Praise for Mango Rash
In the turbulent 1960s Pokerwinski and her family move to American Samoa just as the author is between girlhood and womanhood, and just as the territory is balanced between Samoan and American cultures. Part travelogue, part family drama, part coming-of-age story, Pokerwinski deftly explores our fascination with teenage angst and exotic locations. Here, in loving, lush, and particular detail, is a welcoming yet troubled paradise for the reader to explore. As the Samoans would say, Mango Rash is matagofie beautiful.
~ Sue William Silverman, author of The Pat Boone Fan Club: My Life as a White Anglo-Saxon Jew
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MANGO RASH is a beautifully written coming-of-age story, where friendship and humour travel the same sun bleached pathways as loss and tragedy, through the heart and mind of young teenager Nancy, whose loving portrayal of tropical Samoa and its people will stay with you long after you turn the last frangipani scented page.
~ Lene Fogelberg, author of The Wall Street Journal bestselling memoir Beautiful Affliction
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Nan Sanders Pokerwinski tells her memories of her year in Samoa fifty-some years ago with a light narrative touch, soft humor, and a poets eye for detail the oceans brackish bouquet. She has a novelists skill for making her characters real and individual. Her memoir is a travelogue not just to Samoa but also into a young girls mind as she toys with the edges of adulthood, with Margaret Mead as her travel guide. Yes, this is young Nancy Sanderslate of Stillwater, Oklahomacoming of age in Samoa.
~ John Enright, author of the Detective Apelu Soifua Jungle Beat Mystery series
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A coming-of-age journey that feels both exotic and deeply relatable MANGO RASH is warm, witty, and poignant, rendered with lyrical language and keen insight.
~ Jenny Feldon, author of Karma Gone Bad: How I Learned to Love Mangos, Bollywood and Water Buffalo
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Neither miles, nor years, can erode the lasting sights, textures, and life lessons of the South Pacific, in Nan Sanders Pokerwinskis keenly aware teenage voice. Amidst the coconut milk, aitu spirits, and green mangoes, she learns The Samoan way, the spirit of pitching in, the island notion that obligation to others is not a burden at all but rather a mark of respect and devotion. There is poetry here, and insight, and postcard perfect beaches if you dare to find them. Even on the brightest day, sunlight barely penetrated the canopy. And even in the darkest moments, Nans fresh outlook penetrates the dense jungle of new experiences, toward the light of real, if hard won, wisdom.
~ Mardi Jo Link, author of Bootstrapper and TheDrummond Girls
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In Mango Rash, an Oklahoma teenager arrives in an unfamiliar and often contradictory paradise, sixties Samoa, and faces a year of experiences that range from the typical questions of how to make friends (and find boyfriends!) to the life-changing challenges of catastrophic weather, drownings, and unexpected illness. Sanders Pokerwinski writes authentically of these tests, of her growing love for the country and its people, and of her rising consciousness of racism, bigotry, and cultural difference. This memoir explores a rare time in a rare country, a rare time in a young life, and in the light of Samoas timeless sun, an even rarer discovery: lifes transience, even in so beautiful a place as paradise.
~ Anne-Marie Oomen, author of three memoirs, including Love, Sex and 4-H (Next Generation Indie Award for Memoir); editor ELEMENTAL: A Collection of Michigan Nonfiction (Michigan Notable Book 2019)
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Mango Rash
A Behler Publications Book
Copyright (c) 2020 by Nan Sanders Pokerwinski
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Brown, Rev. George (1914) Proverbs, Phrases, and Similes of the Samoans. Report of the Fourteenth Meeting of the Australasian Association for the Advancement of Science., edited by T. S. Hall. Sydney, Australia.
Schultz, E. (1950) Proverbial Expressions of the Samoans. Translated into English by Brother Herman. The Journal of the Polynesian Society, Volume 59 (2): 112-134. Auckland, New Zealand.
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Table of Contents
To Neva and Harold,
who dreamed
and dared
and encouraged me to do the same
Authors Note
As I was writing the story that would become this book, I kept asking myself, Is this my story to tell? Im not Samoan. I lived in American Samoa for less than a year. What right do I have to identify myself with that place and its culture?
The answer came down to this: Something about that place, that culture, and the experiences I had during those eleven months of my adolescence affected me so deeply that decades later, the memories are still steeped in emotion. Those memories, and the story of how they came to matter so much, are indeed mine to share.
Memories, of course, are notoriously shadowy, slippery things, and writing about events that happened more than fifty years ago is tricky. When possible, I have sought to corroborate my memories with letters, diary entries, photographs, personal communications, historical information, and other resources. It was reassuring that, while these sources filled in some blanks, they did not contradict my recollections.