Karina Halle - Love, in English

Thank you for wanting to read Love, in English. I should make note of two things here. One is that this book is a contemporary romance. It is very different from my previous books, so please do not go into it expecting action, suspense or horror because this book does not contain any of that. Love, in English is a character-driven love story about two different people who find solace in each other under unlikely circumstances. It contains some hot-button issues, such as adultery, however I tried to handle it in a respectful and realistic way, so please dont let that deter you from enjoying Vera and Mateos heartbreaking story.

The other note is that the book contains the first chapter of my upcoming dark romantic suspense novel Dirty Angels (featuring Javier Bernal from The Artists Trilogy, though you dont need knowledge of the series to read it) and so the percentage in your e-reader may be off by a percent or two.

Happy reading!

Karina Halle

My name is Vera Miles.

And in the story of my life, I am the villain.

How could I not be?

Wild hair.

Wild heart.

Tattoos and piercings.

I love food too much.

I love sex too much.

And Ive had part in breaking up a marriage.

But Im starting to think that most villains arent evilthey are just misunderstood.

Or victims of that most manipulative force: love.

Love causes war and causes death, breaks souls and breaks lives. It runs people into the ground, makes them behave like moronic, immoral beasts, before it dances off, leaving only destruction in its wakehearts blown wide open for the whole world to see.

Love puts the blame on the poor souls who succumb to it.

Love, that ultimate villainess. She makes examples of us all.

And yet we still come back for more.

We keep playing the role she gives us.

For one more chance to feel alive.

Love has made me a villain. But at least now, I dont have to be misunderstood.

This is my story

A, assim meu amor!

I had no idea what the hell the guy (was it Cristiano? Cristo?) was grunting loudly in my ear but given that my head was inches from smashing into the dorm room wall, I didnt really care. He obviously liked what I was giving him and I couldnt complain.

Smash. He thrust into me just a tad too hard and my head smacked into the greasy stucco.

Okay, I couldnt complain much.

I shifted back a bit, careful not to interrupt his flow all while not losing my balance and toppling over the side of the bunk. It was bad enough that I kept glancing over at the door every five seconds, afraid that the other backpackers would come back at any moment. I was a bit of an exhibitionist but I still didnt want the people I was sharing a room with to see me naked with my ass up in the air and some sexy Portuguese guy doing me doggy-style. Cristo, Cristiano, whatever his name was, was staying in the room next door and wouldnt have to put up with them.

Unfortunately, though he was one sexy beast and wed spent the night flirting with each other over greasy pub food, that didnt translate so well into sexual prowess. His dick was big but he didnt really know what to do with it except try and brain me into the wall, so I finished myself off as he came.

He pulled out and I heard the squishy snap as he unrolled the condom off of him, followed by a smack as he hit me across my ass.

You Canadian girls are good, yes? he said with the smirk that made me get naked in the first place. Well that, and copious amounts of Newcastle Brown Ale.

I rolled over, careful not to send us both to the floor. Well, I said, trying vainly to cover up my breasts and failing, the bunk shuddering beneath us. I cant speak for all of us. But yeah, Im pretty good.

Eh! he said, his smile looking more idiotic. Right? Eh?

I rolled my eyes. Yes. Im pretty goodeh.

I knew you all said that, he said gleefully. I tried to move past him, knowing I couldnt but hoping that hed at least go down the bunk bed ladder, but he just sat there, his rapidly deflating penis in full view. They were certainly right about the Europeans being relaxed about sex and nudity. Its like the mothership had finally called me home.

He nodded at my body. Why so many tattoos? Is that a Canadian thing?

I smiled and looked down at my chest, arms and legs where my ink was display. Its a fun person thing.

I dont have any tattoos.

I can tell. Youre naked.

How many do you have?

Ten, I said off the bat. No, wait. Eleven. I had gotten one from my favorite artist on Main Street right before I left Vancouver for London. I turned over the inside of my right arm, the ink still vibrant. It was yet another constellation, this one of the archer, or the symbol for Sagittarius. Now, I was actually an Aquarius but I loved the stars that made up the bow, the idea of shooting for something. Instead of plain stars like so many of my tats were, I incorporated skulls into them. My arm looked like skeletons flying through space. I was super proud of it.

So many stars, he commented, his eyes lingering all over my body.

I study astronomy.

He turned wide-eyed. Youre joking? You study? In school?

And here we goI couldnt possibly have eleven tattoos, multiple earrings and a nose ring and tongue ring and go to university, earning a science degree. I heard it all the damn time, I just thought Europe was more progressive in that area, too. I guess you could find morons in every country.

Does it surprise you that Im smart? I asked pointedly while I considered pushing him off the bunk.

He nodded. Of course. Usually, uh, girls who arewho I narrowed my eyes as he fumbled to continue, have tattoos and, um, like the sex. Usually they arent so smart.

I breathed in and put on a stiff smile. I can tell that the girls who sleep with you have to be stupid. Im starting to feel a bit stupid myself. Ill blame London, though. I motioned for him to move. Now are you going to get off the bunk bed or do I have to make you?

His eyes grew round yet again. If he thought my tats made me hard-core, I wasnt going to convince him otherwise. He got down off the ladder and quickly slipped on his clothes while I did the awkward climb of shame. I had a healthy body image but getting my curvy ass down a narrow ladder couldnt be a pretty sight.

He headed for the door while I fastened on my bra, then paused and shot me an anxious glance over his shoulder. Did you want to go back out? I think people are still drinking.

I shook my head. No thanks, you go.

He looked relieved. Okay. Well thank you forhave a nice night Vilma.

He shut the door after him and I yelled, Its Vera! after him. I sighed and shrugged. I guess it was only fair. I couldnt remember his name properly either.

I quickly slipped on my matching underwear and stared at the dress that Portuguese boy had taken off me earlier. It was my last night in London and incredibly tempting to head back out to the pubs and have some more fun but thats all Id been doing for the last week. Sure, I took in a lot of the sightsthe natural history museum, the London eye, Tate Modern, Tower of London. I rode the cute cabs and the underground and double decker buses and ate food that ranged from awesome (deep fried Mars bars!) to nasty (dont order fish and chips from a Chinese restaurant).