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The Library of Congress has catalogued the Riverhead hardcover edition as follows:
Williamson, Marianne, date.
Everyday grace: having hope, finding forgiveness, and making miracles /
Marianne Williamson.
p. cm.
ISBN: 978-1-1012-1563-0
1. Course in miracles. 2. Spiritual life. I. Title.
BP605.C68W55 2002 2002031757
299'.93dc21
Acknowledgments
As I wrote this book, I was surrounded by three literary angels: Al Lowman, my literary agent for many years and once again my muse; Andrew Harvey, an extraordinary mystical author I am blessed to call my friend; and Wendy Carlton, the most dedicated editor I have ever known. All of them taught me not only how to make this a better book but, even more important, the true meaning of the word support. If this book deserves any credit at all, then the credit belongs to them.
To Susan Petersen Kennedy, Riverheads publisher, my thanks for both the inspiration and stalwart faith in my ability to deliver.
To Andrea Cagan, Alyse Martinelli, B.G. Dilworth, Charlette Manning, Matthew Albracht, Linda Puryear, Kathy Tomassi, Pam Rice, Suzannah Galland, and Christen Brown, with gratitude for help and encouragement.
To the many people who have supported my work at Renaissance Unity and throughout the world. I am surrounded in my dreams by your smiles and handshakes.
And to Emma, Mommys darling. There really are no words.
A human being is a part of the whole called the universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion ofconsciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in all its beauty. Nobody is able to achieve this completely, but the striving for such achievement is in itself part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security.
ALBERT EINSTEIN
Everyday Grace
Introduction: Reclaiming Our Magic
M y father used to speak of the Byzantine Rule, which is that nothing is as it appears to be. I have always had a sense that something is missing in this worldthat at the very least there is something very important were not discussing.
I believe that that hunger for a lost dimension of experience is a natural yearning in all of us, and it doesnt go away just because we ignore it. It is evidenced among other places in the millions of children and adults who obsessively read the Harry Potter books. It is said that fiction is where someone gets to tell the truth. We are a bunch of silly Muggles, and we really do miss out on the magic of existence. Theres a collective knowing that a dimension of reality exists beyond the material plane, and that sense of knowing is causing a mystical resurgence on the planet today. Its not just children who are looking for a missing piece. It is a very mature outlook to question the nature of our reality.
We are like birds who have forgotten we have wings, kings and queens who have forgotten our royal heritage. We feel enslaved by conditions that should have no power to bind us, and powerless before forces over which we have been given dominion. No wonder our children are drawn to reading about a world in which people live a more magical existence than the one we offer them here.
I have watched my daughter bury herself, like so many other children, heart and soul in the Harry Potter books. I remember that when I was her age I had a similar fascination with books like A Wrinkle in Time, Half Magic, and the Narnia series by C. S. Lewis. In a particularly passionate moment, my daughter once told me that the only time she was really happy was when she was reading Harry Potter. And, sadly, I understood what she meant. It was the only place she felt she could stay in touch with all the magic.
When I am honest with myself, I know that I cry deep inside, just as my daughter does, when I cannot find the magic. Emma has asked me several times, Mommy, are the Harry Potter books true? Are there really magical places like that? And I answer her as honestly as I can, which is to say that I answer yes. But she is never satisfied when I talk about different realms of consciousness, when I tell her that the magic in Harry Potter is a magic that lives in all of us. She wants a simpler magic, which I understand. And I assume that one day shell find her own path to the magic that lives and breathes inside her. No one can take the journey for anyone elseeven parents for our childrenas much as we might like to. But if and when my daughter makes her own mystical journey, she will learn that magic indeed is here in this world right now. It is literally all around us. Each of us has a mark on our forehead, just like Harry Potter, that speaks to the fact that all of us come from a very magical source.
Harry Potter is one boy in a long line of mythical heroes who have reminded the human race that we are so much more than we think we are, so much more powerful than we seem to know. Jesus said that we would someday do even greater works than He; should we not take Him at His word? And should not someday be today? Its time for us to start working miracles, if indeed we have the capacity within us to do so.
This book is for those who seek to work miracles. The search for the Holy Grail of miraculous powerhumanitys instinctive understanding that we are meant to soar above the limitations of our physical worldhas been going on for ages. Yet now the search has become a popular yearning not just among monks or adventurers in far-off places, but among many of us living very practical lives. We wish to cultivate the sacred in the midst of the great and small difficulties of our daily existence. We want spiritual principles to be more than beautiful abstractions; we want them to actually transform our lives.
Heaven and earth shall be as one, according to the Bible, meaning that one day we will live on the earth but think only the thoughts of heaven. The intersection between our material and spiritual existence is the mystical power represented visually in both the Christian Cross and the Jewish Star of David. It is the point where the axis of God meets the axis of humanity. The modern mystic is someone seeking to embody that point in his or her own experience.
In the words of author Manly P. Hall, mysticism is not a religion, but a conviction of the heart. I realize now that the journey, which started in my childhoodbeginning with books about magic, then moving on to philosophy classes, astrology, tarot, the I Ching, and ultimately more classical theological studies and A Course in Miracles (a self-study psychological training based on universal spiritual themes)has been a fairly common version of my generations spiritual journey. I was once someoneand in the 1960s and 1970s, there were many of uswho had moons and stars on the walls of every place I lived and encrusted in the jewelry of every outfit I wore. And we neednt discuss the Maxfield Parrish prints: the color, the light, the hint of another reality