Prologue
Thaxted Keep
north-eastern England
June AD 1067
B ishop Obert pounded his fists on the thick wooden table in a most inappropriate gesture for a man of God. The muscles in his cheek began to twitch and he fought to keep control over his completely human temper. Twas times like these when he wished hed never taken Holy Orders or represented the king. Twas times like these when he would like nothing more than to raise his fists and react to the words spoken to him. The scarred warrior came closer to the table, undeterred by his friends furious whispered warnings. Obert could not help but flinch as he approached.
First, the mans size would give any man pause for he stood more than six feet tall and possessed the muscular build, power and menace of a man of war. But his face, half-torn apart by an axes blow and half still the one that earned the man the title of the Beautiful Bastard, gave him pause for another reason and drew some other emotion from him.
Obert thought fear the likely cause, for no one but a fool would look on Soren Fitzrobert and not offer up a prayer for their own soul and his. And no one who knew him before the fateful blow struck him down in the Battle of Hastings would ever look on him now and not feel pity for all hed lost. But Obert had dealt with enough proud men in his life to know that pity would make things worse.
These are the kings orders, my lord, he said, using the title he knew the man wanted and craved almost as much as he craved a return of his appearance. Surely you would oblige the king and carry out this one task before taking your own lands?
Why can Brice not see to this task for the king? Soren demanded. Eoforwic was his kin by marriage, he offered, at the order of the king. Obert observed his glare and heard the sarcasm in his voice. The anger was subsiding and acceptance had crept in, whether the warrior recognised it yet or not.
The king has asked this of you, Obert said calmly. Since Alston sits in the north, you can travel by way of Shildon and handle the matter. He does not wish for the rebels to gain a stronghold while our attentions are elsewhere.
Lord Giles tugged his friend back from the table and spoke to him quietly. Lord Brice stood silently, but watched with grave regard for his friends. Finally, Soren nodded to Obert.
Very well, my lord bishop, he forced through his teeth. I am ever the kings loyal subject. Soren tilted his head in a bow that was neither respectful nor meant to be.
Obert watched as the warriors friends offered their help in the endeavour and as the man begrudgingly warmed to the thought of fighting Saxon rebels. Though Soren accepted it, Obert knew that he was different, changed irreparably by the blow that had nearly killed him. Never again would he be the carefree, beautiful young man who drew women to his bed like a bee to honey. Never again would any man look at him without wincing in pain or in sympathyor in pity at his condition.
God help the woman meant as his wife! The pity filling Oberts heart in that moment was for Sybilla of Alston. The kings declaration ordered Soren to marry her if she was alive, but gave him the discretion to marry elsewhere if she did not please him. Watching the three friends talk, he wondered if their advice would temper his anger.
Obert had overheard Sorens intentions to destroy anyone related to Durward of Alston, the man whod wrought the terrible damage to his body long after the battle was called. Would his vengeance take the life of the innocent young Sybilla or could Soren be directed away from his path of darkness before she was destroyed? And before his soul was damned?
Offering up another prayer, Bishop Obert announced that he would present Soren with the kings charter after Mass. Leading Lord Giles and Lord Brice and their wives into the chapel, he noticed Sorens unease at being surrounded by so many people. As he prepared the altar and donned the garments necessary for celebrating the Mass, Obert prayed as hed not done in many, many years.
Mayhap God could influence this knight when his friends and others had failed?
But, as he watched over the next weeks as Soren prepared to head north and saw the darkness in his spirit and in his heart, Obert doubted that anything, mayhap even Gods intervention, would be strong enough to help in the knights battle to become the man he should be.