Elizabeth Miles - Eternity

Crow could feel the vision coming as he pulled out of Ems driveway. Maybe, if he drove fast enough, he could get home before it hit. He was getting used to the seeping sensation in his brain, the tingling, then the sharp, pricking pain as strange images took over. The visions had only been getting worse, more painful. Now he felt like his head was trapped in a vise. The road swam and blurred.

He wasnt going to make it.

He pulled over about a mile from Ems house. It was a moonless night, and the woods loomed like black walls outside the windows. Tightening his hands around the pickups steering wheel, Crow breathed deeply. Pain exploded in his head. Starbursts. Colors.

It was coming. Soon, soon . . .

Drea was dead. He still couldnt believe it. Shed died in a fire Crow had somehow known was going to happen. Just like hed known that something bad was going to happen to school pariah Sasha Bowlder . . . and that something even worse was bubbling beneath the surface here in Ascension.

Em was in troublehed told her as much, just a few minutes ago, in her bedroom. Crow tried to push aside the memory of how shell-shocked Em had looked, how pale and thin, and how badly hed wanted to reach out and hold her. Instead, hed repeated what Drea had told him: Youre becoming one of them.

Em had to know. Drea had been trying to save Emily Winters from turning into a Fury. Instead, she had burned to death in the Ascension High School gym.

The smell of ash seemed to be following him everywhere. Crow felt constricted, constrained suddenly, his lungs tighthe needed to be outside. He swung open the drivers-side door, its rusty whine echoing through the forest.

Gravel crunched below his boots as he stepped onto the road, and his headache redoubled, sending him stumbling backward until his hands were braced against the bed of the pickup. He closed his eyes and leaned back, succumbing to the dizziness.

Mirrors. There are mirrors in front of him, behind him, all around him. But its not his own reflection he sees. Its Em. Beautiful, clear-eyed Em swirls in the glass. She is dancing with herself, but not herself. Another girlshe has lithe limbs, brown-black hair, eyelashes like tiny feathers. But shes not Em. They are almost identical, but something is off.

Crow felt his knees contract, then turn to liquid and give way. He was on all fours, panting for breath as small, sharp pebbles dug into his palms. Smoke. He smelled smoke. He was choking on it.

The glass shatters with one high-pitched scream. Smoke is everywhere, choking him. Emerging from the shards are three blackbirds, their wings flapping noiselessly as they disappear into the night.

Crow gasped, the vision leaving him in a final flood of heat. As he stood shakily, brushing the gravel off his hands, one crystal thought emerged from the smoke and chaos in his head: I must protect her.

It happened so quickly. The socket sent out a small shower of sparks. JD jerked his hand away but not fast enough; pain surged in his fingers, and he could feel heat-induced goose bumps ripple down his arm. Damn it. He blew on his fingers, shaking them in front of his chest. Thats gonna leave a mark.

JD stared down into the space between the hood and the headlight, noting the way hed have to twist his hand in order to place the new bulb exactly rightwithout burning off his fingerprints, ideally. These lights were delicate; you didnt want to handle them too much before they went into their sockets, otherwise theyd flame out in a matter of days. It was hard for him to be careful latelyhe felt like he would squeeze and crack anything he touched.

This morning was especially bad. Hed been leaning over the old Mustang for an hour, fiddling under the hood with this knob and that piece of wire . . . but in reality hed just been enjoying the metallic silence. His arms were bare against the damp spring morning and his jeans were covered in black smears of oil and dirt. Hed have to go inside and change soon; he knew that. You couldnt show up to a funeral covered in grease. But he was putting it off as long as he could.

JD? JD, honey, dont you think its time to come in? His mothers voicegentle, tentativefloated out to the driveway. He looked down and realized that hed had a death-grip on the screwdriver for who knows how long. He threw it forcefully into the metal toolbox, where it landed with a clang. As he flexed and unflexed his hand, he headed toward the house. Apparently he couldnt put it off any longer.

For the first time maybe ever, JD regretted his clothes: too many colors, too many patterns. Not one nice button-down, not one tie that didnt feature sunglasses or turtles or something funny. Did he really own nothing he could wear to Drea Feiffers memorial service?

Hed have to swipe something from his dads closet. His dad was a lot bigger, and JD would look like a kid playing dress-up, but he already felt like he was playing dress-uptrying on someone elses life, maybe. At least sometimes he wished he was. At any second he expected he might wake up and find that the past week, since Spring Fling and the fire that had consumed Ascension High Schools gym and Dreas death, had just been some awful hallucination.

One week. One week of floating, bad dreams, and sickening guilt. A week since hed rescued Em from the smoke and flamesand in doing so, left Drea behind. A shudder of guilt ran along his spine. He flung open his dads closet door and tried to focus on the silk ties, all variations of blacks, blues, browns, and grays.

School was closed for two days after the accident; even when it reopened, Em did not return. Shes going to take the week and see how she feels, JD heard Ems mom, Susan Winters, say to his parents one night. Theories ran rampant at school: Ems lungs were permanently scarred due to smoke inhalation. She was horribly burned in the fire, doomed to be disfigured forever. The doctors had cut off all of Ems long, beautiful dark hair in order to address the blisters on her scalp and neck.

JD knew none of that was true. Ems trauma was mentalshed been struck by the deaths, in quick succession, of Sasha Bowlder and Chase Singer late last year. And now . . . Drea and Em had only recently become close, but JD sensed that both girls had bonded quicklythat Drea had become really important to Em. Which, frankly, surprised JD. Just this past Christmas, Em was still cracking jokes about Dreas uniform when they went to the movies.

But something had obviously changed in Em since then. Something had changed in Ascension.

He hadnt spoken with Em in a week. Hed seen her only once, just out of his periphery: the wisp of a figure flitting past the window in her room, which directly faced his. Shed looked like a ghost; he might not have even noticed if it wasnt for her long brown hair. But he knew hed probably see her at the church today, honoring their friend Drea: Drea of the half-shaved head and black nail polish and clove cigarette smell and dripping sarcasm.

His throat tightened up. Jesus. He was going to miss her.

He needed to talk to Em today, and know that she was okay. He couldnt bear to lose her, too.

JD selected a navy-blue tie to go with the gray suit hed unearthed from the back of his dads closet. It was vintagepinstripebut not over the top. Fumbling with the knot as he faced his parents mirror, JD gave himself a once-over. He hardly recognized himself in his fathers clothing. It might have been a stranger in the mirror: hair slicked back, fifties-style glasses, polished black shoes. Like one of those ad guys on