Butler, Octavia - Parable of the Sower

Parable of the

Sower

by Octavia Butler

The odyssey of one woman who is twice as feeling in a world that has become doubly dehumanized. The time is 2025; the place is California, where small walled comunities must protect themselves from desperate hordes of scangers and roaming bands of drug addicts.

When one such community is overrun, Lauren Olamina, an 18-year-old black woman, sets off on foot, moving north along the dangerous coastal highways. Lauren is a sharer, one who suffers from hyperempathy the ability to feel others pain as well as her own.

Butlers spare, vivid prose style invites comparison with the likes of Kate

Wilhelm and Ursula Le Guin. Kirkus Moving, frightening, funny and eerily beautiful. The Washington Post

General Fiction Science Fiction

2024

Prodigy is, at its essence, adaptability and persistent, positive obsession. Without persistence, what remains is an enthusiasm of the moment.

Without adaptability, what remains may be channeled into destructive fanaticism. Without positive obsession, there is nothing at all.

EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING

by Lauren Oya Olamina

.

Parable of the Sower

1

All that you touch

You Change.

All that you Change

Changes you.

The only lasting truth

Is Change.

God

Is Change.

EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING

SATURDAY, JULY 20, 2024

I had my recurring dream last night. I guess I should have expected it. It comes to me when I struggle-when I twist on my own personal hook and try to pretend that nothing unusual is happening. It comes to me when I try to be my fathers daughter.

Today is our birthday my fifteenth and my fathers fifty-fifth. Tomorrow, Ill try to please him him and the community and God. So last night, I dreamed a reminder that its all a lie. I think I need to write about the dream because this particular lie bothers me so much.

Im learning to fly, to levitate myself. No one is teaching me. Im just learning on my own, little by little, dream lesson by dream lesson. Not a very subtle image, but a persistent one. Ive had many lessons, and Im better at flying than I used to be. I trust my ability more now, but Im still afraid. I cant quite control my directions yet.

I lean forward toward the doorway. Its a doorway like the one between my room and the hall. It seems to be a long way from me, but I lean toward it.

Holding my body stiff and tense, I let go of whatever Im grasping, whatever has kept me from rising or falling so far. And I lean into the air, straining upward, not moving upward, but not quite falling down either. Then I do begin to move, as though to slide on the air drifting a few feet above the floor, caught between terror and joy.

I drift toward the doorway. Cool, pale light glows from it. Then I slide a little to the right; and a little more. I can see that Im going to miss the door and hit the wall beside it, but I cant stop or turn. I drift away from the door, away from the cool glow into another light.

The wall before me is burning. Fire has sprung from nowhere, has eaten in through the wall, has begun to reach toward me, reach for me. The fire spreads. I drift into it. It blazes up around me. I thrash and scramble and try to swim back out of it, grabbing handfuls of air and fire, kicking, burning! Darkness.

Perhaps I awake a little. I do sometimes when the fire swallows me. Thats bad. When I wake up all the way, I cant get back to sleep. I try, but Ive never been able to.

This time I dont wake up all the way. I fade into the second part of the dream the part thats ordinary and real, the part that did happen years ago when I was little, though at the time it didnt seem to matter.

Darkness.

Darkness brightening.

Stars.

Stars casting their cool, pale, glinting light.

We couldnt see so many stars when I was little,

my stepmother says to me. She speaks in Spanish, her own first language. She stands still and small, looking up at the broad sweep of the Milky Way. She and I have gone out after dark to take the washing down from the clothesline. The day has been hot, as usual, and we both like the cool darkness of early night. Theres no moon, but we can see very well.

The sky is full of stars.

The neighborhood wall is a massive, looming presence nearby. I see it as a crouching animal, perhaps about to spring, more threatening than protective. But my stepmother is there, and she isnt afraid. I stay close to her. Im seven years old.

I look up at the stars and the deep, black sky. Why couldnt you see the stars? I ask her. Everyone can see them. I speak in Spanish, too, as shes taught me. Its an intimacy somehow.

City lights, she says. Lights, progress, growth, all those things were too hot and too poor to bother with anymore. She pauses. When I was your age, my mother told me that the stars the few stars we could see were windows into heaven. Windows for God to look through to keep an eye on us. I believed her for almost a year. My stepmother hands me an armload of my youngest brothers diapers. I take them, walk back toward the house where she has left her big wicker laundry basket, and pile the diapers atop the rest of the clothes. The basket is full. I look to see that my stepmother is not watching me, then let myself fall backward onto the soft mound of stiff, clean clothes. For a moment, the fall is like floating.

I lie there, looking up at the stars. I pick out some of the constellations and name the stars that make them up. Ive learned them from an astronomy book that belonged to my fathers mother.

I see the sudden light streak of a meteor flashing westward across the sky. I stare after it, hoping to see another. Then my stepmother calls me and I go back to her.

There are city lights now, I say to her. They dont hide the stars.

She shakes her head. There arent anywhere near as many as there were. Kids today have no idea what a blaze of light cities used to be and not that long ago.

Id rather have the stars, I say.

The stars are free. She shrugs. Id rather have the city lights back myself, the sooner the better. But we can afford the stars.

2

A gift of God

May sear unready fingers.

EARTHSEED: THE BOOKS OF THE LIVING

SUNDAY, JULY 21, 2024

At least three years ago, my fathers God stopped being my God. His church stopped being my church.

And yet, today, because Im a coward, I let myself be initiated into that church. I let my father baptize me in all three names of that God who isnt mine any more.

My God has another name.

We got up early this morning because we had to go across town to church. Most Sundays, Dad holds church services in our front rooms. Hes a Baptist minister, and even though not all of the people who live within our neighborhood walls are Baptists, those who feel the need to go to church are glad to come to us. That way they dont have to risk going outside where things are so dangerous and crazy.

Its bad enough that some people my father for one have to go out to work at least once a week.

None of us goes out to school any more. Adults get nervous about kids going outside.

But today was special. For today, my father made arrangements with another minister a friend of his who still had a real church building with a real baptistery.

Dad once had a church just a few blocks outside our wall. He began it before there were so many walls.

But after it had been slept in by the homeless, robbed, and vandalized several times, someone poured gasoline in and around it and burned it down.

Seven of the homeless people sleeping inside on that last night burned with it.

But somehow, Dads friend Reverend Robinson has managed to keep his church from being destroyed.