About the Author
Graeme Cowan lived through a five-year episode of depression that his psychiatrist described as the worst he had ever treated. This fueled his desire to prevent others from going through the same thing. Through this horrific experience, and his own extensive research, he has guided, taught, and inspired countless people through his books, keynote presentations, and media appearances.
Foreword writer Glenn Close is an Emmy, Golden Globe, and Tony Award-winning actress who made her feature film debut in The World According to Garp. Her performance earned Close her first Academy Award nomination. She was subsequently Oscar-nominated for her performances in The Big Chill, The Natural, Fatal Attraction, Dangerous Liaisons, and most recently, Albert Nobbs, which she also cowrote and produced. Among her television credits is the highly-acclaimed TV legal drama, Damages, for which she has won two Emmy Awards and a Golden Globe as Best Actress.
In 2009, Close participated in the launch of Bring Change 2 Mind, a non-profit organization working to end the stigma, misunderstanding, and discrimination surrounding mental illness. The idea for this movement evolved out of her first-hand observation of battles with mental illness within her family. Her sister, Jessie, lives with bipolar disorder and Jessies son, Calen, is living with schizoaffective disorder.
Afterword writer Allen Doederlein is president of the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance (DBSA), the nations largest consumer-led mental health organization focusing on mood disorders, and a proud member of the advocacy committee of the International Society of Bipolar Disorders.
Depression is deeply personal and intense in a way that others may find difficult to comprehend. Thats why individual stories are crucial if we are to educate and combat public stigma. Back from the Brink does just that.
Geoffrey Gallop, DPhil, professor and director of the graduate school of Government at the University of Sydney and former Premier of Western Australia
Depression and bipolar disorder are serious illnesses, but they can be safely and effectively treated. The incredible personal stories in Cowans book show that people suffering from these illnesses are not alone, and that recovery is possible. The practical advice contained in this book will provide a path to recovery, as well as hope that a fulfilling life is within everyones reach.
C. Edward Coffey, MD, vice president of Henry Ford Health System; CEO of Behavioral Health Services; and Kathleen and Earl Ward Chair of Psychiatry, Henry Ford Hospital
Back from the Brink is an extraordinary collection of interviews with famous and not-so-famous individuals who have lived through the experience of depression and bipolar disorder. It provides invaluable insights and practical advice. It also sends the message, You are not alone, to anyone struggling with mental illness, and reminds families and friends how much a difference their support can make in the journey toward recovery.
Michael J. Fitzpatrick, MSW, executive director at NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness)
Too many books about depression and bipolar disorder share only one persons thoughts and journey in dealing with one of these disorders. But in Back from the Brink, Graeme Cowan provides insightful and heartfelt interviews with eight others whove made the journey and come out the better for it. Cowans engaging interview style and thoughtful questions make it easy to take away inspiration and hope from the book. Friends, family, and anyone whos grappled with depression or bipolar disorder will appreciate the worth of Cowans valuable contribution.
John M. Grohol, PsyD, founder of psychcentral.com, the leading online mental health network, and coauthor of Self-Help That Works
Powerful personal testimonies from those of us who have experienced mental health problems can inspire as well as shift public perceptions. As we know from anti-stigma work at Time to Change, personal disclosure can dissolve stereotypes and support recovery. This amazing book really puts people in the driving seat of their own recovery and is helpful, hopeful, and empowering.
Sue Baker, director of Time to Change
Publishers Note
This publication is designed to provide accurate and authoritative information in regard to the subject matter covered. It is sold with the understanding that the publisher is not engaged in rendering psychological, financial, legal, or other professional services. If expert assistance or counseling is needed, the services of a competent professional should be sought.
Distributed in Canada by Raincoast Books
Copyright 2013 by Graeme Cowan
New Harbinger Publications, Inc.
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Cover design by Amy Shoup
Text design by Michele Waters-Kermes
Acquired by Melissa Kirk
Edited by Jasmine Star
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Cowan, Grame.
Back from the brink : true stories and practical help for overcoming depression and bipolar disorder / Grame Cowan ; foreword by Glenn Close ; afterword by Allen Doederlein. pages cm
Includes bibliographical references.
ISBN 978-1-60882-856-2 (pbk. : alk. paper) -- ISBN 978-1-60882-857-9 (pdf e-book) -- ISBN 978-1-60882-858-6 (epub) 1. Celebrities--Mental health--Interviews. 2. Depression, Mental--Treatment. 3. Manic-depressive illness--Treatment. I. Title.
RC451.4.C44C695 2014
616.85'27--dc23
2013041597
My Suicide NoteJuly 24, 2004
I understand the despair of depression. I also now know it can be a gift. This is a book of hope.
Kind regards,
Graeme
Foreword
When I stroll along the sidewalks and through the parks and public places of any city or town where people live their lives, I cant help but think that at least one in four of us, at any given moment, are touched in some way by mental illness. When I go across the street in New Yorks West Village to buy a carton of milk, I notice the people with whom Im standing in line to pay and wonder if they, like me, come from a family touched by mental illness, or if they themselves are living with a mental illness. Of course we all have our public faces, the faces we choose or are forced by circumstance to show to the world. For those living with mental illness, that public face can be a vital means of survival, because to reveal what they are struggling with would open them up to the fear and shame of stigma and discrimination and make their struggle worse than it already is.
Everyone has a story. For those of us whose stories have to do with mental illness, being able to talk freely about our challenges and triumphs is the first step toward healing and being able to lead open, productive, and fulfilling lives. All of us need love and connection, and all of us need work that gives us a positive feeling of self-worth. The challenge of our times is to embrace and include those one-in-fours who, because of self-stigma or stigma imposed from the outside, have been unable to seek treatment and recover. In our stories lies our salvation. Finding the courage to tell our stories will save lives.