Sue Townsend - The Woman who Went to Bed for a Year

2012

After theyd gone Eva slid the bolt across the door and disconnected the telephone. She liked having the house to herself. She went from room to room tidying, straightening and collecting the cups and plates that her husband and children had left on various surfaces. Somebody had left a soup spoon on the arm of her special chair the one she had upholstered at night school. She immediately went to the kitchen and examined the contents of her Kleeneze cleaning products box.

What would remove a Heinz tomato soup stain from embroidered silk damask?

As she searched, she remonstrated with herself. Its your own fault. You should have kept the chair in your bedroom. It was pure vanity on your part to have it on display in the sitting room. You wanted visitors to notice the chair and to tell you how beautiful it was, so that you could tell them that it had taken two years to complete the embroidery, and that you had been inspired by Claude Monets Water-Lily Pond and Weeping Willow.

The trees alone had taken a year.

There was a small pool of tomato soup on the kitchen floor that she hadnt noticed until she stepped in it and left orange footprints. The little non-stick saucepan containing half a can of tomato soup was still simmering on the hob. Too lazy to take a pan off the stove, she thought. Then she remembered that the twins were Leeds Universitys problem now.

She caught her reflection in the smoky glass of the wall-mounted oven. She looked away quickly. If she had taken a while to look she would have seen a woman of fifty with a lovely, fine-boned face, pale inquisitive eyes and a Clara Bow mouth that always looked as though she were about to speak. Nobody not even Brian, her husband had seen her without lipstick. Eva thought that red lips complemented the black clothes she habitually wore. Sometimes she allowed herself a little grey.

Once, Brian had come home from work to find Eva in the garden, in her black wellingtons, having just pulled up a bunch of turnips. Hed said to her, For Christs sake, Eva! You look like post-war Poland.

Her face was currently fashionable. Vintage according to the girl on the Chanel counter where she bought her lipstick (always remembering to throw the receipt away her husband would not understand the outrageous expense).

She picked up the saucepan, walked from the kitchen into the sitting room and threw the soup all over her precious chair. She then went upstairs, into her bedroom and, without removing her clothes or her shoes, got into bed and stayed there for a year.

She didnt know it would be a year. She climbed into bed thinking she would leave it again after half an hour, but the comfort of the bed was exquisite, the white sheets were fresh and smelled of new snow. She turned on her side towards the open window and watched the sycamore in the garden shed its blazing leaves.

She had always loved September.

She woke when it was getting dark, and she heard her husband shouting outside. Her mobile rang. The display showed that it was her daughter, Brianne. She ignored it. She pulled the duvet over her head and sang the words of Johnny Cashs I Walk The Line.

When she next poked her head out from under the duvet, she heard her next-door neighbour Julies excited voice saying, Its not right, Brian.

They were in the front garden.

Her husband said, I mean, Ive been to Leeds and back, I need a shower.

Of course you do.

Eva thought about this exchange. Why would driving to Leeds and back necessitate having a shower? Was the northern air full of grit? Or had he been sweating on the M1? Cursing the lorries? Screaming at tailgaters? Angrily denouncing whatever the weather was doing?

She switched on the bedside lamp.

This provoked another episode of shouting outside, and demands that she, Stop playing silly buggers and unbolt the door!

She realised that, although she wanted to go downstairs and let him in, she couldnt actually leave the bed. She felt as though she had fallen into a vat of warm quick-setting concrete, and that she was powerless to move. She felt an exquisite languor spread throughout her body, and thought, I would have to be mad to leave this bed.

There was the sound of breaking glass. Soon after, she heard Brian on the stairs.

He shouted her name.

She didnt answer.

He opened the bedroom door. There you are, he said.

Yes, here I am.

Are you ill?

No.

Why are you in bed in your clothes and shoes? What are you playing at?

I dont know

Its empty-nest syndrome. I heard it on Womans Hour. When she didnt speak, he said, Well, are you going to get up?

No, Im not.

He asked, What about dinner?

No thanks, Im not hungry.

I meant what about my dinner? Is there anything? She said, I dont know, look in the fridge. He stomped downstairs. She heard his footsteps on the laminate floor hed laid so ineptly the year before. She knew by the squeak of the floorboards that hed gone into the sitting room. Soon he was stomping back up the stairs.

What the bloody hell has happened to your chair? he asked.

Somebody left a soup spoon on the arm.

Theres soup all over the bloody thing.

I know I did it myself.

What threw the soup?

Eva nodded.

Youre having a nervous breakdown, Eva. Im ringing your mum.

No!

He flinched at the ferocity in her voice.

She saw from the stricken look in his eyes that after twenty-five years of marriage his familiar domestic world had come to an end. He went downstairs. She heard him cursing at the disconnected phone then, after a moment, stabbing at the keys. As she picked up the bedroom extension her mother was laboriously giving her phone number down the line, 0116 2 444 333, Mrs Ruby Brown-Bird speaking.

Brian said, Ruby, its Brian. I need you to come over straight away.

No can do, Brian. Im in the middle of having a perm. Whats up?

Its Eva -he lowered his voice -I think she must be ill.

Send for an ambulance then, said Ruby irritably.

Theres nothing wrong with her physically.

Well, thats all right then.

Ill come and pick you up and bring you back so you can see for yourself.

Brian, I cant. Im hosting a perm party and Ive got to have my own personal solution rinsed off in half an hour. If I dont, I shall look like Harpo Marx. Ere, talk to Michelle.

After a few muffled noises a young woman came on the line.

Hello Brian, is it? Im Michelle. Can I talk you through what would happen if Mrs Bird abandoned the perm at this stage? I am insured, but it would be extremely inconvenient for me if I had to appear in court. Im booked up until New Years Eve.

The phone was handed back to Ruby. Brian, are you still there?

Ruby, shes in bed wearing her clothes and shoes.

I did warn you, Brian. We were in the church porch about to go in, and I turned round and said to you, Our Evas a dark horse. She doesnt say much, and youll never know what shes thinking There was a long pause, then Ruby said, Phone your own mam.

The phone was disconnected.

Eva was astounded that her mother had made a last-minute attempt to sabotage her wedding. She picked up her handbag from the side of the bed and rooted through the contents, looking for something to eat. She always kept food in her bag. It was a habit from when the twins were young and hungry, and would open their mouths like the beaks of fledgling birds. Eva found a squashed packet of crisps, a flattened Bounty bar and half a packet of Polos.