Thomas Cook - Sacrificial Ground

Sacrificial Ground

Thomas H. Cook

A MysteriousPress.com

Open Road Integrated Media ebook

For Roux Sorden-Martin

Still crazy after all these years

After the first death, there is no other.

Dylan Thomas

1

He drained the last of the bourbon from the glass, then glanced over his shoulder toward the dance floor. The music had slowed, and the dancers were swaying languidly to the country drone of Waylon Jennings. Strings of yellow lights hung like a web above them, bathing them in a hard light. At other places, pink and blue coils of neon formed themselves into longhorn steers and cowboy hats.

Frank turned back to the bar and tapped his empty glass.

The bartender stepped up. He was dressed in a bright red western shirt with pearl-handled six-guns embroidered on the shoulders. Another bourbon? he asked.

Frank nodded.

The bartender filled the glass, and stepped away.

Frank took a drink, then swiveled around on the stool. The place was called The Bottom Rail, and it was not his favorite spot on earth, but the drinks were cheap, the music loud, and the smoke thick and engulfing. Across the dance floor, he could see a large bearded man in bib overalls smoking a Mississippi Crook. It was a zigzag-shaped, whiskey-soaked cigar, and he had not seen one since hed left the piney woods of the Alabama north country eighteen years ago to come to Atlanta. He remembered a game hed played with a few friends, something they called smoke-out, which was nothing more than six people in a car in the summer and all of them smoking Mississippi Crooks until someone finally broke and ran gasping from the car. Summer had not seemed so terrible then. Hed had the high, cool streams and the shady pine breaks of the mountains. He shook his head slightly, remembering them. But in Atlanta, summer became a nightmare of thick, motionless heat which everything made worse, the steaming pavement and sweltering sidewalks, the glass towers baking in the sun.

They had found her in the summer, three years ago, his daughter, Sarah, just sixteen, her body blackened and bloated after only a few days in the woods. From the distance she had looked almost twice her size, a huge black doll in his daughters dress. Shed parked her car by the river and wandered off for miles into the surrounding forest in search of the right place to die. Suicide. You shouldnt see her, Alvin had said as they moved nearer to the spot. You know what its like. But hed rushed ahead and found her there, a swollen mass decaying in the heat. Dropping to his knees, hed noticed that some animal had already made a feast of her hands.

Frank stood up slowly, and felt the room shift around him, grabbed the barstool and steadied himself for a moment, then began to walk toward the tables at the other end of the bar. He could feel the whiskey sloshing onto his hand as he walked. He could almost feel its heavy warmth soaking up his blood. His legs were going. He knew that instantly. They werent exactly numb, but they were getting there. Everything was getting there. Even the country-rock on the jukebox was slow and muffled, as if the needle were grinding to a halt.

He sat down and continued his surveillance. He could tell that they were the usual mixed group, everything from country boys washed in from La Grange, to junior stockbrokers who routinely reached for credit cards in places where everybody else reached for a knife. All the faces were familiar. There was a factory worker looking for a nights entertainment from some old lush who couldnt make it home alone, a skinny, blond-haired type whod probably just taken it up the arm in a Cabbagetown flat, and across the room, sunk into a shadowy corner, a silent, sleepless drifter with an edge.

Frank shook his head groggily. The Animal Kingdom, he muttered. His three-word phrase for life.

Still, though it wasnt the top of the world, it wasnt the bottom either. He still preferred hazy nights and honky-tonk bars to the milky squash of his brother Alvins life, its flat, suburban stupor. For a moment he saw Alvin in his mind, balding, overweight, saddled with a dull, imperishable goodness. He had grown up a perfect flower in the garden of his fathers righteousness. He had sat through those endless, screeching Holiness services without so much as a blink of disbelief. Frank could remember how sternly his own dissolution had been compared to Alvins flawless rectitude, how all his life he had been made to play Cain to his brothers Abel. Alvin Jesus-jumped among the pews like a Shawnee brave, whooping and crying out in holy tongues while the congregation reeled in frenzy or slithered about on the church floor. The old man had renamed him Abednego, after one of the prophets who had walked unharmed through fire. Then he had turned to Frank and said, You are Daniel, who tamed the lions. Daniel had been able to do that, Frank knew, but as for himself, he had never been able to tame anything, not one hungry lion, not the one in his belly, or the one in his heart.

He felt his head grow suddenly very heavy, and he allowed it to droop forward toward the table. The scrawled writing which had been carved into its scarred wooden surface swam into his view: names and initials, obscenities and crude limericks, the poetry of the pocketknife. Then he closed his eyes.

When he opened them again, he could tell almost instantly that the mood of the bar had changed. Only the rogues were left. People with homes were in them; people with lovers were with them. The rest were all around him, grim and sullen, their moods darkening with each passing second.

He wanted to leave, but he could tell that his legs had not quite returned to life. He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them sharply. He did not want to pass out and get dragged out onto the sidewalk like a sack of empty bottles. That was the fate Alvin expected for him, and Sheila, his ex-wife, and countless other righteous souls.

Slowly, groggily, he raised himself to his feet and made his way to the bar. The bartender moved over to him. Were closing, he said. You want a cab?

No, Frank said.

Okay. The bartender pulled him forward quickly, then guided him to the back door. Take care of yourself, he said. Then he stepped back into the bar and closed the door.

Frank stood motionlessly at the center of the alley. In the distance, a single streetlamp threw a circle of graying light toward him, but its hard glare hurt his eyes, and so he turned in the opposite direction and stumbled forward down the darkening alleyway. He could hear the scuff of his shoes against the gravelly earth, and for what seemed many hours, this was all he heard.

But after that, a voice.

Where you headed, buddy?

Suddenly, he saw a face, very near to his own, and then another beside it, dark and bearded.

I said, where you headed?

Frank said nothing, and the voice, when he heard it again, seemed harder than before.

Now, you didnt spend all your money on whiskey, did you, son?

Home, Frank said softly, answering the first question.

What?

He started to repeat it, but then he felt himself thrown backward with tremendous force, his body lifted first with one blow, then another, until he felt his back plunge against a wall. They were hitting him hard in the chest and belly, and he could hear the sounds of their fists as they rocked him left and right.

Stand him up!

He felt the grip of two enormous hands on his coat as they wrenched him up and slammed him once again against the wall.

Check his pockets.

The fists released him, and his head fell forward as his body began slowly to slide down the wall toward the ground.

Another voice said, Six fucking bucks.

Pull him up.

He was sliding up the wall, his back scraping against the rough brick.