1. A Mortal Interlude
I lost a God once. Its easier done than people think. Forget a prayer once in a while or simply grow grief in your kitchen window along with the basil and rosemary. Somewhere inside my heart, I misplaced my faith, misunderstood my own origin story, became a person half tragedy, more misery, and I started to relish it. I revelled in this losing of everything that I thought I was, the lack of self-care; the drowning becomes such a needful thing when you think there is nothing left to look forward to. When my faith came back to me, like the forgiving water of a river to the pebbles that it smooths by constant weather and wear, I asked myself, what happens to the Gods when their people forget how to know them? What happens to their fearsome might when the fervent belief fades?
Or do you think without the power of prayer everything that makes them immortal is nothing but a faade?
Verily at the first Khaos (Chaos, the Chasm) [Air] came to be, but next wide-bosomed Gaia (Gaea, Earth), the ever-sure foundations of all the deathless ones who hold the peaks of snowy Olympos...
Chaos
Edward Lorenz, the mathematician,
father of chaos theory, defines chaos as:
When the present determines the future,
but the approximate present does not
approximately determine the future.
Which loosely translated means:
No one knows how the consequences
of our actions will truly play out,
and try as we might, we will never
be the masters of our destiny.
And Chaos, who has been listening, as she
always does to each of her creations,
laughs because what else does the Ancient Being
Who Created Creation do when a small, impatient
primitive species that insists on quantifying everything
tries to quantify the unfathomable by their small terms?
And as she laughs, the cosmos ripples,
And whole galaxies fall apart.
Eurynome: The Mother of All Things
This is a lesser known story.
It is a genesis entirely woman-whispered
in the shadows when we meet
in secret, plotting escapes
from unwanted marriages or to untangle
darker devil-deemed desires.
They murmur, in the beginning of everything;
from the bones of Chaos, rose a girl
who built the universe, the stars,
the planets, all because she was looking
for a place to dance. And she waltzed
the earth awake and the rhythm of her feet
fermented the stars alive,
the synchronised sorcery of her fingers
brought the solar system to life,
and the flow of her arms looped
around the sun and commanded
him to open his eyes
But of course, the rest of the tale
is broken too. This is the story told
in hushed tones. It is the version
of the tale they do not want you to know.
After all, what is more powerful
than women who know all about
the blessed fires inside them that grow.
Chaos to Nyx, Goddess of the Night
You were so strange and vibrant in your ink-black glory, even I, your own mother, did not know how to name you.
Your siblings, their names came easily because none resonated with the vivid silver purity and vibrant green poison of you. You were named eons after your birth because often names become manifestations, but rarely, do manifestations become their names.
So, instead, I chose to let you fly free and ink the universe with the dark shroud you were born in, your screams echoing into a cosmos that did not know how to be ready for your dark requiem, your cries a warning to prepare for what was to come from your birth.
Oh, Nyx, daughter of mine, mother to both violent death and restful sleep, gentle dreams and putrid nightmares, home to all things both terrifying and glorious, patron saint of murderers and lovers alike, I never told you how to inherit the paradox, or how to make it your birthright.
You, who wove stars into your hair as a girl and equally let them freckle your skin, held the moon up as a looking-glass and bewitched existence for eternity.
You, who turns the nightly view of man-made cities instead into the jewelled throats of queens, hiding evil inside your bosom whilst holding sacred in your womb.
You, who turns childrens sleep into fairytale lands and knows how to make your brother Hells innermost sanctum your home.
And yet, lest they forget how to honour the night, they will forever remember that it is from your ribcage they received Hemera and Aether, the miraculous day and the singular light.
Nyx to Erebus
Why are passions prettier in the dark?
I hear mortals ask each other.
Are demons allowed to fall in love?
Children ask their mothers.
Yes. We are. Before their very eyes.
When we sweep through their lands,
I wish they could see the tenderness
in the way the darkness takes the nights hand.
Gaia
And then there was Gaia.
Chaos baptised her spirit first
inside the glory of her own life
giving: Gaia the purest originator,
creator of fragile, fluid things.
Girlhood came to Gaia in the form
of a woodland nymph who spilled
whole forests from her tongue.
She breathed alive the most verdant