Robert Browne - Down Among the Dead Men

They found the bodies in the desert, about twenty miles southwest of Tolentino.

Two Texas dirt bikers, father and son, had come down from El Paso to ride the dunes and discovered a dead woman lying in the scrub, her throat slit, her body half-drained of blood.

It didnt stop there.

Vargas had to give the two men credit for calling the local policia rather than packing up their bikes and hightailing it back across the border. Most Americans thought of this part of Mexico as some lawless dirtwater hellhole full of corrupt huta who would toss you into jail at the slightest provocation. And taking ownership of a house full of corpses was always risky business for anyone, let alone a couple of gabachos.

But it seemed that the two had been genuinely concerned about doing the right thing, and Vargas admired that. Their willingness to walk him through the crime scene didnt hurt, either.

The father, Jim Ainsworth, was a lean, sunbaked cowboy who reminded him of that guy from the Lord of the Rings movies. Viggo something. They met on a Friday afternoon at the Cafe Tacuba, a hole-in-the-wall just off the 45, where they shared a booth near a window that hadnt been washed in a decade, if ever.

The accordion-laced songs of Julieta Venegas played quietly on a jukebox in the corner, an ancient, mule-faced waitress swaying to the beat as she dragged a damp rag across a tabletop.

They were just finishing their meal when Ainsworth said, You still havent told me which one of the shit catchers you work for.

Vargas raised his eyebrows. Shit catchers?

Newspapers. Thats about all I use em for. Line my rabbit cages.

There was a bit of a twinkle in Ainsworths eyes and Vargas wasnt sure if this was a pointed jab or just a piss-poor joke.

No paper, he said.

Ainsworth frowned. I thought you were a reporter?

Used to be. Now Im freelance. I write books.

That was stretching it a bit. Truth be told, this was Vargass first stab at writing long form and he wasnt completely sure he had it in him. After fifteen years of turning in concise thousand-word stories to the Los Angeles Tribune and the San Jose Reader before that-the idea of pumping out four or five hundred pages of who-what-where-when-and-why seemed like a slow, uphill trudge. This book would either make him or break him.

Ainsworth nodded as he scraped the last of his beans off his plate. Vargas had sprung for the meal, mentally counting every peso as hed scanned the menu, wondering how much more spending he could get away with before his advance money was gone.

Ive never had much use for books, either, Ainsworth said. My wife, God bless her, used to go through about every half-baked paperback she could get her hands on, but I never saw much point to it.

Vargas said nothing. He wasnt interested in getting into a debate with this guy about the merits of literature.

Ive gotta admit, Ainsworth went on, I didnt mind her reading the spicy ones. He flashed a conspiratorial grin. She was a helluva woman.

Im sure she was, Vargas said, smiling politely. Then he nodded to Ainsworths empty plate. You want anything else?

Ainsworth leaned back and sighed, rubbing his stomach. I think thatll about do her.

Vargas gestured to the plate next to Ainsworths. Tacos and beans and Mexican rice that had barely been touched. The seat behind it was vacant.

What about your son?

Hes never been much of an eater, Ainsworth said. He ever gets his ass back from the bano, I think were good to go.

They drove out to the desert in Ainsworths F-150, a couple of dusty red dirt bikes chained to its bed. Ainsworth had taken one look at Vargass rusted ten-year-old Corolla and offered to drive.

Its these goddamn long legs, he said. I need all the room I can get. Besides, I dont really want to leave these bikes out here.

Vargas didnt mind. He figured hed save on gas, and Ainsworth had said the truck was air-conditioned, a luxury the Corolla hadnt been blessed with. It was late October, but the Southwest was in the middle of a massive heat wave, and by the time Vargas had reached the cafe this afternoon hed been drenched in sweat.

He rode up front with Ainsworth, while the son, Junior, sat in the extended cab behind them. Junior was a lean, twentyish version of his old man, but there was something seriously off about the guy. He spent a lot of time staring at nothing and spoke about as much as he ate. The few words he had said had been accompanied by a loopy half-there smile as if he were hooked up to an invisible morphine drip.

Ainsworth, on the other hand, seemed to enjoy talking.

Me and Junior get down this way just about every couple weeks. Nice to get out of Paso, you know? Just load up the bikes, hop in the truck, and drive.

Why Chihuahua? Vargas asked. Theres plenty of desert up in Texas.

Ainsworth shrugged. Something about this place, I dont know, everythings slower down here. Everybody pretty much minding their own business. Never in a hurry to get in your way. He paused. Besides, you cant beat the price of that sweet Mexican chocho. Right, Junior?

Chupamelo, mamacita, Junior said.

The words, which roughly translated to suck it, baby, surprised Vargas. Junior seemed too simpleminded and innocent for such a vulgarity, let alone in Spanish.

Ainsworth, however, chuckled, glancing at his son in his rearview mirror.

Your mother was still alive, shed wash that mouth out with industrial-strength Ajax. He looked at Vargas. Youll have to pardon my boys manners.

Ive heard worse, Vargas told him.

And Ive probably said it. I gotta admit I havent been the best influence on the kid. Took him to his first whorehouse when he was fifteen. You shoulda seen how big his eyes got when he saw all them cute little bare-assed chiquitas lined up just for him. I swear to Christ it took him longer to make up his mind than it did to do the deed.

Slow draw, quick trigger, Junior said. Thats what Big Papa told me.

Ainsworth summoned up a deep, lusty laugh this time.

That I did, Son. That I did.

Twenty miles down the highway, they took the turnoff past a battered, bullet-riddled road sign that read: DUNAS DEL HOMBRE MUERTO. Dead Mans Dunes. Vargas thought this was both ironic and appropriate, considering what the Ainsworths had found here.

A narrow dirt road took them to an abandoned PEMEX gas station that looked as if it hadnt seen business since the early sixties. The windows had been boarded up decades ago, the plywood now gray and dilapidated, covered with layers of crude spray-painted graffiti written in both Spanish and English. puta and joto and fuck were featured prominently.

Ainsworth pulled onto the asphalt next to the pumps and killed the trucks engine.

This is it.

He gestured beyond the station to a wide expanse of beige, dusty earth, dotted with dunes and yellowing desert scrub. Nothing unusual. You could find miles of the stuff from here to Texas.

What set this particular piece of land apart was the house that sat in the distance. The one that had been featured on the local news and in the Chihuahua newspapers just two months ago, a crumbling adobe box with broken and missing windows and only half a roof.

Despite the heat, Vargas felt a faint chill. And a small tug of excitement.

Take me through it, he said to Ainsworth. Step by step.

That should be easy enough. Right, Junior?

But Junior wasnt listening. He was staring at the house, his dopey smile gone. He looked as if someone had just ripped out his soul.

I wanna go home, he said.

Come on, now, Son, we talked about this.

I dont care, Junior said. I wanna go. Now. I dont like this place. I dont like it at all.