FOREWORD
At every mealtime,the master Chin-niu
would personallytake the rice bowl and do
a dance before thedoor of the dining room.
Laughing loudly,he would announce,
"Littlebodhisattvas, come and
eatyour rice!"
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Zen Master Chin-niu was aDharma heir of the great Ma-tsu. For over twenty years he would always offerthe main meal of the day, rice, to his monks. He would strike the mok-tak andhit the drum and laughing cry out, "Bodhisattvas, come eat!" What washis intention?
Rice is the essential food of abodhisattva. We all are bodhisattvas-in-training. We take as our food thealiveness of this moment. When we participate fully in this aliveness, we growin love and understanding. It is our intention to use this energy and insight inorder to be of service in this troubled world.
We call this great intentionour bodhisattva vow. The bodhisattva understands that all aspects of daily lifecan be transformed.
Sources of alienation andanxiety become manifestations of compassion and understanding. This alchemy ismade possible by the willingness to be in the aliveness of THIS moment without separatingin anger, fear or denial. As Soen Nakagawa Roshi said, "As bodhisattvas,we have the marvelous capacity to transform our miserable karma into ourwonderful dharma!"
This book is Zen Master Dae Gak'snourishing bowl of rice. It is the expression of a life of Zen practice,presented as a collection of deeply personal anecdotes and teachings on koancases, precepts, and The Four Great Bodhisattva Vows. These vows are thecentral theme of the book.
Zen Master Dae Gak's intimatedharma contemplations remind us that with a clear mind and open heart we havethe innate capacity to reflect and be what comes before us and act accordinglywith kindness. Zen Master Dae Gak calls this marvelous functioning "sittingupright with poise and grace" in the middle of whatever comes along.
Of course, the poisons ofgreed, anger, and denial rise endlessly in our minds and in the minds of allpeople who have ever lived. Certainly Chin-niu had to deal with them. He alsomade the choice to abandon these three poisons for a life of helping andnourishing others.
Over the years I have beennourished by many dharma friends, including my life-long dharma friendship withZen Master Dae Gak. We met in the seventies at the Providence Zen Center where Iwas a disciple of Zen Master Seung Sahn. Zen Master Dae Gak was a clinicalpsychologist and student of Soen Nakagawa Roshi. Soon he became a disciple ofZen Master Seung Sahn. For over thirty years we have journeyed through thepeaks and valleys of Zen practice, at times astonished at the unimpeded beautyof the view, and at times walking through the valley on a moonless night. Inthe midst of it all there has always been his paradoxical mix of humor,irreverence, and steadfast determination to create and maintain an environmentfor Zen practice.
In that spirit he has become atruly unique lineage holder in this ancient tradition. He is the founder andabbot of the Furnace Mountain Zen Retreat Center in Kentucky. Its 800 acres ofwoodlands is one of the most pristine, beautiful, and cloistered Dharma practicecenters in the United States. This retreat center, his teachings, and his lifeof Zen study and practice are his offering to us all.
A monk asked Ch'ang Ch'ing, "Whenthe man of old [Chin-niu] said, 'Little bodhisattvas, come and eat your rice,'what was his meaning?" Ch'ang Ch'ing said, "That was a joyful kind ofgrace before the meal."
This record of a life of Zen isa heartfelt offeringa steaming bowl of nutritious rice. May it fill your bellyand send you forward into your life, with energy and possibility.
ZEN MASTER BOMUN
Acknowledgments
No book or publication comesabout without a huge amount of support and attention from many people. Thisbook is no exception. The talks that these meditations were edited from weregiven at Furnace Mountain and I am deeply indebted to the presence, listening,and trust I received from the students of Zen who attended them. Every talk isa conjoining of speaker and listener and as such these excerpts are as much acreation of the listener as they are a production of the speaker. I want tothank all those who have supported and shaped my life's journey and thus made thisbook possible:
To Robert MacLachlan, Ph.D. whowas my undergraduate advisor I owe any hope that my written articulation can beunderstood and clear. In one's life one can point to just a few teacherswithout whose support, belief, and care one would never have matured and becomethe person he is today. Bob has been a singular force in my life such that hissupport continues in my heart even today nearly 50 years later.
My teacher Zen Master SeungSahn has taught me to "Only Go Straight," and over the years hasbelieved in me many times more than I believed in myself.
Zen Master Bomun has been myfriend for over thirty years. I am deeply grateful for his support,encouragement, and Dharma inspiration.
Clay Morton has been integralin so many aspects of this book as well as the development and sustenance ofFurnace Mountain. To him I lower my head in a deep bow of gratitude.
Mara Genthner, GretchenGenthner, Maggie Genthner, and Sam Genthner have all believed in the Dharma andloved me unconditionally. Our life together has been a treasure beyond description.
I also want to thank all thosewho helped edit these chapters:
Erica Kosen McLuckie and PhilSoenwol Smith have both been wonderful friends, who in many ways haveencouraged the publication of this book. Elizabeth Bourne has been particularlycommitted, responsive, and helpful in the compiling, editing, and shaping ofthis book and I am deeply in her debt for her encouragement and suggestions.Jigetsu and Mary Kamien devotedly and tirelessly typed the manuscripts from theoriginal talks. Cara Geary has been generous in so many ways that without herthis book could not have come into being. Karen Bowmer has been my student, myfriend, and a loving support. For this I am deeply grateful. And to my editorsJonathan Greene, Dobree Adams, and Jonathan Prasse, whose talents fall where mygreatest weaknesses lie. I am forever in their debt.