Maria Snyder - Spy Glass

For Bob Mecoy, agent extraordinaire.

Without your encouragement and frequent feedback on this one, it never would have been finished.

CROUCHING IN THE DARKNESS OF THE CLOSET, I stilled as footsteps approached. My instincts screamed to run. I stared at the thin ribbon of light under the door, shadows of shoes paused. I silently urged them to walk away. All I wanted was one day of peace. One day. The knob turned. No luck. With a whoosh of fresh air, my hiding spot was exposed.

For sands sake, Opal, what are you doing in there? my mother asked.

I suppressed a sigh. The truthhiding from herwouldnt help. Looking for my boots?

Her scowl deepened as she pushed back a lock of graying hair. Theyre on your feet.

I straightened. Ohyeswell.

Come. There are a thousand things we need to do, and youre wasting time. She shooed me through my room and downstairs to the kitchen. Sit and read me the guest list while I cook lunch.

My gaze swept the long wooden table filled with paper, swatches of fabric, lace, sequins, sewing patterns and half-completed decorationsenough clutter to force us to eat in our formal dining room. I cursed my sister Mara under my breath. Before returning to work at the Magicians Keeps glass shop, Mara had asked our mother to plan her and Leifs wedding, trusting her with everything. Smart girl. She remained a safe five-day journey away from Mothers all-consuming new passion.

When I failed to sit at the table, she stabbed a spoon at the chair. Guest list, Opal.

Youve been over it a hundred times.

I want to be certain

You havent missed anyone. Its perfect. Stop worrying.

She dried her hands on her apron. The stained white fabric covered her chest and long skirt. Do you have something better to do? Did I interrupt your moping time?

Im not moping. My voice whined. Not a good sign.

Resting, recuperating, moping, its all the same. She hauled a kettle filled with water over to the glowing coals in the hearth.

No it isnt. A lot has happened

She pished at me. My own mother!

Stop wallowing in the past. Whats done is done. Focus on the future. We only have one hundred and fifty-three days until the wedding! Then its only a matter of time for grandchildren and maybe you and Kade?

Yanking the chair out with a loud scrape, I plopped on it. I snatched the list from the pile and read names aloud as my mother continued to bustle about the kitchen. She had mentioned Kade almost every day since Id arrived. Sixty-three days of missing him, dodging her questions and being drafted to help with preparations for an event two and a half seasons away. How could one woman be so irritating? For a second I wished for another family. A sensible one without all thisstuff, like the Bloodrose Clan, living in austere isolation.

Opal, stop making that face.

I glanced over the list, but her back was to me. Long strands of hair had sprung from the knot she had tied this morning. She rolled dough with quick efficiency.

How did you know?

Im your mother. I see all. Hear all. Know all.

I laughed. If thats true, then why do you ask me so many questions? Ha. Got her!

Her hands stilled. She turned to me. Because you need to hear the answers.

My fathers arrival saved me from a retort I didnt have. He filled the room with his large frame. Even though most of his short hair had turned gray, he still looked young. My brother, Ahir, bounded in behind him. A mirror image of our father except Ahirs thick black hair brushed his shoulders.

Hey, mop top, I said to Ahir.

Whats up, peanut? He smirked.

I used to tower over him, but now he was six inches taller than my own five-foot-seven-inch height.

Before I could throw another insult at him, he handed me an aqua-green glass vase. New recipe. Look at the clarity. Sharp.

I examined the glass in the sunlight. The cold crystal felt dead in my hands. No throb of potential. No song vibrated in my chest. Nothing. My glass magic was gone. Although painfully aware of my loss, a small part of me hoped to feel a spark every time I touched glassonly to be disappointed each time.

Working with this melt is pure joy, Ahir said. Lets go over to the factory, Ill gather a slug for you to try.

I gave him a tight smile, letting him know I saw through his blatant attempt to interest me in creating with glass again. But no magic equaled no passion. Before Yelena had uncovered my abilities, I hadnt known about the magic. It had been masked by my desire to create. Now, the inert lump in my hand was just another reminder of my useless existence.

I think Ill go for a ride instead. Returning the vase to Ahir, I left the kitchen. My mothers protests about missing lunch followed me to the shed.

My family owned an eight-kiln glass factory, not horses. However, when I decided to stay for a while, my father cleaned out the shed, converting it into a temporary stable for Quartz. The small enclosure had room to hang my tack and saddle, and to give Quartz shelter from bad weather. Being a Sandseed horse, she preferred to graze in the Avibian Plains bordering our land.

No one would dare bother a Sandseed horse in the plains. I scanned the tall grasses. They swayed with the wind. The reds, yellows and oranges of the cooling season had faded into the gray and brown dullness of the cold season. I shivered, thinking of the miserable weather yet to come. Believe it or not, I had been anticipating this time of year. The fierce storms on the coast had abated. Kade planned to spend a few weeks with me, until the Commander of Ixia had invited him to demonstrate his Stormdancing powers, taming the killer blizzards blowing from the Northern Ice Sheet.

Kade had invited me along, except I hated the cold and would rather not be anywhere near the ice sheet. Plus what would I do there? I would have no job other than keeping Kades bed warm. Well That wouldnt be a chore at all. I smiled, but sobered. Despite my mothers intentions, my one reason for being home wasnt to help with Mara and Leifs wedding. I needed to make a decision.

Unease twisted. My bad decisions outweighed my good ones by two to one. I had a thirty-three percent chance of getting it right. Dismissing those useless thoughts, I stepped into the plains to search for Quartz.

After I traveled a hundred feet, magic pressed on my skin as if I pushed against a giant sponge. I waited for the pressure to dissipate as the protection determined I wasnt a threat. It was usually suicidal to walk into the plains without permission from the Sandseed Clan. Their defensive magic would confuse me, sending me into a panic, convinced I was lost. This time, my new immunity blocked the Sandseeds magic. I could sense it, but it registered my presence as a magical void. Nice perks, yet

Without my glass magic, I felt as if a chunk of my soul had been sliced off. I had no regrets over my actions, sacrificing my powers had been the right choice. So if I wasnt moping, then why the ache? Why did I feel trapped in the shadow world?

All maudlin thoughts vanished when Quartz trotted into view. Considered a painted mare, her coat was a patchwork of white and auburn colors. The darker color covered her face, except for a white star between her soft brown eyes. Forgoing a saddle and bridle, I hopped onto her back and left my worries and Mothers wedding plans far behind.

Sitting in the living area later that evening, I addressed envelopes. My mother had appealed to my ego by complimenting my handwriting and had bribed my stomach by baking my favorite pieblack raspberry.