEN

THIRTY-EIGHT

THIRTY-NINE

FORTY

FORTY-ONE

FORTY-TWO

FORTY-THREE

FORTY-FOUR

FORTY-FIVE

FORTY-SIX

FORTY-SEVEN

FORTY-EIGHT

FORTY-NINE

FIFTY

FIFTY-ONE

FIFTY-TWO

FIFTY-THREE

FIFTY-FOUR

Acknowledgments

For Gary, Tom, and Lucy, without whom nothing would mean anything.

ONE

The Widow

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 9, 2010

I can hear the sound of her crunching up the path. Heavy-footed in high heels. Shes almost at the door, hesitating and smoothing her hair out of her face. Nice outfit: jacket with big buttons, decent dress underneath, and glasses perched on her head. Not a Jehovahs Witness or from the Labour party. Must be a reporter, but not the usual. Shes my second one todayfourth this week, and its only Wednesday. I bet she says, Im sorry to bother you at such a difficult time. They all say that and put on that stupid face. Like they care.

Im going to wait to see if she rings twice. The man this morning didnt. Some are obviously bored to death with trying. They leave as soon as they take their finger off the bell, marching back down the path as fast as they can, into their cars and away. They can tell their bosses they knocked on the door but I wasnt there. Pathetic.

She rings twice. Then knocks loudly in that rap-rap-rappity-rap way. Like a policeman. She sees me looking through the gap at the side of my sheer curtains and smiles this big smile. A Hollywood smile, my mum used to say. Then she knocks again.

When I open the door, she hands me the bottle of milk from the doorstep and says, You dont want to leave that out. Itll spoil. Shall I come in? Have you got the kettle on?

I cant breathe, let alone speak. She smiles again, head on one side. Im Kate, she says. Kate Waters, a reporter from the Daily Post.

Im, I start, suddenly realizing she hasnt asked.

I know who you are, Mrs. Taylor, she says. Unspoken are the words: You are the story.

Lets not stand out here, she says. And as she talks, somehow, shes come in.

I feel too stunned by the turn of events to speak, and she takes my silence as permission to go into the kitchen with the bottle of milk and make me a cup of tea. I follow her inits not a big kitchen and were in a bit of a squeeze as she bustles about filling the kettle and opening all my cupboards, looking for cups and sugar. I just stand there, letting it all happen.

Shes chatting about the kitchen. What a lovely fresh-looking roomI wish mine looked like this. Did you put a new kitchen in?

It feels like Im talking to a friend. It isnt how I thought it would be, talking to a reporter. I thought it would be like being questioned by the police. Thought it would be an ordeal, an interrogation. Thats what my husband, Glen, said. But it isnt, somehow.

I say, Yes. We chose white doors and red handles because it looked so clean. Im standing in my house discussing kitchens with a reporter. Glen wouldve had a fit.

She says, Through here, is it? and I open the door to the living room.

Im not sure if I want her here or notnot sure how I feel. It doesnt feel right to protest nowshes just sitting and chatting with a cup of tea in her hand. Its funnyIm quite enjoying the attention. I get a bit lonely inside this house now that Glen is gone.

And she seems to be in charge of things. Its quite nice really, to have someone in charge of me again. I was beginning to panic that Id have to cope with everything on my own, but Kate Waters is saying shell sort everything out.

All I have to do is tell her about my life, she says.

My life? She doesnt really want to know about me. She hasnt walked up my path to hear about Jean Taylor. She wants to know the truth about him. About Glen. My husband.

You see, my husband died last week. Knocked down by a bus just outside Sainsburys. He was there one minute, giving me grief about what sort of cereal I shouldve bought, and the next, dead on the road. Head injuries, they said. Dead, anyway. I just stood there and looked at him, lying there. People were running around finding blankets, and there was a bit of blood on the pavement. Not much blood, though. He wouldve been glad. He didnt like any sort of mess.

Everyone was very kind and trying to stop me from seeing his body, but I couldnt tell them I was glad he was gone. No more of his nonsense.

TWO

The Widow

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 9, 2010

The police came to the hospital, of course. Even DI Bob Sparkes turned up at the accident and emergency department to talk about Glen.

I said nothing to him or any of the others. Told them there was nothing to say. I was too upset to talk. Cried a bit.

DI Bob Sparkes has been a part of my life for so longmore than three years it is nowbut I think perhaps he will disappear with you, Glen.

I dont say any of this to Kate Waters. Shes in the other armchair in the sitting room, nursing her mug of tea and jiggling her foot.