Marcus George Halley - Proclaim!: Sharing Words, Living Examples, Changing Lives

PROCLAIM!

SHARING WORDS, LIVING EXAMPLES, CHANGING LIVES

Marcus George Halley

Copyright 2020 by Marcus George Halley

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Unless otherwise noted, the Scripture quotations are from New Revised Standard Version Bible, copyright 1989 National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America. Used by permission. All rights reserved worldwide.

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ISBN-13: 978-1-64065-242-2 (paperback)
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I GREW UP IN CHURCH .

My fondest childhood memories are associated with church if for no other reason than that church occupied such a prominent place in my life that most of my childhood memories, good or bad, bear some association. Not only were Sundays strictly for church (and I mean all daytwo services in the morning with Sunday school in between, followed by lunch at church, and often some other service at a neighboring congregation in the evening), but church also seeped into the other days as well. Wednesdays were for Bible study, Saturdays were for intercessory prayer and probably choir rehearsal. By the time I reached young adulthood, I was thoroughly churched but spiritually starving.

Some of my worst childhood memories are also connected to church. In many ways, it feels like I crawled into my adulthood, desperately seeking the spiritual nourishment that I had been denied as I came into the awareness of my sexuality. For reasons that continue to elude me, there are those who think God so fragile or grace so miniscule and scarce that it is their job to hoard it and protect it rather than lavish it upon all they meet. I knew I wasnt welcomed in the church of my childhood, but even though I left, the rhythm of Sunday-keeping was so strong, so naturally engrained in the rhythm of my life that I kept going to church. For years I visited church after church, never really finding a place to land for long.

All of that began to change the moment I walked into an Episcopal church in Charlotte, North Carolina. For this Southern-raised National Baptist, the words of the liturgy were expansive and pointed to a whole new world, one where mere mortals dared to approach the mystery of God holding confidence and humility, where the full witness of Holy Scripture was heard, where we embraced a connection to an ancient church that was charging headlong into the uncertain future, where simple creatures of bread and wine were deemed worthy enough to bear the actual presence of an infinite God. That first experience at the Eucharist broke my world open in ways I am still working through.

As I sit down to write this book, I am a decade into my journey with God through the Episcopal Church. Ive worshiped with and served the church in the South, Midwest, and Northeast. Ive raised my hands in a charismatic atmosphere, genuflected during a service of Eucharistic Adoration, sung Taize hymns around a campfire, and everything in between the matrix of wonder, love, and praise. After years of ministry and worship in the Episcopal Church, ministry that involves teaching and preaching, creating and presiding over communal worship, writing and thinking deeply about the intersection of evangelism and mission, I have come to see that what initially drew me to the worship of the Episcopal Church was something more than expansive words and beautiful ritual. What I hungered for then, and hunger for now, is an engagement with the Risen Christ that is more than an isolated moment of personal piety. I yearn for an experience of Christ that has the capacity to change me and to change the world. I want an encounter with Christ that actively participates in the continued work of Christ in the worldreconciliation, peacemaking, justice, and mercyas we await the fullness of Gods reign on earth. True, authentic Christian worship is more than a refuge from the woes of the world. It is an active engagement in the new-making of the world. It is an episode of the crashing-in of Gods reign of love, a community called together by Gods grace despite the tilt toward estrangement and division that plagues our broader world. It is a moment where the Church can name and claim that the Christ that has come to us, and who promises to come to us again, continues to come to us in Word and sacrament.

As a practitioner of liturgy, I have also seen that we cannot take certain assumptions for granted anymore. In a culture that transmits less and less memory of Christian practice from one generation to another, and with that practice coming under understandable scrutiny for the ways in which it has either ignored (or in some cases perpetuated) oppression and injustice, we must reclaim the importance of public liturgy as our collective worship of God that participates in the mission of God by inviting us to share in dynamic love that exists within God. For too many, the liturgy has become a hermetically sealed moment of personal piety, a one-hour experience on Sunday morning that has little to nothing to do with living into the kind of movement Jesus started. It has become too small to have anything of value to proclaim to a world in desperate need of Gods saving presence.

In my view, the work that Episcopal Church has engaged under the leadership of the presiding bishop, the Most Rev. Michael Curry, has been to reclaim the value of proclamation. Our challenge in this moment seems to be responding to an initiation to go deeper in every waydeeper in discipleship, deeper in love, deeper in relationship with others. Tools like The Way of Love offer individuals and faith communities the tools necessary to plumb the depths of our baptismal vocation to follow Christ by inviting us to live a life that is shaped by practices such as turning toward Christ, learning about the life and way of Jesus, engaging in public worship and private prayer, and other practices. Presiding Bishop Curry has said that these practices can train up the spirit to follow in the way of Jesus and to look something like Jesus (Way of Love Video, Youtube). This invitation to Christian discipleship invites us to do more than simply show up on Sundays and give money. This is an invitation to believe that if this Jesus stuff matters at all, we have to get serious about practicing it. If we desire a fuller experience of the reign of God, we must enact it in our lives: we have to go across boundaries to build relationships with people who experience life differently than we do; we must seek to be a blessing to all those with whom we come into contact; and (lest we forget) we must take rest as a spiritual practice seriously.

Proclaim! is about taking this work seriously. Specifically, this is a book that holds the belief that our liturgyour collective and public worship of God that participates in the mission of God by inviting us to share in dynamic love that exists within Godis intended to so thoroughly saturate us in Gods grace that we radiate grace and love in the world. Public worship is itself an engagement with Gods mission and propels us into the world empowered by the Holy Spirit to continue our engagement with Gods mission. The coming together of the community of the faithful around Word and sacrament sits at the inflection point between being gathered and being sent. Something happens when we come close to God. Like Moses, like Mary Magdalene, like Paul, coming close to God has consequences and the invitation we are offered in public worship is to not leave the same way we came. Being gathered and being sent are two sides of the same coin of Gods mission of reconciliation.