Barbara Holland - Secrets of the Cat: Its Lore, Legend, and Lives

I n America, cats, pet cats, have sunk so far below the national consciousness that theyve almost vanished. By last count, American households harbored 82 million cats and only 72 million dogs, ten million more cats than dogs, yet they exist in a shadow world, unmentioned, the social equivalent of, say, pet turtles.In the supermarket food and toys and comforts for dogs have a double aisle all their own, while cats share half an aisle with mops and brooms. In the bookstores books about dogs regularly pay the rent, while the only books about cats are for children, and British. In the community newspapers regular advice columns appear discussing what they tactfully call pets: Does your pet chase cars? Does your pet bite the mailman or bark all night? The local animal shelter runs a full-page ad in every issue with handsome posed photographs and loving descriptions of every dog they have available for adoption and, in the bottom corner, an unchangingbox that mentions they also have plenty of what they call kitties.We elect a new president and when he and his family move into the White House the first thing the country notices is that they have no dog: how can he be president, or even American, without one? The entire country joins his familys search for the perfect presidential dog. (The Clintons had a cat but it was something of a joke and they got rid of it when they moved, taking only the dog with them.)Dogs are us. Dogs are loyal, brave, honest, and trustworthy. Cats are slightly suspect. Their association with witches lingers in the bottom of the mind, and closer to the top lies the work of Walt Disney, in whose world cats are sly, sneaky, dishonest, and unmanly, all things unbecoming a Scout. Not long ago, a man whose name had become an international synonym for manliness and courageTeddy Roosevelt, Ernest Hemingway, Winston Churchillcould cherish his cat or cats and none dared sneer, but these heroes have not been replaced. Today even Dick Whittington would need a dog.One of the reasons we love dogs is their famous teachability. Having been totally dependent on humans for food and shelter for many thousands of yearsunlike the cat, who can often rustle up a bit of a meal in city or suburbdogs have thoroughly learned the need of pleasing us, of rolling over when we say roll over. Their obedience makes us feel happy and powerful. Add the adoring, uncritical gaze, the chin on our beloved knee, and nothing is too good for mans best friend.The well-trained dog even develops what we would call a conscience, and stays off the couch even when were out of town. I know cats who have been trained to stay off the kitchen counter, and only the soft thud of feet as the owner approaches betrays the lack of conscience. Not, Is it wicked to get on the counter, but only, I will get yelled at if she catches me. Dog people feel this is not true love.Silently and out of sight, cat people continue to keep theirdisobedient, unadoring cats. The current wisdom is that all cats belong to lonely spinsters, 82 million of them, setting down 82 million saucers of milk in the morning, and we pity their threadbare lives, but theres no need to inspect their creatures, since a cat is always a cat. Dog people can have a dog in any size, shape, color, texture, or temperament they can manage to imagine, but a cat is always a cat. The same shape, the same size, itself.It always has been. The Christian Church had a good try at stamping out cats entirely but it failed, and the cat is still here, unchanged, still sitting beside us sometimes the way it sat, in favor or out, for millennia.If it outlasts us all, it will still look the same when were gone.

Y ou can usually tell by looking at it whats going on inside a dog. Except for the few Thurberian neurotics, a dog wears his insides on his outside, writ large and plain. A cat thinks at the back of its head, and the results can surprise you. No wonder cats were burned as witches; it hurts peoples feelings not to know what the lower orders are up to.Boston Blackie was an outlaw. He was of the tribe known in the city as alley cats, in the country as feral, and in the suburbs as strays, the last word carrying a hint of self-righteous blame; to stray is to wander, ignorantly or willfully, from the proper path. It is the cat who has gone astray, wandered off from domesticity to starve, not the people who have left it behind when they moved or thrown it in a bag with its siblings from a passing car. There are millions of these. They flicker across human paths from time to time, and maybe we say, Puss, puss, but they vanish as quickly as the shadow of a bird, having no reason to answer. They do not live long, but there are always more.Boston Blackie was different from most. He was more predator than waif, and his chosen prey was cats. Boston Blackie hated cats; he wanted to kill them, all of them. Coming down out of the woods and fields like the wolf in the fold, he swooped, savaged, and vanished again. My sister Judy and her husband had, at the time, thirteen cats (they now have twenty-three, through no fault of their own) and, weather permitting, these spent most of their time outdoors. Boston Blackie attacked them on their own premises without regard for age or gender, and he beat them bloody. He ripped their ears and gouged their eyes and dealt out deep, suppurating abscesses. Cat after cat was carried bleeding to the vet, cat after cat was dosed with penicillin. Yards of stitches were taken. The vet bills grew.Sometimes we caught glimpses of Blackie; sometimes we just heard screams. His attack was most uncatlike, with none of the singsong preliminaries to a fight, no foreplay, none of the elaborate adjustment of position and subtleties of eye contact with which normal male cats defuse their aggressions, nine times out of ten breaking off to lick or pretend an interest in some distant object and drift away without a blow exchanged. Blackie just pounced, as on a mouse. Anyone around would run out yelling. Once I beat him with a rake, standing over him panting and whacking, but he went on tearing chunks out of poor Flanagan as if I were made of air. He had no interest in people. I was unnerved by the single-minded concentration of his hatred, like the legends about wolverines. Nothing distracted him from his urge to rid the world of all its other cats; when disturbed by humans he usually drove his victim under the woodshed, out of reach, to go on with the bloodshed. Not even the largest and strongest of our cats landed a blow, and Blackie himself was unscarred. Cats fight by certain rules and ceremonies, and Blackies bulletlike descent and mad, meaningless hatred disarmed them utterly; they never even had a chance to run. Some of their wounds were on their back legs from trying.Except for a handful accidentally born on the premises, all Judys cats had been strays, and none of them had ever acted like that. Stray cats may be, and usually are, starving, lame, frightened, ill, and in hideous pain from infected wounds, eaten alive by fleas, ticks, ear mites, and intestinal parasites, but they dont go looking for other cats to kill. Since the thirteen had all been neutered, sex could be ruled out as a motive, and Blackie wasnt starving, either. When Judy fed her own she threw a propitiatory handful of food into the forsythia bushes where he often lay in wait, not for food but for blood.He didnt act like a cat, and he didnt even look much like a stray. The standard homeless cat is a brindled mix of stripes and patches, leggy, with a long nose and close-set eyes and an overall look of skimpiness, as if there hadnt been enough protoplasm to create him properly. Basic outlaws are slat-sided, and almost disappear when seen from above; Blackie was square. He was short of leg and round of ear, with immensely long white whiskers and very small white feet, an outlaw of a different breed.Conferences were held.Hes insane, we said. Hes psychotic.At least he cant be rabid. Hes been coming around for months, since the middle of winter, and if he had rabies hed be long dead.If only the other cats would stick together. Gang up on him. Cats dont join armies.Besides, theyre all afraid of him. Its like saying, why didnt the plane passengers gang up on the hijackers? Whos going to gang up first?If we could just get hold of him somehow and take him to the SPCA.Youre not suggesting we pick him up? In our hands? Maybe if we could catch him in one of those box traps, and then just leave him in the trap and put it in the car?The vet, who was sympathetic to our efforts and bored with cleaning and stitching up wounds, lent us a drop-gate trap and offered to kill the madman if we caught him. Blackie avoided the trap. It cant have been very convincing; no matter what we baited it with, nothing at all went into it.Blackie ambushed the smallest and prettiest of the Three Girls and ripped her ear and slashed her eye.We could poison him, said Judy. I throw food into the bushes for him. I could poison it.That would be the day he was off killing someone elses cats. One of ours would find it instead.We could shoot him.It kept coming around to that. At first it was a joke. We werent people with guns, and God knows we werent people who shot cats. Shot cats? Judy and Bob were a famous hostel for needy cats, and bore, they always said, an invisible mark on the door such as bums were said to make during the Great Depression, meaning Here are softies. But summer came, and Blackies terrorist attacks continued; no cat had actually been killed yet, but antibiotic pills had become a time-consuming part of the family routine, and the gun came to seem less bizarre.Hes probably in some kind of pain, we argued. That could be why hes so vicious. It would be a mercy to shoot him.He might have had a head injury. Something pressing on his brain makes him berserk.Where would we get this gun?Terrys got one. Hes got a whole armory, actually, but he could bring something lightweight that wouldnt knock holes in the neighborhood.Would he do it for us?Sure. Well give him a beer. I dont suppose itll be the first cat hes shot; hes one of those sportsmen types.After all, we have to think of our own. They cant live like this.Its agreed, then.We had sat in judgment on Blackie and pronounced him miserable, in pain as well as psychotic. Besides, we wouldnt have to pull the trigger personally, just point out the lurking Blackie and go inside and hold our ears, praying that Terry, not a cat person, could tell one black cat with white trim from the others.Were going away for the weekend, said Judy. Well be back Tuesday. Lets do it Tuesday night at feeding time.Tuesday night. We all nodded, feeling that we should prick our fingers and seal the decision in blood, to share the guilt equally.Judy and Bob went away for the weekend, and I fed their cats. Feeding their cats was not childs play. The assortment of battered tins and dishes covered half the backyard, and protocol had to be observed. Muffie, senior cat and major-domo and sergeant-at-arms, followed me into the kitchen to supervise. It was one of his duties to see that meals were served on time, and to find and chivvy the feeder if they were late. Muffie was getting old, but he delegated no responsibility, had no lieutenants, and no other cat seemed ready to take over and let him retire. He was looking a bit careworn and heavy in his mind. Poor Muff, he would have loved more frequent laps, or a word of appreciation, but in households so crowded the attention goes more often than it should to the young, the cute, and the pushy.I dumped a large can of cat food into a kettle of dry chows, poured water over it, and mashed and stirred the mess vigorously while Muffie watched and the others took up their stations on the lawn.Zachary was fed on the back step, and first; at the time, Judy still considered him the baby of the family, though shes had an accident since that wiped out his title. He is a curious-looking cat. His sharply crossed eyes are Siamese-blue and his body is buff, but his legs and tail are striped. Judy loyally insists that hes a tabby-point Siamese, a recognized creature in English show circles, but nothing about his shape or voice suggests Siam. Was he the product of a misalliance, or the result of some misguided breeding experiment? Apparently his owners had been dissatisfied with him and cut off his whiskers and threw him away in a patch of steep, rocky woods; he was too small to have wandered so far from human habitation on his own, half starved and screaming lonesomely to himself when Judy found him.The Three GirlsStubby, Gray, and beautiful Marzipaneat together out of one rusty pan, and care must be taken that their mother, Mehitabel the witch, doesnt chase them away from it; she never could stand them, even when they were tiny. She was found, pregnant, in a dumpster at a construction site, and Judy and Bob often said, You can take the cat out of the dumpster, but you cant take the dumpster out of the cat.Throw a handful at the bushes for Blackie. Like throwing salt over your shoulder to ward off evil spirits.Ferdy, whose teeth are bad, eats last and gets the softened juicy dregs at the bottom of the kettle. I never come out quite even and have to hustle around snatching back some from the other dishes, but when youve finished feeding Judys cats youve accomplished something, and can stand back and survey the seething lawn with pride.I had gotten as far as, I think, Porky, when Boston Blackie came out of the bushes.The other cats froze, and then the ones closest to the woods began to slip away. Marzipan broke and ran, like a fool, followed by her sisters, and Muffie edged backward toward the kitchen door. I stood still.Where had Judy left the cat carrier, in case someone had to be rushed to the vet? Why hadnt we called Terry at once, on Thursday, as soon as we decided on the gun? Could I call him now? Would he get here in time?Blackie walked steadily across the grass toward me, and I backed against a tree. I had never heard of a cat walking up to a human and attacking it, but Ive learned to be wary of generalizations about cats, and this was no common cat.He moved purposefully, without haste, and ignored the other cats melting away, ignored their abandoned dishes.In front of me he stopped and looked up, and I looked down, hugging the kettle as a kind of bulletproof vest. His tail was high in the classic greeting gesture. He opened his mouth and gave a ridiculously small hoarse mew.It was the first time he had ever noticed any of us. It was absurd to think of it, but could it be a trick? A trap? Are you hungry, Blackie? I asked in nervous falsetto. Help yourself. The others lost their appetites. I could reach down and grab him, if only I had steel gloves on. Throw him loose in the car and drive hell-for-leather to the SPCAs gas chamber.He lifted a front paw and curled it, and mewed again.You mean you want a plate of your own? I asked.Apparently he did. I went and got one, and filled it, and he settled quietly to his dinner without glancing around, tail down and stretched out in the classic gesture of satisfied dining. One by one the others crept back to gulp a few bites from their own plates, never taking their eyes off the guest, but he paid no attention. He ate daintily and slowly, and when he was finished he washed his white paws and whiskers and then went over to the daylily bed against the sunny wall and found a patch that hadnt already been marked off by other cats and stretched out and closed his eyes, crushing daylilies.Hes called Basil now, and sometimes Bison because his head and shoulders have grown to enormous size, and he purrs like a helicopter. Hes been known to cuff an unruly kitten, but otherwise peace is his whole desire, peace and for pure heaven a little rubbing under the chin until his purr amplifies to the gurgle of a Boeing with a sea gull in its throat.I have coaxed wild cats in from the woods before, and this is not how its done. Its a long process and full of setbacks. First the dish at the edge of the lawn is ignored completely or falls to a raccoon. Then the food is eaten, but secretly, at night. Then if all goes well and no one slams a door, no far-off dog barks, no phone rings, maybe theres a glimpse of cat at the dish at dusk. Emboldened, you move the dish six feet in from the woods, onto civilized grass, where it stays untouched for three days. You may never see the cat again, or it may eventually reappear to snatch a morsel and race with it back to the woods.With Rupert, I began in July, and by the time leaves were falling in October he would suffer me to sit on the back steps and watch him eating from twenty feet away. After that I had to go away and my mother took over. By first snowfall she had him in the house, but now after twelve years of domestic life hes still twitchy about it. He still disappears for hours at the sound of a strange voice. He accepts food from no one but Mother. Two years ago he took to sitting beside her on the couch in the evenings; if he lives long enough he may someday sit in her lap, but hes still terrified of my brother. More than once hes mistaken me for Mother, and when he realized I wasnt, squawled with horror and fled.Rupert was coaxed with infinite gentleness for months; Boston Blackie, who had known only shouts and occasional beatings from us, converted himself between morning and evening.What happened? We argued it over. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde? But there had been no Jekyll moments in his outlaw days, and months passed and Mr. Hyde never returned.Sometimes desperate circumstance will force a feral cat to ask for help that it hates. Once, in the country, a nursing female came to my back door in bitter January and asked for food. I dont know how she knew to ask, but certainly she knew she had to have help or she and the kittens would die; its unwise, when youre on your own, to have kittens in zero-degree weather. There was something terribly proud and bitter in this little cat, who didnt pretend to be friendly but only showed me her desperation, her hat-rack hipbones and dry, dangling teats. I put out food and water, and then followed her to the kittens, in the semi-shelter under a shed. They were very young, with their eyes still sealed shut. The little cat growled at me when I reached out a hand, and scratched me when I tried to gather her young up to take them someplace warmer. She had hated having to ask for food, and as soon as a break came in the steely cold she and the surviving kittens disappeared.But Boston Blackie wasnt hungry, and to a cat whod survived the long Pennsylvania winter these June days with their meadows full of mice must have seemed very endurable indeed. People who extol the independent, solitary nature of the cat would have considered his life ideal.Maybe he had had a spell of madness, or perhaps amnesia. Maybe, since there was a respectable strain of protoplasm in his shape, some racial memory had risen in his brain like a bubble. Maybe he had once belonged to people, and been a house cat, and then lost his sanity or his memory and somehow that Saturday it came back to him. Maybe, Judy suggested, hed had a blow on the head, and then he had another blow on the head and it brought back his memory.Like in the cartoons.Exactly.It was a silly idea, but it was the only one we could think of, or the only one we could admit to without making fools of ourselves.The unmentionable answer was, of course, that Blackie had made a decision.A cat will stand for a long time at an opened door and consider the immediate sensory arguments for and against going out: wind in the ears, rain, cold, snow on the ground, dogs, planes, sunshine, squirrels, and the condition of the litter box inside. The weights of these matters nudge the cat in one direction or the other, or, more often, in both directions until a human foot pushes him firmly out onto the steps. If the decision is negative, an experienced cat will go back to bed, sometimes for the whole month of February, while a young cat may ask to have the door reopened twenty times in the course of a single rainy day, to see if things have changed, but the decision process is the same. Its a decision we can allow a cat to make, simple and physical and based on observable factors: it is raining and in the past when I went out in the rain I got my feet wet; I dont like rain so I will stay in. This is no more complicated than deciding whether or not to scratch an earand Ive seen cats undecided about that, too. If were going to admit independent volition in animals, and Descartes begrudged them even that, insisting that all animal behavior was as automated as digestion, then we have to allow them to act on past experience and what they can see and hear at the moment.But a cat does not make New Years resolutions. A cat does not sit in the bushes one day and decide, without pressure of any kind, to stop being a vicious renegade with a price (we were going to give Terry a beer) on his head and turn himself into the mildest of house cats. Precious few humans are capable of this decision; our habitual criminals tend to stay criminal, and even our own simple resolutions, such as spending more time with the children, tend to fade by Groundhog Day. But leaving aside the effort of will involved in changing ones whole personality and behavior instantly and permanently, the intellectual leap is beyond him.We know perfectly well that a cat doesnt have the kind of brain that could conceive of itself as a different creature from the one it is now, and take steps to become that creature. We are, surely, the only animal self-conscious enough to inspect our behavior and wonder if life would be more satisfying if we changed it: a cat cant imagine life as a different sort of cat any more than it can imagine life as a rhinoceros.Even a very young human child can say to itself, Maybe if I were a better boy my mother would be nicer to me and this would make me happier. No animal can say this. A dog can learn that if he sits when hes told to sit hell get a pat on the head, but he cant suppose it before its ever happened; dogs may want to please, but they arent supposed to suppose.Blackie cannot have thought things over and decided to become Basil.What, then, did he thinkor should I say think"? What did happen? As swiftly as a werewolf changing back into human form with the blood of his midnight rampages still wet on his claws, he became a different cat, a cat of peace and sofa cushions, and in time even the other cats forgot his outlaw days and allowed him to curl among them in a patchwork heap, and no outsider, looking them over, could have guessed for which of these a man was coming with a gun.