still
Standing
Finding Light Inside a Guatema lan Prison
Anait Alvarado
Still Standing: Finding Light Inside a Guatema lan Prison
Copyright 2018 by Anait Alvarado
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My name is Anait Alvarado and on January 5, 2016, I was arrested, taken away from my two five-year-old children, and sent to preventive detention for sixty-five days, accused of a crime I did not commit, with no evidence to justify my arrest and imprisonment. I hope my account of this harrowing experience will help shed light on the broken prison and justice system in Guatemalaone that, as this book goes to print, I am still dealing withand that one day soon justice will prevail and absolve every innocent prisoner from the crimes they did not commit. This is my story... an ongoing battle with the hope that the truth will set me free.
Chapter 1
A Warrant for My Arrest
T he intercom rang at 6:05 a.m., like every other weekday morning. It was the security guard at the first gate of our neighborhood complex, letting us know that my childrens school bus was on its way to my home. And like every other weekday morning, I opened my front door to send them off, only this time I was surprised by three police cars waiting outside. After the bus drove up to my house, I managed to say goodbye to my children and wish them a wonderful day. Then I stood there, watching the bus speed away, as I waited for the officers to app roach me.
Good morning, said one of the officers. We have a warrant to search yo ur home.
I wasnt scared or surprised. Given the circumstances, my first thought was, Here we go. They are about to turn my home up side down!
Six or seven officers walked into my home, but they did not seem to touch or move anything. I entered my study and compliantly opened the only place in my house where I kept documents under lock and key. And since I tend to suffer from a sort of compulsion to over-organize, all my personal documents were in plain sight, in alphabetical order, and organized by size or color. From the binder clearly labeled Banks , they took an old folder that read Green Millennium Precious Woods, which contained a document that stated that I had been the first investor to believe in my husband years before. What had once been a proud moment in our lives, would now be used as evidence a gainst me.
The officers were courteous, respectful, and well-mannered. Among them was a young man dressed in plainclothes who asked me about my husband, his whereabouts, and his phon e number.
I dont know where he is, I replied politely. I dont know where he lives, and I am not going to give you his phone number because, as civil as we all seem to be right now, you are my enemy.
We have a warrant for his arrest, explained the officer calmly, and seemingly embarrassed, he added, and we have a warrant for your ar rest too.
In that instant, still in my nightgown, surrounded by strangers with guns and warrants, I realized that my husbands problems, which I had so vehemently tried to separate from my children and myself, were now closer and more destructive than ev er before.
Im not sure I understand. Could you please explain what thi s means?
He patiently explained that I would have to accompany them to the Torre de Tribunales, Guatemala Citys courthouse, where I would be brought before a judge to make my statement. The arrest warrants he flashed before my eyes included three namesmy husband and his accountant were being charged with money laundering, fraud, and criminal association. Under my name, I only read criminal association. Little did I know I was on the cusp of a crash course in legal te rminology.
As I continued to read the warrants, I also noticed that the officers would be going to a house where my husband once lived with his first wife. Fortunately, she and her children no longer resided there, but I couldnt help thinking about the family who now lived there and whose home would soon be invaded by officers while they were flooded with questions.
When I looked up from the documents, the officer suggested that I eat some breakfast because it was uncertain when I would eat again. How could I eat? My stomach was in knots, but I remai ned calm.
Would it be OK if I took a shower and got dressed instead? I asked.
Well, thats certainly not normal procedure, but yes, go ahead, he replied, and stood back filling out forms while a female agent, Delmi, was assigned to escort me, becoming my shadow for the rest of the morning.
Delmi and I went up to my bedroom on the second floor. She waited patiently and respectfully while I showered, got dressed, and prepared for the unknown. I grabbed a handbag from my closet and began filling it with the basics. Just as I was about to place my cell phone inside, I decided to ask Delmi what she suggested I do about my purse.
Dont bring anything other than your ID, she said immediately, and explained that everything else would be confiscated when I entered the building.
Still in shock, I followed her advice, leaving my bag behind and taking only my ID. Before leaving my bedroom, I asked Delmi if I could make a few phone calls. She kindly agreed, so I began the slew of calls to attempt to explain my fate that day, one that I did not yet understand c ompletely.
I called my mother, who immediately began to scream, painfully, No, mija, no, no, no! Somehow, I sheltered myself from any despair and remained as practical as possible given the circu mstances.
My next call was to my employer. I was scheduled to meet my colleague Carlos that morning because we had planned to take several cars filled with artwork to Antigua, Guatemala. We were working on the exhibition phase of a beautiful art project that would soon culminate in an auction to benefit a foundation for children with cancer. All I could say to him was that I would not be able to meet him at 8 a.m. as planned, that I could not explain any further, and that the situation was out of m y control.