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Katie Williams - Absent

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When seventeen-year-old Paige dies in a freak fall from the roof during Physics class, her spirit is bound to the grounds of her high school. At least she has company: her fellow ghosts Evan and Brooke, who also died there. But when Paige hears the rumor that her death wasnt an accident--that she supposedly jumped on purpose--she cant bear it. Then Paige discovers something amazing. She can possess living people when they think of her, and she can make them do almost anything. Maybe, just maybe, she can get to the most popular girl in school and stop the rumors once and for all.

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ABSENT

BY

KATIE WILLIAMS

FOR ULY

PROLOGUE

WHEN YOU DIE, LUCAS HAYES ONCE TOLD ME, ITS LIKE every wound your body has ever hadevery skinned knee, paper cut, pimpleopens up and says See? I told you so. Lucas had held Brooke Lee as shed jittered and bucked, rolled and foamed, andyeahdied, so I figured he knew what he was talking about.

My best friend, Usha Das, took a different view. Dying isnt pain, she said. Its nothing. Thats scary now, but you wont feel scared when youre nothing. Youll feel nothing when youre nothing.

The biblicals in their cafeteria prayer circle all agreed that dying was being folded in the arms of Our Father, all woolly beard, thick bathrobe, and water vapor. The burners, on the other hand, hated their fathers, who bothered them all the time. Or didnt bother them enough. They sucked on their cigarettes and said that dying was like blowing out smoke. Then theyd watch their smoke rise and twist and disappear over the heads of the shampoo-shiny ponies and gym-wet testos, who didnt need to think about death because they could just smile pretty at the grim reaper and watch him float the other way, couldnt they?

People were talking a lot about death that year, my senior year, because Brooke Lee had died right there in the girls bathroom across from the gym. I didnt pay attention to most of it. My classmates were no more than what Usha and I had named thembiblicals, well-rounders, testos, and the restand they were always babbling on about one thing or another. But after I died, they started talking about my death and then I had no choice but to listen.

1: MARCH GRIEF GROUP MEETING

AT THE MARCH GRIEF GROUP MEETING, MY FORMER CLASSMATES steer their chairs in lazy circles, bumping the armrests against one side of the table, then the other. Posters stare down at them, pouting teen models labeled with pretend afflictions: Anorexia! Gonorrhea! Steroids! Depression! On the table, a row of Kleenex boxes issues its scratchy white blossoms. How many tears would it take to soak this supply? How many nose blows? How many muffled sobs? They should advertise on the side of the box: Good for the average break-up, fourteen sad movies, or the death of a small dog. Not that anyone here is crying over the death of a small dog. Or the death of a teenage girl. Though I suppose the dog has a better chance of earning a few tears.

We dead kids sit on the floor in the corner of the room: one, two, three. On my left, Evan holds his skinny body upright, like its a posture contest. On my right, Brooke slumps so far forward that she manages to display the fraying lace of both bra in the front and underwear in the back. I sit between them, knees pulled to chin, the buckles of my boots clinking around my ankles when I shift, like Marleys chains. The three of us never would have sat together when we were alive.

At least I fold up easily in my soft-skin clothesold jeans and a velvety jacket from one of Ushas vintage scrounges. Shes convinced me to like about used clothes what most people hate: the other bodies that have unstiffened their elbows and knees, stretched out their pockets, salted them with sweat, only to toss the clothes out at the precise moment when they are really ready to be worn. Even the rubber band that holds my hair in a twist at the edge of my vision was scooped off a teachers desk.

Theyll talk about you now, Paige. Youll see, Brooke whispers.

Like I care what they say. And I dont. Care. They had one of these grief group meetings after Brookes death back in September. Now theyve added my death to the agenda. Two birds, one stone. Two dead girls, one conference room. Im only here because Evan kept pestering me to come.

If youre lucky, maybe theyll say you were friendly and free-spirited. Brooke puts sarcastic emphasis on the words the group has just used to describe her.

Those were nice things to say, Evan tells her.

They were nice ways of saying slut, Brooke replies.

Friendly and free-spiritedthose arent words my former classmates will use to describe me. My words probably live in the S section of the alphabet: sarcastic, smart-mouthed, slouchy.

Usha stares at the fake wood of the conference table. Shes wearing her mechanics jumpsuit, the one with the Orville nametag on it. I was the one whod pulled that jumpsuit from the two-dollar bin at the Salvation Army, but I let her have it because shed held it up to herself and twirled. I wasnt the twirling type of girl, but Usha was. Or at least she used to be. Since my death, shes been the tabletop-staring type of girl. I wish I could tell her that Im okay. I wish I could tell her that I miss her.

I catalog the other faces around the table. Next to Usha perches the gaggingly beautiful Kelsey Pope, who tears out a strip of notebook paper and begins to fold it into an origami flower. By the end of the meeting, that flower is going to be tucked behind her petal of an ear; you can bet on it. Im surprised to see Kelsey here because its not like we were friends. Maybe she wants people to think she is deep. Maybe she wrote a poem about it. At the foot of the table, shaggy-haired Wes Nolan fingers something in his pocket, obviously something forbiddena lighter, a little bag of pot, a folding knife. Everyone knows hes only here to get out of class.

All in all, fifteen of my former classmates have gathered for one final chance to memorialize Brooke and me. Fifteen out of the 632 students at Paul Revere High School. What percentage is that? I start to do the math in my head, but stop because I already know the number will be pathetically low.

And then there are the people who didnt bother to come at all.

Lucas Hayes, for example.

Not that I expected him to.

Paige Wheeler. Mrs. Morello, the guidance counselor, stretches my name until its completely out of shape. She wears a blue sweater as if we were little kids for whom red means anger, pink means love, and blue means sadness. Who would like to share a memory about Paige?

Nothing.

Not a word.

Not that I care.

I close my eyes, and the silence becomes a noise rushing under everything, like a TV set to static in the other room. If I listen carefully, I can almost hear another sound, one beneath the silence. My name. Its as if a dozen people are whispering it in a string: Paige, Paige, Paige, Paige.

Right here, I almost say. Im right here.

Mrs. Morello clears her throat, but this prompts no one to speak. Were closing in on a minute now. People always call for a minute of silence, but really a minute is a long time when yourescuffling, whispering, fidgetingalive. And a minute is forever when youre shaking on the bathroom floor or standing on the lip of a roof, the miniature world arranged so carefully below you. You feel like you could live in that minute forever, like it would stretch its bounds for you, its sixty tick-ticks, and hold your entire life.

But a minute always ends.

I didnt know her much.

I look around to see who has finally spoken before realizing that the voice is coming from the end of the table. Wes Nolan.

Everyone glares at Wes like hes just farted or belched or whooped with joy, and I know theyre thinkingbecause Im thinking it, tooWhat are you even doing here, Wes Nolan? Wes leans back in his chair, grinning his cantilevered grin like he enjoys making a target of himself.

But I wish Id known her better, he adds.

I look to Usha, hoping that shell say something about me. Usha knows me better than anyone. Weve been best friends since seventh grade, when the cafeteria tables somehow squared up without us. After a week sitting alone at a table meant for twenty, I noticed this chubby Indian girl brown-bagging it in front of her locker. We werent supposed to have food outside of the cafeteria, but when the hall monitor paused to tell the girl so, she looked at him with such a determined grinthe kind of grin kids pull for the camera, more teeth than smilethat he unpaused without saying a word. Then she swung her grin to me; I might have walked the other way, too, except just then she reached into her sack and came up with an apple slice. Maybe thats the memory Usha will share, how in seventh grade we crunched apple slices, and how every day for five years after that, the two of us ate lunch cross-legged on the floor in front of our lockers.

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