Helen Garner - The Spare Room

PRAISE FOR HELEN GARNER
AND THE SPARE ROOM

A perfect novel, imbued with all Garners usual clear-eyed grace but with some other magnificent dimension that hides between the lines of her simple conversational voice. How is it that she can enter this heart-breaking territorythe dying friend who comes to stayand make it not only bearable, but glorious, and funny? There is no answer except: Helen Garner is a great writer; The Spare Room is a great book.
PETER CAREY

Swift, beautiful and relentless. ALICE SEBOLD

No one writes these reports from the suburban front-line with quite the passion, the abrupt insights and kitchen table candour of Helen Garner. The Spare Room is a quietly devastating book, written with superbly refined ordinariness, on ageing, womens friendship and how to look death in the eye.
ROBERT DESSAIX

Sensitive, sad, funny and alive. DIANA ATHILL

My favourite discovery of the year, Helen Garner has a voice of great honesty and energy. ANNE ENRIGHT

Honest, unsparing and brave. New York Times

This is Garner at her best. A must read. The hard-won simplicity of the language is brilliant, not a word wastedcompellingly honest and utterly authentic. Once you start reading, you wont be able to put it down. ALEX MILLER

The Spare Room illuminates the big questions of what it means to be human, and makes me glad I am a reader.
Australian Literary Review

Luminous, moving and profound: a novel that seems to transcend fiction. Guardian

A combination of wit and lyricism that is immensely alluringa burningly passionate account of the one experience we all will sharethe journey out of life.
Observer

The subject matter is compelling, and Garners writing so assured and compassionate that any reader will be enthralled and swept alongFew Australian writers would be bold enough to take this on as a subject for a novel, but we know Helen Garner relishes a challenge. Its her triumph to pull it off.
Australian Bookseller & Publisher

A vivid jewel of a bookGarners elegantly furious comedy unfolds at a tremendous pace and demands to be read at a sitting. New Statesman

The Spare Room is a story of tough love and friendship and amazement at the bravado and resourcefulness of human beings in the face of death, written in a prose that has surgical precision. Read this novel. It is truer than non-fiction. Weekend Australian

Garner is a beautiful writer who winkles out difficult emotions from difficult hiding places.
Sunday Telegraph

The reader will be wrenched by The Spare Room , and enlarged by it, and feel deeply privileged to be at this particular bedside. Dominion Post Weekend

A profound portrait of long-term female friendship the writing exudes the raw authenticity of lived experience. Its readiness to confront painful realities, both emotional and physical, make this a wise and affecting book. Daily Mail

Garner writes with the cool authority of personal experience, and apprehends Helen and Nicolas loving and warring worlds in such fine and sensuous detail that pain itself is rendered beautiful. Sunday Telegraph

A daring and dazzling novelGarner writes with a diamond drill, depicting human relationships with such brutal clarity they seem to be rendered for the first time. LA Times

Books by Helen Garner
FICTION Monkey Grip (1977) Honour and Other Peoples Children (1980) The Childrens Bach (1984) Postcards from Surfers (1985) Cosmo Cosmolino (1992)
NON-FICTION The First Stone (1995) True Stories (1996) The Feel of Steel (2001) Joe Cinques Consolation (2004)
FILM SCRIPTS The Last Days of Chez Nous (1992) Two Friends (1992) Helen Garner was born in Geelong in 1942. Her award-winning books include novels, stories, screenplays and works of non-fiction. The Spare Room is her first work of fiction in sixteen years.

The
spare
room

Helen Garner

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First published 2008 by The Text Publishing Company
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Cataloguing-in-Publication data:

Garner, Helen, 1942-
The spare room / Helen Garner.
ISBN: 9781921520280 (pbk.)
A823.3

The Spare Room is a work of fiction. Any similarity between the characters in this book and real people, living or dead, is coincidental.

It is a privilege to prepare the place where someone else will sleep. ELIZABETH JOLLEY

FIRST, in my spare room, I swivelled the bed on to a north-south axis. Isnt that supposed to align the sleeper with the planets positive energy flow, or something? She would think so. I made it up nicely with a fresh fitted sheet, the pale pink one, since she had a famous feel for colour, and pink is flattering even to skin that has turned yellowish.

Would she like a flat pillow or a bulky one? Was she allergic to feathers, or even, as a vegetarian, opposed to their use? I would offer choice. I rounded up all the extra pillows in the house, slid each one into a crisply ironed slip, and plumped them in a row across the head of the bed.

I pulled up the wooden venetian and threw open the window. Air drifted in, smelling leafy, though you couldnt see a leaf unless you forced open the flywire screen and leaned right out. She had been staying for months with her niece Iris, on the eighth floor of an art deco apartment block in Elizabeth Bay whose windows, I imagined, pointed due north over a canopy of massive Sydney figs, towards the blue field of the harbour.

The immediate view from my spare room, until I could get some geraniums happening in a window box, was of the old grey paling fence that separated my place from my daughter Evas. The sash window faced east, though, and the light bouncing off the weatherboard side of Evas house kept the room bright till well into the afternoon. Also, it was late October, which in Melbourne is supposed to be spring.

I was worrying about her feet. The floor of her room was bare timber, except for a worn kilim full of rips. What if she snagged one of her long, elegant toes in it? What if she fell? Slippers were among the things she didnt bother with, along with suitcases, bras, deodorants, irons. I rolled up the dangerous kilim and threw it into the back shed. Then I drove over to a shop opposite Piedimontes supermarket, where my friend Peggy, who knows about these things, said they sold tribal rugs. Straight away I spotted a pretty one: blossoms of watery green and salmon twining on a mushroom ground. The bloke told me it was Iranian, vegetable dyed. I chose it because it was faded. She would hate me to buy anything specially; to make a fuss.

Would she want to look at herself ? It was months since I had last laid eyes on her: all I knew was from our emails. Every time the news sounded bad under her chirpy chatter, I would suggest flying up to Sydney. But she put me off. She was going out to dinner and couldnt change the date, or there wouldnt be a bed for me, or she didnt want me to waste my money. She might take it the wrong way if her room lacked a mirror. Behind the bookshelf in my workroom I found one Id bought in an Asian import shop at Barkly Square and never used: a tall, narrow, unframed rectangle of glass, its back still equipped top and bottom with strips of double-sided adhesive tape. I selected a discreet spot for it, just inside the door of her room, and pressed it firmly against the plaster.

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