Emma Holloway - A Study in Ashes

London, September 16, 1889

LADIES COLLEGE OF LONDON

7:10 a.m. Monday

YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE, SAID THE MAN IN THE QUIETLY understated brown suit. Forgive my blunt speech, but I cannot make it any more plain. Those of us on the faculty have established policies.

Those of us on the faculty. That meant this man who had interrupted her work was a professor. Evelina Cooper gripped her notebook until her knuckles hurt, wishing it was heavy enough to knock reason into his head. Surely he could see the equipment in this place was infinitely superior to what they had at the Ladies College. And what harm was there in her using it? She wasnt in anyones way.

The man waited for her to acknowledge his wordsno doubt expecting swift obediencebut Evelina couldnt look at him. A painful knot lodged at the back of her throat, like a stillborn wail of frustration.

I am happy to assist you in clearing away this equipment, he offered, and well say no more about this incident.

Stubbornness made her stall, and she fiddled with the photograph slipping out from between the pages of her book, tucking it back into place. It was of her uncle Sherlock, his likeness no doubt at home between the ruled pages of formulae and lecture notes. If someone had tried to toss Sherlock Holmes out of a lab, he would have knocked the offender down. But young ladies were expected to be meek and mild.

Marginal politeness was a more attainable goal. Your offer of assistance is kind, sir, and yet I dont understand why I cant use this facility.

I think you do. None of the sciences are required for a Ladys Certificate of Arts. He swept a hand around the laboratory. Therefore, all this is unnecessary for students of the female college.

I protest that logic, sir. It came out stiff with displeasure, but Evelina knew she had lost.

Miss, be reasonable.

I am perfectly reasonable, sir, which is why I am astonished by this restriction. Evelina twisted her silver bracelets around, fingers alive with agitation.

Her gaze searched the high-ceilinged room, though there was nothing to find in the gray shadows. The laboratory, with its rows of tables and shelves of gleaming equipment, was empty this early in the morning. Most of the students were still groping for their second cup of tea. And the fact that the door to the lab had been locked hadnt slowed her down for more than half a minute.

He gave her a hard look from under beetling eyebrows. He wasnt one of the creaky old dons of the University of Camelinnot yet, anyhowbut he had perfected the glower. Perhaps you should consider something in the line of elocution or moral philosophy.

Evelina bit her tongue. Do my morals appear to need philosophy, sir? Outside of picking the lock, that is?

The man harrumphed at her silence. Domestic management, then. Or maybe literature. He pronounced the latter with a curl of the lip.

Evelina looked away before her temper led her down a regrettable path. She had powers this man had no idea about. She could command spirits of earth and tree. She had dabbled in sorcery and tasted death magic. She had nearly bled to death in a Whitechapel gutter and had made enemies and allies of some of the most powerful men in Mayfairone of whom had bound her magic to his service with the pretty silver bracelets she was forced to wear. And yet she couldnt get a seat in a proper chemistry class.

At last, she let out a sigh. I am an eager student of languages and literature, but I am here to study science.

A worthy ambition, said the man. He might have bottled the tone and put it on the shelf next to the other dangerous acids. But perhaps the practical work is a little beyond your scope.

Bugger that. Evelinas equipment was already set up to begin her exercise. Surely, if she got through it without a mistake, he would see she had a right to be there?

The exercise was of intermediate difficulty, a standard every serious student in the field was expected to know. She reached for the striker and, with a deft movement, lit the gas in the burner. A pale flame sprang to life, and she settled her flask of solution into place. Much depended on getting the exact proportion of alcohol to pure water, and then adding just the right amount of several organic compounds, but shed measured carefully. Your kind concerns about my abilities are unfounded, Professor ? She let the question dangle. The man hadnt given her his name.

But he knew hers. Miss Cooper, he snapped, turn down that flame at once!

Months of frustration made her balk. She stiffened her posture and stood her ground. I am here to study science. Therefore, I require access to equipment and materials.

More specifically, she was there to learn the connection between science and magic. Evelinas mother had been gentry, the younger sister of Sherlock and Mycroft Holmes, but Evelinas father had been a commoner and a carrier of magic. Shed yearned all her life to make sense of these two opposing legacies, because surely everything was ruled by the same natural laws. If she understood those, there was much she might understand about herself.

But first she had to learn the basics, which was why she had wanted a higher education. Of any place, a university should have been eager to throw open the doors to new ideas, but all shed met so far was a wall of cold displeasure. Never mind telling them about her magicthey still hadnt seen past the fact that she wore petticoats.

There was a tense moment of silence as the gas hissed and bubbles formed at the base of the liquid. The solution heated quickly, but not fast enough to calm her mounting temper. She could hear Professor No-names quick, irritated breathing as he hovered uncertainly at her elbowflummoxed by her insubordination but too outraged to back away.

She felt her stomach coil into an aching knot. Her fingers crushed the heavy, dark fabric of her skirts until she forced them to uncurl and pick up a glass wand, ready to stir her concoction. She kept her features deliberately bland, hoping that as long as she reined in her mood, she would have the upper hand. That always works for Uncle Sherlock.

Finally, No-name spoke. I will say this one last time. Students of the Ladies College of London are not permitted to use the Sir Henry John Bickerton Laboratory for the Advancement of Chemical Science.

But are we not part of the university, along with the other colleges? Evelina asked tightly. I believe our tuition flows to the greater institution. Except that the students resident at the Ladies College experienced shorter academic terms, had access to fewer courses, and were only granted an LCA rather than a proper bachelors degree.

The young men will someday attain positions of economic importance, whereas women will not. Squandering resources where they will never amount to anything is simply poor management.

Evelina couldnt stop herself from making a derisive huff as she measured out grains of crystalized aether onto a scale. The lime-green sand pattered into the steel pan. Perhaps a sound understanding of the volatile properties of sodium bicarbonate will assist me in perfecting my muffins, Professor She let the name dangle once more, this time more rudely.

Professor Bickerton. And this is my laboratory, young lady.

That surprised her enough that she spun to face him, spilling grains of aether onto the tabletop. This dead squib is the mighty Bickerton? If hed made assumptions about her, shed done the same to him. She smoothed her skirts with her free hand, a little flustered. The man held one of the most important faculty chairs at Camelin. Sir!

He adopted a lecturing stance, his hands clasped behind his back. And I note you are attempting the reconstitution of crystalized aether into liquid form. What industries require liquid aether, Miss Cooper?