Carolyn L. Baker
Introduction by Gabrielle David
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AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE...
In this intimate memoir, AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE, Carolyn Baker leans into vulnerability to share her journey to explore whiteness as a white woman. She grapples with both the discomforts of dismantling whiteness and the desire to tolerate the discomfort in confronting injustices of racism. Her reflections are raw and vulnerable, as a white woman in process excavating the trails of her journey and uncovering decades of subtle and overt messages of racism. ~Aisha Dixon-Peters, Psy.D, University of La Verne, CA
In AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE, Carolyn Baker lulls us through her cookie cutter Southern California childhood and Girl Scout white bred mantrasthat mirror of Disneylandish lifeas we bask on the beach in our own smug skins. Then, like a stiletto, she slips in Emmett Tills American tragedy making Klan enablers of us all without any need to dress-up in a great white sheet. Baker has clearly called out racism as the timeless tragedy in our time. ~Richard L. Mitchell, PhD, Cornell University, author of The Education of Adult Offenders
By honoring the process of reflection, Carolyn Baker faces her status as a privileged white woman growing up in the United States in AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE. Her examination of the implicit/explicit racism deeply rooted in our culture leads her to acknowledge her own racial biases. White Americans are encouraged to follow her lead in the hopes of getting to a place of truth and reconciliation in our country. ~Emily Scott, Financial Guide and Thought Partner
The true story of one womans personal journey towards life-changing discoveries about white privilege and race. In AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE, Carolyn Baker's realizations are told with gentle eloquence and deliver enlightening perspectives and compelling insights with power and conviction. Her conclusions ring true, and the importance of Baker's message is all the more real and urgent as she offers a new holistic and collaborative approach to understanding and overcoming racism. ~The Honorable John Ladner, Los Angeles Superior Court Commissioner, retired
A deep an insightful exploration of personal awakening from the heart of white privilege. AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE leads the reader to their own historical truths that have designed and shaped the hidden societal norms of racism . An honest discovery that shines light on the shadow of division in America to support a needed shift in consciousness and a greater healing of humanity. ~Lauren Monroe, Healing artist, speaker and co-founder of Project Resiliency and Mind Body Drum
Carolyn Bakers AN UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE is a deeply moving example of what a heart opened to the suffering of others can inspire. ~Amber Jayanti, founder of the International School for Tarot & Qabalah Study, 1975, Code Pink Activist since 2006
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To my siblings Barbara, Stan, and John
To the memory of our parents
Earl and Mary Louise Baker
And to my children Jaime and Samuel
and my grandchildren.
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Contents
P R E F A C E
A N UNINTENTIONAL ACCOMPLICE: A PERSONAL PERSPECTIVE ON WHITE RESPONSIBILITY goes beyond memoir to my observations on complex twenty-first century social issues such as race and class struggles, identity politics, and feminism. The eight chapters of this book are organized to chronicle my intellectual and emotional development, and consciousness-raising, which parallels the transformative social movements of the sixties generation.
My initial purpose in sitting down to write was to overcome career whiplash after exiting a thirty-year career in the nonprofit sector, and facing the great unknown. Writing had been a large part of my job description, but it was technical writing from my head rather than my heart. My original goal was to explore and process a collection of my professional observations and evaluations. How the writing evolved from there is a story unto itself. I started writing on November 1, 2018, as part of the annual National Novel Writing Month, with a commitment to writing 50,000 words by November 30, 2018. This global online community supports authors carving out time each day to write. Not to edit, not to research, not to revise. Just to write. Every November for five years, Id written drafts of historical fiction novels based on the imagined lives of my white pioneer ancestors. These stories are my heritage, the people from which I came. It was through this fictional writing process that questions about my white identity were being worked out by my characters. For example, how my great and second great-grandmothers felt, following their men at great peril and loss. Or how the Quakers dealt with their moral dilemmas, such as the genocide of Native Americans and the Civil War.
As I started writing in 2018, the topics accelerated into deeper and deeper territory concerning present day race and class distinctions. As I began to describe my personal aha moments, I found myself both a witness and a participant, both the prosecution and the defense. I found I was writing about what I needed to understand. Perspectives on how I was socialized began to shift in both subtle and powerful ways. I started questioning notions I held of the American narrative, as well as my own. Reviewing my evolution, and that of American culture, made me realize how little I knew, or possibly even cared, about individuals with lived experience other than my own. By November 30, a rough draft of