Susan Adriani - The Truth about Mr. Darcy

She came to him late one night as he sat reading in the quiet solitude of Netherfields library, the delicate scent of lavender preceding her lovely form. He closed his eyes as he leaned his head back and inhaled her heady fragrance, a feeling of intoxication washing over his senses.

Without pause, she settled herself upon his lap and slid her arms across his chest to his shoulders, her slender fingers wandering to the edge of his cravat to tease the skin of his neck. He swallowed hard, struggling to regain the stoic composure she always managed to rob him of whenever she was near. Tonight, with her dark hair falling past her shoulders in silken curls, she was nothing short of breathtaking.

He looked upon her in wonder as the hint of a smile played seductively upon her rosy lips. She pressed her soft body firmly against his, her curves rendering him utterly powerless, her eyes sparkling with an invitation. Every fiber of his being ached to touch her, to tell her of his ardentalmost painfuldesire for her, to finally claim her as his own after so many weeks of fantasies and sleepless nights.

Slowly, she began to feather her lips along his jaw, her hands blazing a path of fire over his chest before moving to unbutton his waistcoat. As her lips came to rest lightly against his own, so lightly they barely touched, she spoke, her voice low and sultry.

Have you been waiting long? Her breath was hot against his flesh.

With a throb of longing that could no longer be denied, the last fragments of his resolve crashed around him as he surrendered to her, claiming her lips in a desperate kiss and tangling his hands possessively into her hair. When they parted, their breathing was ragged, and their cheeks flushed.

You have not answered my question, sir, she said on a breath. How long have you been waiting for me?

His voice was hoarse, and he whispered with feeling, My entire life, Elizabeth

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Fitzwilliam Darcys eyes flew open. He was thoroughly appalled to discover himself in a leather chair in Netherfields library, rather than the privacy of his own rooms. To make matters infinitely worse, he was aroused, and Elizabeth Bennet was staring at him from the next chair with a mixture of astonishment and impertinence written upon her face. He quickly averted his eyes, crossed his legs, and groaned inwardly. Oh, good God! he thought with rising panic. Why is she staring at me like that? Surely she cannot possibly be aware of?

With as much aplomb as he could muster, Darcy took a shaky breath and returned his gaze to the book he had been holding in his hands. Perhaps if he simply ignored her and pretended nothing was amiss, all would turn out well. After a few moments of this, he hazarded a glance in her direction, only to catch her observing him out of the corner of her eye. He quickly averted his eyes and shifted his weight self-consciously in his chair, willing his inflamed ardor to cool.

Are you feeling unwell, Mr. Darcy? she inquired with a slightly raised brow.

He felt the heat of his blush and, without raising his eyes from his book, said as calmly as possible, Perfectly well, Miss Bennet. I thank you for your concern.

It is nothing, sir. I am relieved to hear it. There was a hint of amusement in her voice that caused his head to snap in her direction. She had returned to her reading but seemed to be struggling to repress a smile. Darcys ire rose at her ability to laugh at his discomfiture, but rather than having a cooling effect on his lower body, for some reason he could not explain, he found himself becoming even more aroused. It was disconcerting, and he wracked his brain for anything that might afford him an opportunity to compose himself enough to be able to flee from her company.

Think, man, think! Something to repulse something to repulse. He drummed his fingers upon the arm of his chair. He repressed a shudder. Of course, Caroline Bingley. Caroline Bingley in one of those hideous orange frocks she favors. Hmm and feathers. I must not forget feathers. Darcy repeated his mantra, inhaling deeply. Ah, yes, much better much better, indeed.

After several minutes, he felt in complete control of himself once again and, as though to prove a point to himself, allowed his gaze to flicker toward Elizabeth. She was reading, her bottom lip caught between her teeth as she wound a stray curl around one finger in an absent fashion. She presented a delightful picture, and Darcy found himself enchanted. His mind drifted from Caroline Bingley in her hideous orange frock to musings of a far more pleasant nature. Elizabeth my very own, lovely Elizabeth, just arrived at Netherfield, her hem six inches deep in mud, her hair disheveled, her creamy skin glowing. Oh, yes

Darcy began to feel a familiar tightness in his breeches. No! Oh, no, he moaned aloud.

Is something the matter, Mr. Darcy? Elizabeth asked, raising her head.

No, not at all, Miss Bennet, he stammered in a strained voice. I was merely taken unaware by something I had just read. I apologize for disturbing you.

With a frown, Elizabeth laid aside her book and rose, averting her eyes as she smoothed her gown. If you will excuse me, sir, I fear my poor sister must be wondering what has become of me.

Of course, he muttered. Darcy didnt dare rise. He would rather break with correct etiquette and appear rude at this point than risk exposing himself, quite literally, to any further mortification in front of Elizabeth. Turning his full attention back to his book, he proceeded to give the illusion of engrossing himself thoroughly in its text. Darcy did not move until he heard the click of the door as it closed soundly behind her. Throwing his head back with relief, he expelled a long, slow breath, ran his hands over his face and through his hair, and cursed himself for being so susceptible to her charms.