Derek Lambert - The Red Dove

The absurd possibility that he, a Hero of the Soviet Union, could ever become a traitor occurred to Nicolay Talin when he was 150 miles above the surface of the Earth.

The absurdity it was surely nothing more was prompted by an announcement over the radio link from Mission Control:

We know that you will be proud to hear that at 05.00 hours Moscow time units of the Warsaw Pact Forces crossed the Polish border to help their comrades in their struggle against the enemies of Socialism attempting to subvert their country.

Proud? Involuntarily, Talin shook his head. Such timing! While he was acting as ambassador of peace in space the Kremlin had perpetrated an act of war on Earth.

So they finally did it, was all he said.

He felt Oleg Sedov, Commander of the shuttle, Dove 1, on its maiden flight, appraising him. Sedov, forty-seven years old and as dark and sardonically self-contained as Talin was blond and quick, had been appraising men all his adult life.

Sedov, separated from Talin by a console of instruments, leaned forward in his seat, cut the radio and smiled at Talin.

You didnt exactly glow with patriotic fervour, he remarked.

Talin gazed at Europe, bathed in spring sunshine, sliding away below them. There was a storm gathering over the sheet of blue steel that was the Mediterranean; to the north lay a pasture of white cloud; beneath that cloud was Poland, beneath that cloud war. In ninety minutes they would be back, having orbited the Earth. How many would have died during that time?

He tried to relax, to banish the spectre of treachery that had suddenly presented itself. True, he had often doubted before; but his doubts had never been partnered by disloyalty. He unzipped his red flight jacket and said: You know better than I do, Oleg, that what goes on down there, jabbing a finger towards an observation window, doesnt have much impact up here.

So youre suppressing your joy until we land?

If we land, said Talin who was piloting Dove.

Ah, there I share your doubts. But lets keep them to ourselves, Sedov said, re-activating the radio.

Dove one, Dove one, are you reading me? The voice of the controller in Yevpatoriya in the Crimea cracked with worry. When Sedov replied his tone changed and he snapped: What the hell happened?

Sedov shrugged at the panels of controls, triplicated in case of a failure, and said: Just a temporary fog-out. Also I had to use the bathroom.

The controllers had long ago learned to accept Sedovs lack of respect: not only was he the senior cosmonaut in the Soviet Union, he was a major in the First Chief Directorate of the KGB.

Is everything still going according to schedule?

Affirmative, Sedov replied.

We were worried about Comrade Talin?

Sedov frowned. He looks healthy enough from where Im sitting.

His heart-beat went up to a hundred and twenty just now.

Again Sedovs dark eyes appraised Talin as he said to the controller: Maybe he was thinking about Sonya Bragina.

That, said the controller, is a remarkable observation, because it so happens that we have Sonya Bragina here waiting to talk to Comrade Talin.

This time Talin himself felt his pulse accelerate as he heard Sonyas voice, pictured her at Mission Control, wearing her severe, dark blue costume to make her look more like a Party member than a dancer, blonde hair braided and pinned remembered her the last time he had seen her, naked on the bed in her apartment in Moscow.

What was happening was obviously the dream-child of a Kremlin publicist. Bolshoi ballerina converses with lover in space; as subtle as a Pravda editorial but more effective. And if Dove 1 crashed into the Siberian steppe then the Russian people would always remember the last, space-age conversation and weep delightedly.

Ironic, he thought, that at this historic moment I should be hurtling towards the United States of America.

Hello, Nicolay, how are you?

Im fine, he said.

Where are you now?

Right above you.

Your mother sends her love. And

Yes?

I love you.

Talin guessed that someone had prompted her because, although she was by nature passionate, she wasnt demonstrative in public, certainly not for the benefit of the millions watching and listening on television and radio.

Now he was expected to respond: And I love you, but he rebelled because the whole exercise was so gauche; there was nothing they could do about that and she would understand.

He said: Do you know what I fancy now?

A nation held its breath. Sedov raised an eyebrow.

Talin said: A plate of zakuski, salted herring perhaps with beetroot salad, followed by a steak as thick as a fist washed down with a bottle of Georgian red.

He thought he heard her laugh but he couldnt be sure; the laugh would be surfacing all right but she had the discipline to fight it back. Anyway, their audience would appreciate the remark: a man wasnt a man unless he indulged his belly.

She hesitated, the Kremlin script in tatters. Arent they feeding you all right up there, Nicolay? Her voice faded as she realised that she had made a mistake, implied criticism.

He came to her rescue. I was only joking. The foods fine. Well, not bad, if you liked helping yourself to re-hydrated vegetable soups, blinis and coffee in slow motion to combat weightlessness.

I miss you, Nicolay.

Another cue. He ignored it.

Ten more orbits, he said, and well be down.

Goodbye, Nicolay.

Goodbye, darling. Sweet compromise. Dont forget the zakuski.

And she was gone.

Well, said Sedov, I didnt realise I was in the presence of a great romantic.

Im not a ham from Mosfilm, Talin told him.

Even that was a perversity: Mosfilm made good movies. Perhaps space had got to him; it could cause disorientation, which was why cosmonauts underwent so many psychological examinations.

That would explain his aberration when he heard about the invasion of Poland. A side effect of the transition into space, awareness of the curve of the globe below and the void above.

The Soviet Union occupied a sixth of the worlds land but in orbit he had seen the other five sixths. The pendulous sacks of South America and Africa, oceans scattered with fragments of land Space and freedom had become one, the breeding ground of fantasy.

Beneath them now was the cutting edge of the United States. In eleven minutes thirty-eight seconds they would have crossed the North American continent. Dove had reached the Mid-West when another irrational notion presented itself unsolicited to Talin: what would happen if, because of a malfunction, they were forced to land in America?

Far away in the Crimea one of the scientists monitoring the shuttle reported that Talins heartbeat had increased to 125.

When darkness returned to Earth, when, that was, the globe was between Dove and the sun, the disturbing spectres fled, the reverse of the norm on earth when the fantasies of night vanish with the dawn. And Talin and Sedov began to prepare for their return to Mother Russia.

Both shared one doubt about the shuttle: they feared that, like the spaceship destined for Venus that had exploded on the launch-pad in October 1960, killing Field Marshal Mitrofan Nedelin and scores of technicians, it had been put into production too quickly.

The Kremlin was obsessed with firsts. The first satellite into space, Sputnik 1 in 1957, the first man in space, the late Yuri Gagarin in 1961. They had been mortified when, in 1969, American astronauts had made the first landing on the moon, paranoic when, in April 1981, the Americans had soft-landed their shuttle Columbia in California.