FIVE YEARS
IN HEAVEN
By
Dr Lynda Cramer, PhD
www.lyndarae.info
Text copyright 2021 Dr Lynda Cramer, PhD
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This book is dedicated to the Woman who is always with me I do not judge who you are or why you chose me, For I know that we work for the Collective Awareness And for that, I am eternally grateful
In this lifetime and in my others
This book would not be possible without the support, guidance and understanding of my friends
I know who you are
You know who I am
And we are One
This book would not be possible without those who have an interest in this topic
May your life be a rewarding adventure
Filled with Opportunities
And most of all, may this work bring you the Peace you deserve INTRODUCTION
CHAPTER ONE WHO IS THIS WOMAN?
CHAPTER TWO PRE DEATH EXPERIENCE
CHAPTER THREE TIME OF MY PHYSICAL DEATH
CHAPTER FOUR FLOATING
CHAPTER FIVE THE BLUE ORBS
CHAPTER SIX THE FOG STAGE
CHAPTER SEVEN IS THIS HEAVEN?
CHAPTER EIGHT
IS THIS STILL HEAVEN?
CHAPTER NINE THE BIG THREE
CHAPTER TEN LIFE REVIEW
CHAPTER ELEVEN THE WHITE SPACE
CHAPTER TWELVE MY GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDMOTHER
CHAPTER THIRTEEN THE TUNNEL
CHAPTER FOURTEEN REINCARNATION
CHAPTER FIFTEEN LIFE CONTRACT
CHAPTER SIXTEEN LIFE LESSONS
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN KARMA
CHAPTEEN EIGHTEEN WAKING UP
CHAPTER NINETEEN COMMONLY ASKED QUESTIONS
INTRODUCTION
The time before May 6th 2001 could be anyones life, except for a major part of who I am. I always thought that I was the one who was different, the un-normal one.
Sure I saw and spoke to Ghosts a lot growing up, and sure I had the knowing that Psychics possess, but I never realised that those abilities were actually normal, due to the opinions of people in my family, my schools and even work places who were not having those experiences themselves.
And sure, during my younger years, I got a lot of confirmations that what I did was real. I would say something to someone, and their response of how did you know that? proved to me that I had something, yet I was s till naively unaware of what that something was.
I found myself in the libraries of the schools I attended, searching for answers to what this something was, and it frustrated me that these libraries only carried resource materials for the curriculum set by the school.
I thought I had no options to learn what it was that I had, so I accepted that it was not something to be pursued.
I found myself in relationships whereby people thought it cool that I was the witch, which was the nickname my first husband gave me. He would proudly profess the witch is here when arriving at functions and social gatherings.
This only led to people wanting to know about what I did, instead of wanting to know about who I was. It irked me that I was a S ide-Show Alley or Circus Freak to a lot of my acquaintances, who would dispel me and not want friendships with me, as they realised I was a threat to who they truly were.
So I found myself isolated a lot in my younger years, hiding my true self. I be came withdrawn and found that the more I did not talk about what it was that I do, that the more people liked me.
I thoroughly believe that we all have a Life Path, and Lessons to learn along that Path. Therefore, I thoroughly believe that I had to l ive through the domestic violence and the abuse I received from my first husband.
In hindsight I sometimes have no idea why I ever married this man, but The Universe obviously had a Plan for me and I therefore accept graciously those experiences from my youth, which did in fact teach me valuable Lessons that I now incorporate into my work.
Ending that marriage was the start of my personal, mental and spiritual development. It was like I knew something bigger was just around the corner, yet I had n o idea what that was at the time.
I was speaking to a friend of mine, prior to leaving Australia to travel to America to marry my second husband. She asked me if I truly wanted to go over to the other side of the planet to be with a man I hardly knew. I answer her with this line.
I do not want to be an old lady sitting in a rocking chair in a nursing home thinking about the regrets of what ifs that I would think had I not gone. It is not about what will happen to me whilst there, it is the opportunity of what I will learn whilst there that I am looking forward to.
I had no idea that saying those words in 1997 would impact me so much today with who I now am.
I clearly remember the first time I flew to America. Filled with that anticipation and also the total fear of what I was about to embark on, gave me totally different expectations of what I would experience. However, sitting in the very small, uncomforta ble seat within the cabin of a Qantas airplane, I knew that my decision to go over there, was the right one. I just knew that everything was happening in the way it was meant to.
And in that moment of pre-flight checks, as the Air Hostess was demonst rating the use of a life jacket, I knew that I was going to be ok. I knew that everything I had within me, the psychic abilities and my ability to trust it, would ensure that my life was destined to go somewhere more than just being in a relationship with someone who called me The Witch.
In those few minutes, where everyone else on the plane were captivated by the announcements and safe checks being undertaken, my thoughts took me back through my whole life, and I remembered the life I had lead. I remembered all the embarrassment I had received from my family, friends and co-workers, being on the receiving end of their sarcastic attacks and judgements. I remembered their words of you are a freak and you are never going to be anything but a nutjo b. I remembered how they would say oh dont worry about Lynda, she is nothing important, do not pay attention to her, when introduced to new people.
I made a conscious decision right then, as I watched without comprehending the safety checks, that life in America would be different.
I firmly believe that everything does happen for a reason. When we sit and think about how situations unfold in our lives, and I mean those synchronicities that join one experience to the next, we realise that eve rything did have a purpose or a lesson to teach us.
It is only after we realise that if we had not gone through an experience, we would be no better off, or we would not have experienced something else for the first time. And it is only then that we ca n truly be grateful for those experiences, even the worst case scenarios, like death, which is what happened to me.
So, as I looked down at my seat belt, making sure that it was tight and fastened securely, I was grateful for what I had been through, and I was thankful that I was leaving all that behind me.
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