C Fletcher - A Boy and His Dog at the End of the World

Itd be a kindness to other readersnot to say this authorif the discoveries made as you follow Grizs journey into the ruins of our world remained a bit of a secret between us

A man stole my dog.

I went after him.

Bad things happened.

I can never go home.

Dogs were with us from the very beginning.

When we were hunters and gatherers and walked out of Africa and began to spread across the world, they came with us. They guarded our fires as we slept and they helped us bring down prey in the long dawn when we chased our meals instead of growing them. And later, when we did become farmers, they guarded our fields and watched over our herds. They looked after us, and we looked after them. Later still, they shared our homes and our families when we built towns and cities and suburbs. Of all the animals that travelled the long road through the ages with us, dogs always walked closest.

And those that remain are still with us now, here at the end of the world. And there may be no law left except what you make it, but if you steal my dog, you can at least expect me to come after you. If were not loyal to the things we love, whats the point? Thats like not having a memory. Thats when we stop being human.

Thats a kind of death, even if you keep breathing.

So. About that. Turns out the world didnt end with a bang. Or much of a whimper. Dont get me wrong: there were bangs, some big, some little, but that was early on, before people got the drift of what was happening.

But bangs are not really how it ended. They were symptoms, not cause.

How it ended was the Gelding, though what caused that never got sorted out, or if it did it was when it was too late to do anything about it. There were as many theories as there were suddenly childless peoplea burst of cosmic rays, a chemical weapon gone astray, bio-terror, pollution (you lot did make a mess of your world), some kind of genetic mutation passed by a space virus or even angry gods in pick-your-own-flavour for those who had a religion. The how and the why slowly became less important as people got used to the what, and realised the big final when was heading towards them like a storm front that not even the fastest, the richest, the cleverest or the most powerful were going to be able to outrun.

The worldthe human part of ithad been gelded or maybe turned barrenperhaps bothand people just stopped having kids. Thats all it took. The Lastborn generationthe Baby Bust as they called themselves, proving that irony was one of the last things to perishthey just carried on getting older and older until they died like people always had done.

And when they were all gone, that was it. No bang, no whimper even. More of a tired sigh.

It was a soft apocalypse. And though it probably felt pretty hard for those it happened to, it did happen. And now we fewwe vanishingly feware all alone, stuck here on the other side of it.

How can I tell you this and not be dead? Im one of the exceptions that proves the rule. They estimated maybe 0.0001 per cent of the world population somehow escaped the Gelding. They were known as outliers. That means if there were 7,000,000,000 people before the Gelding, less than 7000 of them could have kids. One in a million. Give or take, though since it takes two to make a baby, more like one in two million.

You want to know how much of an outlier I am? You, in the old picture I have of you, are wearing a shirt with the name of an even older football club on it. You look really happy. In my whole life, I havent met enough people to make up two teams for a game of football. The world is that empty.

Maybe if this were a proper story it would start calm and lead up to a cataclysm, and then maybe a hero or a bunch of heroes would deal with it. Ive read plenty of stories like that. I like them. Especially the ones where a big group of people get together, since the idea of a big group of people is an interesting thing for me all by itself, because though Ive seen a lot, Ive never seen that.

But this isnt that kind of story. Its not made up. This is just me writing down the real, telling what I know, saying what actually took place. And everything that I know, even my being born, happened long, long after that apocalypse had already softly wheezed its way out.

I should start with who I am. Im Griz. Not my real name. I have a fancier one, but its the one Ive been called for ever. They said I used to whine and grizzle when I was a baby. So I became the Little Grizzler and then as I got taller my name got shorter, and now Im just Griz. I dont whine any more. Dad says Im stoical, and he says it like thats a good thing. Stoical means doesnt complain much. He says I seemed to get all my complaining out of the way before I could talk and now, though I do ask too many questions, mostly I just get on with things. Says that like its good too. Which it is. Complaining doesnt get anything done.

And we always have plenty to do, here at the end of the world.

Here is home, and home is an island, and we are my family. My parents, my brother and sister, Ferg and Bar. And the dogs of course. My two are Jip and Jess. Jips a long-legged terrier, brown and black, with a rough coat and eyes that miss nothing. Jess is as tall as he is but smooth-coated, narrower in the shoulders and she has a splash of white on her chest. Mongrels they are, brother and sister, same but different. Jess is a rarity, because dog litters seem to be all male nowadays. Maybe thats to do with the Gelding too. Perhaps whatever hit us, hit them too, but in a lesser way. Very few bitches are born now. Maybe thats a downside for the dogs, punishment for their loyalty, some cosmically unfair collateral damage for walking alongside us all those centuries.

Were the only people on the island, which is fine, because its a small island and it fits the five of us, though sometimes I think it fit us better and was less claustrophobic when there were six. Its called Mingulay. Thats what its name was when you were alive. Its off the Atlantic coast of what used to be Scotland. Theres nothing to the west of it but ocean and then America and were pretty sure thats gone.

To the north theres Pabbay and Sandray, low islands where we graze our sheep and pasture the horses. North of them is the larger island called Barra but we dont land there, which is a shame as it has lots of large houses and things, but we never set foot on it because something happened and its bad land. Its a strangeness to sail past a place so big that it even has a small castle in the middle of its harbour for your whole life, and yet never walk on it. Like an itch you cant quite reach round and scratch. But Dad says if you set foot on Barra now you get something much worse than an itch, and because its what killed his parents, we dont go. Its an unlucky island and the only things living there these days are rabbits. Even birds dont seem to like it, not even the gulls who we never see landing above the wet sand below the tideline.

North-east of us are a long low string of islands called the Uists, and Eriskay, which are luckier places, and we go there a lot, and though there are no people on them now, theres plenty of wildlife and lazy-beds for wild potatoes. Once a year we go and camp on them for a week or so while we gather the barley and the oats from the old fields on the sea lawn. And then sometimes we go there to do some viking. Going a-viking is what Dad calls it when we sail more than a day and sleep over on a trip, going pillaging like the really ancient seafarers in the books, with the longships and the heroic deeds. Were no heroes though; were just scavenging to survive, looking for useful things from the old world, spares or materials we can strip out from the derelict houses. And books of course. Books turn out to be pretty durable if theyre kept away from damp and rats. They can last hundreds of years, easy. Reading is another way we survive. It helps to know where we came from, how we got here. And most of all, for me, even though these low and empty islands are all I have ever known, when I open the front cover of a new book, its like a door, and I can travel far away in place and time.