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For Dad, Anna, and all the brothers and sisters
whove had enough of the Man
Ive had one motto Ive always lived by: Dignity. Always dignity.
Gene Kelly, Singing in the Rain
What else is there to do but laugh an jokehow else can you bear up under the unbearable?
Jim Thompson, Pop. 1280
THIS MACHINE GENTLY SCOLDS FASCISTS
Contents
Introduction
I ve wasted far too much time fantasizing about my funeral. It would begin with the Magnetic Fields The Charm of the Highway Strip and Quasimotos The Unseen both being played in their entirety, followed by screenings of Pee-wees Big Adventure, Rushmore, Jules et Jim, and Grey Gardens. An appropriately solemn, grief-stricken Sir Too $hort would stop by to perform Gettin It backed by a full gospel choir, the ceremony concluding with a dramatic reading of Jim Thompsons Pop. 1280, with the ghost of Warren Oates in the lead role. Hey, its my fantasy. Fuck verisimilitude. All in all, this wildly excessive tribute to me, me, me would take up the better part of two days. Not even deaths sweet release can keep me from being self-indulgent and wasting everyones time.
Itd be a veritable deathapalooza, a far-out posthumous happening that would sum up my dark life through the entertainment I loved. But this book is not about my funeral. Its about my life and the way music, books, films, television, and, to a much lesser extent, haikus, bumper stickers, and Love Is comic strips shaped and molded me, along with countless other members of my generation, a lost tribe of latchkey kids raised on hip-hop and Quentin Tarantino, a demographic for whom pop culture references constitute an invaluable common cultural currency. Its a fun book about how popular culture helped me survive my lifelong battle with depression, that treacherous foe Winston Churchill referred to as the Black Dog and that I, for reasons I no longer remember, call Vice Admiral Phinneas Cummerbund.
As a child and teenager, pop culture was a life-affirming form of escape. As an adult, pop culture is my life. I live, think, eat, sleep, and dream pop culture. For I have the worlds single greatest job. For over a decade Ive had the honor of serving as the head writer for The Onion A.V. Club. As a film critic/hip-hop writer it has been my distinct pleasure to interview Sir Mix-A-Lot and Bernardo Bertolucci, RZA and Anna Karina. Actually Im not as much of a professional anomaly as you might imagine: New Yorker film critic David Denby was briefly a member of the Wu-Tang Clan under the name Syanide Assassin, and Gene Shalit famously had Thug Life tatted on his stomach in the aftermath of 2Pacs death.
My career has taken me to some curious places. I once accidentally asked Angelina Jolie if she wanted to live inside of a chimpanzee. Seth Green once bounded into a room and, without saying a word, sat in my lap. Topher Grace vomited profusely mere inches away from me after I retrieved his lucky hat. Ive asked Steve Albini to share the secrets of his boudoir for an elaborate one-off parody of mens magazines called The A.V. Club for Men. Focus group respondents for my poorly rated, mildly disreputable basic-cable movie-review panel show ( Movie Club with John Ridley ) speculated that all the male critics on the show were gay and that the show as a whole was too gay.
The Big Rewind tells my shaky life story through the sturdy prism of popular culture. Each of this memoirs twenty-two chapters begins with a book, song, album, film, or television show that helped define the corresponding period of my development or provided a framework for me to better understand myself and the world around me.
Its my heartwarming tale of triumph over adversity in book form. Incidentally, Ive not only trademarked the phrase heartwarming tale of triumph over adversity Ive also trademarked the concept of triumphing over adversity in a heartwarming fashion. So if any of you youngsters are even thinking about overcoming formidable obstacles, youd better think twice unless you want to pay me big-ass royalties.
In a blatant wash of generational pandering, every sentence in this book contains a Mr. Show and a Simpsons reference. That might seem unpossible, but I think this shameless gimmick will embiggen the books commercial and literary value in a most cromulent fashion. And oh, the profanity! Every curse word and profane phrase known to man, from Cunt-fucking Christ on a Crucicracker to Thassa lotta salami, Mr. McGillicuddy! resides within the following tome. If youve ever screamed it in a moment of rage, possibly after whacking your thumb with a hammer, youll find it in these pages.
The Big Rewind also provides an unprecedented look into the glamorous life of a film critic, a giddy existence that revolves around living in ones own filth and dressing like a hobo. Hey, if its good enough for Boxcar Pete and Sam the Tramp, then its good enough for me.
This is a darkly comic book about the intersection of my life and the dizzying, maddening, wonderful world of entertainment. But its also about a motherless childs search for family, a quest that took me from a mental hospital to a foster family whose patience and generosity knew only strict and unyielding boundaries, to a group home for emotionally disturbed adolescents, to the scuzziest, most drugged-out co-op in Madison, to The Onion and a deranged pirate ship of a television show that began as the answer to my childhood fantasies but ended a comic nightmare, and finally to popular culture, where I found my lasting family in the art and junk that has sustained me through the years.
Like an ideal family, our personal pantheon will never let us down. Ella Fitzgeralds version of Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered will never abandon you. Belle and Sebastians If Youre Feeling Sinister will never run off with your best friend. John Kennedy Tooles A Confederacy of Dunces will never tell you that it finds the prospect of having sex with you less appealing than watching back-to-back reruns of The Golden Girls.
My unwitting collaborators in the strange journey were about to embark on together include an Orthodox Jewish reggae superstar, a New Wave gay cowboy, the worlds most famous reclusive author, a suicidally depressed rapper, Preston Sturges, F. Scott Fitzgerald, a cinematic visionary who traded the false god of cinema for the even falserer god of Marxism, impoverished relatives of Jackie Onassis, the black community, and best of all, real, live sideshow freaks! Yes, real, live sideshow freaks!
In the following pages I hope to attain a Cronenbergian state of spiritual and physical communion with the pop culture that means the most to me. I will explain the meaning, value, context, and significance of my personal pantheon and in return my personal pantheon will hopefully help explain me.
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