Rotolo - A freewheelin time: a memoir of greenwich village in the sixties

1 GERDES FOLK CITY

N.E. CORNER OF W.4TH & MERCER

2 GASLIGHT

118 MACDOUGAL BETWEEN W.3RD & BLEECKER, EAST SIDE OF STREET

3 KETTLE OF FISH

118 MACDOUGAL BETWEEN W.3RD & BLEECKER, EAST SIDE OF STREET

4 THE BITTER END

BLEECKER, BETWEEN LAGUARDIA & THOMPSON, NORTH SIDE OF STREET

5 WHITE HORSE

567 HUDSON AT 11TH STREET

6 LIMELIGHT

SEVENTH AVENUE SOUTH, BETWEEN BARROW & BLEECKER, EAST SIDE OF STREET

7 RIVIERA

SHERIDAN SQUARE, SEVENTH AVENUE SOUTH, AT W.4TH, N.W. CORNER

8 THE BAGEL

W.4TH, WEST OF SIXTH AVENUE, SOUTH SIDE OF STREET

9 THEATRE de Lys

121 CHRISTOPHER AT BEDFORD

10 SHERIDAN SQUARE PLAYHOUSE

SEVENTH AVENUE SOUTH BETWEEN GROVE & BARROW, EAST SIDE OF STREET

a 185 EAST 3RD STREET

BAILEYS APARTMENT, BETWEEN AVENUES A & B

b 190 WAVERLY PLACE

VAN RONKS APARTMENT, BETWEEN W.10TH & CHARLES

c WAVERLY PLACE APARTMENT

BETWEEN MACDOUGAL & SIXTH AVENUE

d 129 PERRY STREET

BETWEEN GREENWICH & WASHINGTON

e ONE SHERIDAN SQUARE

AT APEX OF BARROW, W.4TH, & WASHINGTON PLACE

f 161 WEST 4TH STREET

BETWEEN CORNELIA & JONES

g 106 AVENUE B

CORNER OF 7TH STREET ON AVENUE B

h 309 EAST HOUSTON

BETWEEN CLINTON AND ATTORNEY, SOUTH SIDE OF STREET

i 344 WEST 12TH STREET

BETWEEN GREENWICH & WASHINGTON

j 196 WEST 10TH STREET

BETWEEN W.4TH & BLEECKER

BACKSTORY

I MET BOB DYLAN in 1961 when I was seventeen years old and he was twenty. This book is a memoir of my life as it intertwined with his during the formative years of the 1960s.

Ive always had trouble talking or reminiscing about the 1960s because of my place close to Dylan, the mover and shaper of the culture of that era. The kind of adulation and scrutiny he received made that conversation awkward for me. He became an elephant in the room of my life. I am private by nature, and my instinct was to protect my privacy, and consequently his.

I was writing a bit before we metpoems, little stories, observationsand I kept at it while I was with him. The writings served the same purpose as the sketchbooks I keptexcept that these were verbal drawings:

Memory

It isnt you baby, its me and my ghost and your holy ghost.

There is a saying about ones past catching up with them

mine not only did that, it overran the present.

So tomorrow when the future takes hold

Ill be sitting in the background with the Surrealists.

Though I no longer remember what triggered those thoughts, recorded in January 1963, reading them in the present gives me an eerie feeling of prescience. In so many ways my past with Bob Dylan has always been a presence, a parallel life alongside my own, no matter where I am, who Im with, or what I am doing.

D ylans public, his fans and followers, create him in their own image. They expect him to be who they interpret him to be. The very mention of his name invokes his myth and unleashes an insurmountable amount of minutiae about the meaning of every word he ever uttered, wrote, or sang.

As Bob Dylans fame grew so far out of bounds, I felt I had secrets to keep. Though I kept my silence, I didnt relish being the custodian of such things. Time passes and the weight of secrets dissipates. Articles are written and biographies are churned out that trigger memories only because they are often far from the reality I knew. They tend to be lackluster yet fascinating in their fantasy. I acknowledge that memory is a fickle beast. Fragments of stories stride in and out; some leave traces, while others do not.

Secrets remain. Their traces go deep, and with all due respect I keep them with my own. The only claim I make for writing a memoir of that time is that it may not be factual, but it is true.

In these times, seeing Bob Dylans life and work and the people he was close to documented or fictionalized on film, on display in museum exhibits and other commemorations in all categories, only intensifies the feeling I have of possessing a parallel life. It is an odd sensation to see myself on the screen, under glass, and written about in books, forever enshrined and entombed alongside the Legend of Dylan.

When I look at the pictures and hear the songs I also see and hear the story behind them. A still photograph morphs into a home movie and a scrawl on a page evokes a scene in a room or on a street. I hear a laugh coming from somewhere off to the side

I t has taken me many years to allow my parallel lives to converge. But there will always be a space between the image and the reality because ghosts live there and they cannot be contained under glass. Over time I have learned to be more at ease with the holy fascination people have with Bob Dylan. A song, a poem, a book, a film, an exhibit are simply representations of a period, a place, a person. And because memory is the joker in the deck I try not to take the representations of the past too seriously. Life goes on for those who live it in the present. Nostalgia, cheap or otherwise, is always costly.

I see history as a reliquarya container where relics are kept and displayed for contemplation. So much has been written about the sixties that the more distant those years become, the more mythic the tales and the time seem to be. Facts and statistics are pliable. Truth and accuracy are truly Rashomon-like. Each story is true from the tellers perspective; the weight shifts. My decision to add my relics was not an easy one. Hindsight meddles with memory, after all, so the best I can do in writing about those long-ago years is to try to make them recognizable.

The stories I tell are about my place within that time and about the early years that made me who I was when I migrated from Queens, New York, to Greenwich Village. The backstory has to be considered: where my family came from, who they were, and all the other bits and pieces that make a person whole. I reminisce to the best of my ability.

S ince I was born in one of the boroughs of New York City, the concept of coming to the city to find (or lose) oneself doesnt apply. But it was to Greenwich Village that people like me wentpeople who knew in their souls that they didnt belong where they came from. I was drawn to the Village with its history of bohemiawhere the writers I was reading and the artists I was looking at had lived or passed through. Their spirits led the way, showed me the road, and named the place. I got on the subway.