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Alison Moore - The Lighthouse

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Shortlisted for the Man Booker Prize 2012 Shortlisted for New Writer of the Year in the 2012 Specsavers National Book Awards On the outer deck of a North Sea ferry stands Futh, a middle-aged and newly separated man, on his way to Germany for a restorative walking holiday. After an inexplicably hostile encounter with a hotel landlord, Futh sets out along the Rhine. As he contemplates an earlier trip to Germany and the things he has done in his life, he does not foresee the potentially devastating consequences of things not done. The Lighthouse, Alison Moores first novel, tells the tense, gripping story of a man trying to find himself, but becoming lost.

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Alison Moore

The Lighthouse

she became a tall lighthouse sending out kindly beams which some took for welcome instead of warnings against the rocks

MURIEL SPARK, The Curtain Blown by the Breeze

CHAPTER ONE. Violets

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Futh stands on the ferry deck, holding on to the cold railings with his soft hands. The wind pummels his body through his new anorak, deranges his thinning hair and brings tears to his eyes. It is summer and he was not expecting this. He has not been on a ferry since he was twelve, when he went abroad for the first time with his father. It was summer then too and the weather was just as rough so perhaps this should not be taking him by surprise.

His father took him to the ferrys cinema. Futh does not remember what they saw. When they sat down, the lights were still up and there was no one else in there. He remembers having a bucket of warm popcorn on his lap. His father, smelling of the lager he had drunk beforehand at the bar, turned to Futh to say, Your mother sold popcorn.

She had been gone for almost a year by then, by the time Futh and his father took this holiday together. Mostly, she was not mentioned, and Futh longed for his father or anybody to say, Your mother so that his heart would lift. But then, when she was spoken about, she would invariably be spoiled in some way and he would wish that nothing had been said after all.

In those days, his father said, the usherettes wore high heels as part of the uniform.

Futh, shifting in his seat and burying his hand in his popcorn, hoped that the film or at least the trailers, even adverts, would start soon. Some people came in and sat down nearby, but his father went on just the same.

I was there on a date. The girl I was with didnt want anything but I did. I went down the aisle to the front where your mother stood with her tray all lit up by the bulb inside. She sold me a bag of popcorn and agreed to meet me the following night.

The lights went down and Futh, tensed in the dark auditorium, hoped that that would be it, that the story would end there.

His father leaned closer and lowered his voice. I drove her up to the viewpoint, he said. She had this very pale skin which glowed in the moonlight and I half-expected her to feel cold. She was warm though it was my hands that were chilly.

The screen lit up and Futh tried to focus on that, on the fanfare and the flicker of light on expectant faces, and his father said, She complained about my cold hands but she didnt stop me. She wasnt uptight like some of the girls Id taken up there.

Futh felt the warm pressure of his fathers thigh against his own, felt the tickle of his fathers arm hairs on his own bare forearm, the heat of his fathers beery breath in his ear hole, his fathers hand reaching into his lap, taking popcorn. Finally, his father sat quietly back in his seat to watch the start of the film and after a few minutes Futh could tell by the sound of his breathing that his father had fallen asleep.

When his father woke up halfway through the film, he wanted to know what he had missed, but Futh, whose mind had been wandering, could not really tell him.

Ferries make Futh feel a bit sick. He becomes nauseous just thinking about walking through the bars and restaurants with their clashing textiles, sitting down at a dishcloth-damp table, the smell of other peoples warm food lingering beneath the tang of cleaning fluids, his stomach roiling. He prefers to be outside in the fresh air.

It is nippy though. He does not have enough layers on. He has not put a jumper in the overnight bag which is stowed between his feet. He has not packed a jumper at all. Waves smack the hull of the boat, splashes and salt smell flying up. He can feel the rumble of the engine, the vibrations underfoot. He looks up at the night sky, up towards the waxing moon, inhaling deeply through his nose as if he can catch its scent in the wind, as if he can feel its pull.

Now the ramp is being raised like a drawbridge. He is reminded of the closing leaves of a Venus flytrap, but this is slower and noisier.

The mooring ropes are dropped into the water and Futh, like a disconcerted train passenger unable to tell whether it is his or a neighbouring train which is pulling out of the station, sees the untethered land drawing away from him. The engine chugs and the water churns white between the dock and the outward bound ferry.

There is someone else up on the outer deck, on the far side of a life ring, a man wearing a raincoat and a hat. As Futh glances at him, the mans hat blows off and lands in the sea, in their wake. The man turns and, noticing Futh, laughs and shouts something across the deck, against the wind. His words are lost but Futh gives an affable laugh in response. The man moves along the railings, holding on as if he might blow away as well. Arriving at Fuths side, the man says, Even so, I prefer to be outside.

Yes, says Futh, catching the smell of the mans supper coming from his mouth, me too.

I get a little says the man, pressing the palm of his hand soothingly against his large stomach.

Yes, says Futh, me too.

Im worse on aeroplanes.

Futh and his companion stand and watch Harwich receding, the black sea rising and falling in the moonlight.

Are you on holiday? asks the man.

Yes, says Futh, Im going walking in Germany.

When Futh tells the man that he will be walking at least fifteen miles a day for a week, doing almost a hundred miles in total, the man says, You must be very fit.

I should be, says Futh, by the end of the week. I dont walk much these days.

The man reaches into the inside pocket of his coat, takes out a programme and hands it to Futh. Im on my way to a conference, he says, in Utrecht.

Futh glances at the programme before passing it back carefully in the bluster saying, I dont really believe in that sort of thing.

No, says the man, putting it away again, well, Im undecided. He pauses before adding, Im also visiting my mother who lives in Utrecht. Im dropping in on her first. I dont get over very often. Shell have been cooking all week, just for the two of us. You know how mothers are.

Futh, watching the sea fill the growing gap between them and England, says, Yes, of course.

Youre just going for a week? says the man.

Yes, says Futh. I go home on the Saturday.

Same here, says the man. Ill have had enough by then, enough of her fussing around me and feeding me. I put on a couple of kilos every time Im there.

Futh puts his hand in his coat pocket, wrapping his fingers around his keycard. I think Im going to go to my room now, he says.

Well, says the man, pulling back his coat cuff to check the time, its almost midnight. Futh admires the mans smart watch and the man says, It was a gift from my mother. Ive told her she spends too much money on me.

Futh looks at his own watch, a cheap one, a knock-off, which appears to be fast. He winds it back to just before midnight, back to the previous day. He says goodnight and turns away.

He is halfway across the deck when there is a tannoy announcement, a warning of winds of force six or seven, a caution not to risk going outside. He climbs down the steps, holding on to the handrail, and steadies himself against the walls until he reaches the door, which looks like an airlock. He goes through it into the lounge.

The floor is gently heaving. He feels it tilting and dropping away beneath him. He walks unsteadily across the room towards the stairs and goes down, looking for his level, following the signs pointing him down the corridors to his cabin.

He lets himself in with his keycard and closes the door behind him, putting his overnight bag down on a seat just inside. He takes off his coat and hangs it on a hook on the back of the door just above the fire action notice. It is a small cabin with not much more than the seat and a desk, a cupboard, bunk beds on the far side, and a shower room. There is no window, no porthole. He looks inside the cupboard, half-expecting a trouser press or a little fridge or a safe, finding empty hangers. He does not need a trouser press but he would quite like a drink, a continental beer. He opens the door to the shower room and finds a plastic-wrapped cup by the sink. He fills the cup from the tap and takes his drink over to the bunk beds. Switching on the wall-mounted bedside lamp and turning off the overhead light, he sits down on the bottom bunk to take off his shoes.

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