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Joy Osbornes book is more than a window on the role of a prison chaplain. It is an intimate account of standing alongside people in the extremes of life. Grief, death, bereavement, frustrations, sadness, and even joy are all present within this reflection on what is an all-consuming ministry. It is filled with story, a testimony to an often unseen service. Few will have had the privilege and the burden of the work that Joy has undertaken, but all who have will recognise the pressures associated with keeping people secure and those sacramental moments when a new awakening occurs in the lives of the perplexed. And for those who have never visited a prison I would commend it as a significant contribution to understanding a much overlooked part of our world today. It is inspiring.
Foreword
I have known Joy for many years and have been privileged to have had a small part in her ministry journey. This has included being a part of the selection process for ministry candidates in her denomination, serving for a number of years as her District Superintendent and as a fellow Pastor and colleague, but most of all, as just another servant of Christ and His Kingdom, fulfilling His call to service.
It was a special delight to participate in her Induction Service at Lincoln Prison in July 2002 and, some 16 months later, visit the prison and spend time with Joy. She showed me around various departments and I observed her interaction with prisoners and staff, just over a year after the prison riot of 2002.
Before this, my knowledge and experience of prison life was limited to visiting inmates at HM Prison Wakefield on a few occasions and HM Prison Manchester (or Strangeways, as those of us brought up in the locality always called it).
Though visiting as an ordained minister, my wife and I joined the long queue of visitors outside Strangeways on a cold and damp Manchester morning. Families flowed through the gate for security check before being ushered into a large visiting room where there was little privacy and heavy surveillance. This was before the infamous riots at the prison. The chaplain, Noel Proctor, proved helpful to us in future visits. We learned how essential it is to remember to pray, especially for the guys we visited during the evening hours of lockdown, when they were confined to the loneliness and isolation of their cell.
During my years of missionary service, I took services in Bissau Prison, Mt Hagen, Papua New Guinea, and later participated in services in Chisinau Prison, Moldova. After speaking with inmates in Chisinau who were about to be released, I left the clothes I took with me (a months worth), for they had so little to face freedom with. It was there I learned that not every story has a positive outcome. One of the released prisoners who attended the services which my Moldovan friends conducted so faithfully went on to murder a woman who had given him a great deal of support and assistance.
My experience was that of the outside observer, catching brief and incomplete snapshots of prison life and ministry. My time spent with Joy and several conversations with her over the years gave me more of a window to flesh out these images. Reading her book, written in such straightforward, unembroidered language, gives a more complete picture of life for inmates, officers and the day-to-day work of prison chaplains.
The book is interesting, revealing and very moving. I recommend it to all those who desire to understand prison life and ministry better but also to those who, to this point, have never considered the needs and opportunities that are part of the life of significantly large numbers of our population, to have any relevance for them.
Joy is an unassuming Christian who allowed Christ to open doors to ministry and so was led into ministries she never could have imagined. She learned to trust Christ in supporting her through some of the most difficult years of HM Lincoln Prisons recent history. This book reminds us powerfully that ministry is all about people.
The beautiful Biblical word redemption reminds us all that in Christ there is provision for our own emancipation and deliverance from everything that imprisons or enslaves us. Joys book is also a powerful reminder that Gods call to the ministry of reconciliation often comes to those who seem to bein the eyes of many and indeed of themselves totally unsuited and unprepared for such a calling (1 Corinthians 1:26-31). Read this with an open mind and heart to hear what God might be saying to you.
Reverend Clive Burrows M.A. PGCE
Retired Pastor, Missionary, Theological Lecturer, Cross
Cultural Missions Specialist and District Superintendent,
Church of the Nazarene.
Chapter One
The Beginnings
It was never my intention to stun someone into silence but this was usually the response when asked the question, What is your job? To most people, the work of a prison chaplain is unknown, something to which they cannot relate to. Why should they? Fortunately for a large part of the population, they have never entered the world of the unknown. Life behind bars! However, as they start to consider that they are looking at and speaking to someone who has knowledge of life on the inside; the conversation goes along an interesting path.
To give an honest and accurate answer to the question, How did I become involved in prison ministry? I must go back many years to when I first became a Christian. Having being brought up as a child in the Christian faith, it was easy to consider that I already was a Christian! It wasnt until a series of life events led me to attend an evangelistic crusade in my hometown that I was faced with the question, Do you know Jesus Christ personally as Lord and Saviour? The preacher giving out this appeal spoke with such conviction that I felt I ought to give the question some serious thought. The invitation to publicly respond, move out my seat and go to front of the hall took faithan enormous amount of faith but I was convinced that God was speaking directly to me. It was a decision that I have never regretted. Of course, life has not always been a bed of roses, but this was the start a new life, a journey into the future with a new family called church, with Jesus at the centre.