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This is for those of you who have made mistakes, and who are brave enough to correct them, and wise enough to learn from them.

Kristin and I would like to thank our St. Martins family. We so appreciate that our team loves the House of Night world as much as we do! A special THANK-YOU to our hard-working production staff for meeting those tight deadlines! You guys are awesomesauce!

Once again wed like to voice our appreciation for our Tulsa community. Your support and enthusiasm for the House of Night humbles and moves us. We are proud to call Tulsa home.

Thank you, CZ. You know why. XXXOOO

As always, we thank our friend and agent, Meredith Bernstein, without whom the House of Night would not exist. We heart you!

Lenobia

Lenobias sleep was so restless that the familiar dream took on a sense of reality that overstepped the ethereal realm of subconscious outlets and fantasies and became, from the beginning, all too heartbreakingly real.

It began with a memory. Decades, and then centuries fell away leaving Lenobia young and nave again, and in the cargo hold of the ship that had carried her from France to Americafrom one world to another. It was during that journey that Lenobia had met Martin, the man who should have been her Mate for his entire life. Instead he had died too young and had taken her love to the grave with him.

In her dream Lenobia could feel the gentle roll of the ship and smell the scent of horse and hay, sea and fishand Martin. Always Martin. He was standing before her, gazing down at her through eyes that were olive and amber and worried. She had just told him she loved him.

It is impossible. The dream memory replayed in her mind as Martin reached out, took her hand, and lifted it gently. He raised his own arm until the two were side by side. You see the difference, you?

The dreaming Lenobia made a small, wordless exclamation of pain. The sound of his voice! That distinct Creole accentdeep, sensual, unique. It was the bittersweet sound of his voice and its beautiful accent that had kept Lenobia away from New Orleans for more than two hundred years.

No, the young Lenobia had answered his question as she gazed down at their armsone brown, one whitewhere they pressed together. All I see is you.

Still deeply asleep, Lenobia, Horse Mistress of the Tulsa House of Night, moved restlessly, as if her body was attempting to force her mind to awaken. But this night her mind did not obey. This night dreams and what might have been ruled.

The sequence of memories shifted and changed to another scene, still in the cargo hold of the same ship, still with Martin, but days later. He was handing her a long string of leather tied to a small pouch dyed a deep sapphire blue. Martin put it around her neck saying, This gris-gris protect you, cherie.

In the space of a heartbeat the memory wavered and time fast-forwarded a century. An older, wiser, more cynical Lenobia was cradling the crumbling leather pouch in her hands as it split and spilled it contentsthirteen things, just as Martin had told herbut most of them had become unrecognizable during the century shed worn the charm. Lenobia remembered a faint scent of juniper, the smooth feel of the clay pebble before it turned to dust, and the tiny doves feather that had crumbled between her fingers. But most of all Lenobia remembered the fleeting rush of joy shed felt when, in the midst of the disintegrating remnants of Martins love and protection, shed discovered something that time hadnt been able to ravage. It had been a ringa heart-shaped emerald, surrounded by tiny diamonds, set in gold.

Your mothers heartyour heartmy heart, Lenobia had whispered as shed slipped it over the knuckle of her ring finger. I still miss you, Martin. Ive never forgotten. I vowed it.

And then the dream memories rewound again, taking Lenobia back to Martin, only this time they werent at sea finding one another in the cargo hold and falling in love. This memory was dark and terrible. Even dreaming, Lenobia knew the place and the date: New Orleans, March 21, 1788, not long after sunset.

The stables had exploded in fire and Martin had saved her, carrying her from the flames.

Oh, no! Martin! No! Lenobia had screamed at him then, now she whimpered, struggling to awaken before she had to relive the horrible end of the memory.

She didnt wake. Instead she heard her only love repeat the words that had broken her heart two hundred years before, feeling it again as if the wound were raw and fresh.

Too late, cherie. This world too late for us. I see you again, though. My love for you don end here. My love for you, it never end find you again, cherie. That I vow.

As Martin captured the evil human who had tried to enslave her, and then walked back into the flaming stables with him, saving Lenobias life, the Horse Mistress was finally able to wake herself with a wrenching sob. She sat up in bed, and with a trembling hand brushed her sweat-soaked hair from her face.

Lenobias first waking thought was for her mare. Through the psychic connection they shared, she could feel that Mujaji was agitated, almost panicked. Shhh, my beauty. Go back to sleep. I am well. Lenobia spoke aloud, sending soothing feelings to the black mare with whom she had a special bond. Feeling guilty for upsetting Mujaji, she bowed her head and cradled her hand, twisting the emerald ring around and around her finger.

Stop being so foolish, Lenobia told herself firmly. It was just a dream. I am safe. I am not back there. What happened then cannot hurt me more than it already has, Lenobia lied to herself. I can be hurt again. If Martin has come backreally come backmy heart can be hurt again. Another sob tried to escape from Lenobia, but she pressed her lips together and forced her emotions under control.

He might not be Martin, she told herself firmly, logically. Travis Foster, the new human hired by Neferet to assist her in the stables, was simply a handsome distractionhim and his big, beautiful Percheron mare. Which is probably exactly what Neferet intended when she hired him, Lenobia muttered. To distract me. And his Percheron is just an odd coincidence. Lenobia closed her eyes and blocked the memories that lifted from her past, and then repeated aloud, Travis might not be Martin reincarnated. I know my reaction to him is unusually strong, but it has been a long time since I have taken a lover. You have never taken a human loveryou vowed not to, her conscience reminded her. So its simply past time I took a vampyre lover, even if briefly. And that type of distraction will be good for me. Lenobia tried to busy her imagination with considering and then rejecting a list of handsome Son of Erebus Warriors, her minds eye not seeing their strong, muscular bodies, but instead envisioning whisky brown eyes tinged with familiar olive green and a ready smile

No! She would not think of it. She would not think of him.

But what if Travis could really hold Martins soul? Lenobias errant mind whispered enticingly. He gave his word he would find me again. Perhaps he has. And then what? Lenobia stood and began to pace restlessly. I know all too well the fragility of humans. They are too easily killed, and today the world is even more dangerous than it was in 1788. My love ended in heartbreak and flame once. Once was too much. Lenobia stopped and put her face in her hands as her heart knew the truth, and pumped it through her body and soul, becoming reality. I am a coward. If Travis is not Martin I do not want to open myself to himto take a chance on loving another human. And if he is Martin returned to me, I cannot bear the inevitable, that I will lose him again.