Numerology
for
Healing
Your Personal Numbers
as the Key to a
Healthier Life
MICHAEL BRILL
Destiny Books
Rochester, Vermont
Acknowledgments
GOD, I thank you for your assistance, support, and guidance.
Id like to thank my mom and dad, Toby, and Curtis for their assistance from the other side.
Thanks to all of my spiritual trainers for helping me to develop the courage to do what I love, not to be loved or to maintain control.
Special thanks to Aleya, Anne, Corinne, Deborah, Devra, Elaine, Joy, Patricia, and Sandy for their friendship, their counsel, and their presence in my life.
There is one more person I would like to thank: my editor at Destiny Books, Jamaica Burns. Jamaica, thank you for your insightful editing; youre the best!
Introduction
Numbers are my passion. Since 1985, I have been developing and practicing a system that melds the sciences of numerology and quantum physics with the concepts of gematria and reincarnation. This systemCosmic Numerologyis the study of patterns associated with the numbers and letters that make up our potential realities. It can reveal what you have chosen to experience in this lifeyour challenges, including physical and emotional problems, and their soulutions (soul-chosen solutions)and help you clarify your purpose.
Generally, most people will agree that illness, disease, and physical injury can be caused by stressrushing around, doing too much, doing too little, genes, exhaustion, impulsiveness, or just bad luck. My belief is that most of our health issues are the result of behavior patterns associated with anxiety and stress, generated by unresolved issues of abandonment and fears of being alone. This anxiety is universal and begins with the illusion of being separated from the energy of the cosmic Source and, then, being physically separated from the mother source when the umbilical cord is severed at birth. These core abandonment issues cause us to behave in such a way that we will garner love, recognition, appreciation, and gratitude for what we do and who we are. Or they can lead us to try to control and micromanage every aspect of our lives so that nothing goes wrong and we dont get blamed or humiliated. Both behavior patterns are physically, emotionally, and mentally exhaustingand are the catalysts for our illnesses, diseases, and physical injuries.
Numbers and letters represent the codes of creation, which are generated by cosmic choice. Cosmic Numerology allows us to understand, measure, and interpret combinations of energies as they interact with our realities. It allows us to see the patterns of creation as well as the patterns of our lives. The numeric patterns described in this book correspond to patterns of behavior that are the catalysts for specific illnesses and diseases. The behavior patterns are generated at the soul level prior to incarnating and are influenced and directed by particles and waves of positive and negative energy generated by intention. It is my belief that a soul consciously selects the letters of its name and the numbers for its birthday, along with a specific birth or adoptive family to initiate its life movie. Specific challenges and soulutions are also chosen. The soul comes in, knowing what is ahead and that it has enough grace to successfully accomplish what it came to do in this lifetime.
It is my hope that you will enjoy this book and learn how and why you have created the specific challenges and joys in your life. Specifically, this book will help you better understand how and why your behavior patterns helped manifest your health challenges. I also hope to provide you with some soulutions and answers that will assist you on your healing journey.
We will begin by exploring some of the theories behind Cosmic Numerologythe relationship between numbers and the divine energy of creation, reincarnation, and basic human behavior patternsbefore moving on to the specifics of how the system works. In I detail the numeric qualities of more than two hundred physical and mental conditions and associated symptoms. This section will allow you to explore the direct relationships between your personal numbersspecifically numeric challengesand the illnesses you have contracted, or created. By revealing your positive and negative tendencies and characteristics, you can learn how to use them to achieve a healthier life. We will conclude with a final look at the choices that lead to illness and those that bring healing.
As you become more familiar with the numbers, it will become increasingly automatic not only to convert letters into their numeric equivalents but also to know the specific qualities associated with each number. The conversion chart for identifying the numeric equivalents of letters appears on page 16 and in miniature at the top of each page. A summary of the positive and negative interpretations of each number appears beginning on page 18. You may find it helpful to flag this page for easy reference as you discover and interpret your numbers.
Approach this book as you would a bountiful meal, to be eaten in small portions and digested slowly. Dessert is revelation and insight. May I show you to your table?
The Theories Behind Cosmic Numerology
As mentioned in the introduction, Cosmic Numerology melds the classical system of numerology; quantum physics, in which absolutes and cause and effect are replaced with potentials and probabilities; the ancient kabbalistic art of gematria, which interprets the energies of letters by converting them to numbers; and the concepts of reincarnation. All of these theories go into analyzing the interrelationships of the energies and events that affect our daily lives and the behavior patterns that are the catalysts for illness.
REINCARNATION AND GOD ENERGY
The concepts of reincarnation are at the core of Cosmic Numerology. Reincarnation revolves around the idea that we consciously choose what we want to experience in each life. Experiences that are not completed within a lifetime will be completed in future lifetimes. Reincarnation is similar to waking up on your birthday and being given a ticket to an amusement park by your parents. You go to the park and, as you enter, you are wowed by all the choices. You spend the whole day at the park riding as many rides as you can. Some you avoid because they are too scary; others you ignore because they are too babyish (been there, done that). Some you are not permitted to ride because you dont yet meet the requirements, such as height and age limits, or you need to be accompanied by an adult. At the end of the day you are exhausted from all of the activity. You go home and, just before drifting off to sleep, ask your parents if you can go back tomorrow. They say yes. You drift off to sleep, dreaming of what you intend to do tomorrow.
Each of us is a compilation of GOD energies, which are responsible for all creation. GOD stands for Gathering of Deities. Other terms used to describe this energy are Spirit, Source, Cosmos, All That Is, Oneness, Creator, and God. Whatever we call it, this core energy needs to be stepped down to be utilized. We can use a lightning bolt as an analogy. In its pure state, the electricity locked within the lightning can kill us. However, when we harness this power through transformers that can lower its charge, it becomes usable. It can heat our homes, run our factories, cook our food, and light our cities. The same must be done with the GOD energy. In its pure state, it has no form, no intention, no direction: just potential.
The numbers 19 represent these deities/energies/base frequencies of creation. Everything in creation can be reduced to a number between 1 and 9. This is how I see the GOD energy transformed. All energy can be seen as frequency waves, composed of combinations of subfrequencies, generated by the blending of the numbers 19. There is a transition phase in which these combinations of particles and waves meld to form the energy of creation. This creative energy is the one we are more conscious ofwhat we may think of as the Big Bang or God. From there, another transition phase leads to the beginning of physicality and development of ego.
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