For my father and mother
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Acknowledgements are due to the editors of the following magazines, in which some of these poems have appeared:
TheDublinMagazine,
TheHonestUlsterman,
TheIrishPress,
TheIrishTimes,
TheListener,
NewStatesman,
Outposts,
Phoenix,
TimesLiterarySupplement,
UniversityReview; and to the Northern Ireland Service of the BBC. Some details in Requiem for the Croppies are taken from P. OKellys
GeneralHistoryoftheRebellionof1798, Dublin, 1842.
DOOR INTO THE DARK
Must you know it again? Dull pounding through hay, The uneasy whinny. A sponge lip drawn off each separate tooth.
Green froth that lathered each end Of the shining bit Is a cobweb of grass-dust.
Green froth that lathered each end Of the shining bit Is a cobweb of grass-dust.
The sweaty twist of the bellyband Has stiffened, cold in the hand, And pads of the blinkers Bulge through the ticking. Reins, chains and traces Droop in a tangle. His hot reek is lost. The place is old in his must. He cleared in a hurry Clad only in shods Leaving this stable unmade.
With a billhook Whose head was hand-forged and heavy I was hacking a stalk Thick as a telegraph pole.
My sleeves were rolled And the air fanned cool past my arms As I swung and buried the blade, Then laboured to work it unstuck. The next stroke Found a mans head under the hook. Before I woke I heard the steel stop In the bone of the brow.
Kellys kept an unlicensed bull, well away From the road: you risked a fine but had to pay The normal fee if cows were serviced there. Once I dragged a nervous Friesian on a tether Down a lane of alder, shaggy with catkin, Down to the shed the bull was kept in. I gave Old Kelly the clammy silver, though why I could not guess.
He grunted a curt Go by. Get up on that gate. And from my lofty station I watched the business-like conception. The door, unbolted, whacked back against the wall. The illegal sire fumbled from his stall Unhurried as an old steam-engine shunting. He circled, snored and nosed.
No hectic panting, Just the unfussy ease of a good tradesman; Then an awkward, unexpected jump, and, His knobbled forelegs straddling her flank, He slammed life home, impassive as a tank, Dropping off like a tipped-up load of sand. Shell do, said Kelly and tapped his ash-plant Across her hindquarters. If not, bring her back. I walked ahead of her, the rope now slack, While Kelly whooped and prodded his outlaw Who, in his own time, resumed the dark, the straw.
The ridged lip set upstream, you flail Inland again, your exile in the sea Unconditionally cancelled by the pull Of your home waters gravity. And I stand in the centre, casting.
The river cramming under me reflects Slung gaff and net and a white wrist flicking Flies well-dressed with tint and fleck. Walton thought garden worms, perfumed By oil crushed from dark ivy berries The lure that took you best, but here you come To grief through hunger in your eyes. Ripples arrowing beyond me, The current strumming water up my leg, Involved in waters choreography I go, like you, by gleam and drag And will strike when you strike, to kill. Were both annihilated on the fly. You cant resist a gullet full of steel.
All I know is a door into the dark.
All I know is a door into the dark.
Outside, old axles and iron hoops rusting; Inside, the hammered anvils short-pitched ring, The unpredictable fantail of sparks Or hiss when a new shoe toughens in water. The anvil must be somewhere in the centre, Horned as a unicorn, at one end square, Set there immovable: an altar Where he expends himself in shape and music. Sometimes, leather-aproned, hairs in his nose, He leans out on the jamb, recalls a clatter Of hoofs where traffic is flashing in rows; Then grunts and goes in, with a slam and flick To beat real iron out, to work the bellows.
Bespoke for weeks, he turned up some morning Unexpectedly, his bicycle slung With a light ladder and a bag of knives. He eyed the old rigging, poked at the eaves, Opened and handled sheaves of lashed wheat-straw. Next, the bundled rods: hazel and willow Were flicked for weight, twisted in case theyd snap.
It seemed he spent the morning warming up: Then fixed the ladder, laid out well-honed blades And snipped at straw and sharpened ends of rods That, bent in two, made a white-pronged staple For pinning down his world, handful by handful. Couchant for days on sods above the rafters, He shaved and flushed the butts, stitched all together Into a sloped honeycomb, a stubble patch, And left them gaping at his Midas touch.
When you have nothing more to say, just drive For a day all round the peninsula. The sky is tall as over a runway, The land without marks so you will not arrive But pass through, though always skirting landfall. At dusk, horizons drink down sea and hill, The ploughed field swallows the whitewashed gable And youre in the dark again.
You can still feel the community pack This place: its like going into a turfstack, A core of old dark walled up with stone A yard thick.
You can still feel the community pack This place: its like going into a turfstack, A core of old dark walled up with stone A yard thick.
When youre in it alone, You might have dropped, a reduced creature, To the heart of the globe. No worshipper Would leap up to his God off this floor. Founded there like heroes in a barrow, They sought themselves in the eye of their King Under the black weight of their own breathing. And how he smiled on them as out they came, The sea a censer and the grass a flame.
The swell foams where they float and crawl, A catherine-wheel of arm and hand; Each head bobs curtly as a football. The yelps are faint here on the strand.
No milk-limbed Venus ever rose Miraculous on this western shore. A pirate queen in battle clothes Is our sterner myth. The breakers pour Themselves into themselves, the years Shuttle through space invisibly. Where crests unfurl like creamy beer The queens clothes melt into the sea And generations sighing in The salt suds where the wave has crashed Labour in fear of flesh and sin For the time has been accomplished As through the shallows in swimsuits, Bare-legged, smooth-shouldered and long-backed, They wade ashore with skips and shouts. So Venus comes, matter-of-fact.
The pockets of our greatcoats full of barley No kitchens on the run, no striking camp We moved quick and sudden in our own country.
The priest lay behind ditches with the tramp. A people, hardly marching on the hike We found new tactics happening each day: Wed cut through reins and rider with the pike And stampede cattle into infantry, Then retreat through hedges where cavalry must be thrown. Until, on Vinegar Hill, the fatal conclave. Terraced thousands died, shaking scythes at cannon. The hillside blushed, soaked in our broken wave.
So winter closed its fist And got it stuck in the pump.
So winter closed its fist And got it stuck in the pump.
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